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    What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?

    “You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.

    Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”

     

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    Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.

    With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.

     

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    TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.

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    Sam Winchester has a lot of demons, but the supernatural world does not let you deal with your personal problems. with Bobby missing and nobody remembering who is, Sam Winchester will do anything to find what’s causing it, only to be faced with his own demons.

    based on the play "the pillowman".

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    Sam grabbed the gun from the table and aimed it at Lucifer.

    “You don’t have to do that, Sam. I’m different,” Lucifer says as he steps closer.

    Sam cocked the gun as a warning. Everything in him was screaming to pull the trigger already but he couldn't. He didn’t know how he knew exactly, maybe it was the plane of existence in Sam’s consciousness that made him so sensitive to it, but he could hear his Hell fragment warning him.

    He could feel it warning him.

    Panic and dread engulfed Sam until his muscles trembled. Memories of punishment from the angel in front of him caused his body to break into a cold sweat. His fingers froze, unable to tense enough to pull the damn trigger.

    “We’re different,” Lucifer continued, getting closer.

    Sam couldn’t move. Seeing his body, his face, and his own voice move towards him filled him with an anxiety that made his mouth run dry and brain stop thinking. All he was now was a frenzied bundle of nerves, a concoction of human fragility standing before a divine being infinitely more powerful.

    “We’re a packaged deal. I’ll always be with you, partner.”

    OR

    Sam experiences more than just hallucinations when he gets his soul back.

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    When the AU battle at the end of season 13 goes wrong, Sam unleashes the fragment of God’s Grace he unknowingly carried from the Cage. The Archangels feel their Father’s presence and follow him through the portal—straight into the bunker.

    Now Dean is furious, Mary is confused, Jack is reeling, and Castiel is the only one who knows the truth: Sam isn’t God at all. But the Archangels don’t care. They’re too tired, too desperate, too hungry for love.

    Sam has no idea how long he can keep up the lie—only that if he fails, the world ends.

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    After the fury comes the quiet, at least on the surface.
    Everyone in their own room, everyone lost in their own thoughts.
    Because a family that loves is never perfect, and when love runs too deep… mistakes are inevitable.
    🫠🫂

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    “He heard the devil’s call, begging for more sin. He heard the angel’s cry of anger at his faults, the demand of repentance. The only way to pay for flaws as fatal as Sam’s was in blood.”

    Alone in a motel room Sam can’t escape his thoughts so he turns to the one thing that can still bring him comfort, a blade.

    TW for self harm; please take care of yourself!

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    sam's contentment was gone, and reality was hitting him in the face once again. he should've known it wouldn't last, it was the start of nothing. this was all he was allowed to have

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    Sam knows what the angels think about his use of demon blood. He's decided that he doesn't care.

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    When two locals vanish at a small-town carnival, Sam and Dean investigate a case that smells like EMF and bad funnel cake. But what starts as a simple salt-and-burn turns personal when Sam gets trapped beneath the carnival—and comes face-to-face with his least favorite nightmare: clowns.

     

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    Suptober 2025

    Prompt for day 23: Carnival

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    Sam and Dean argue in a diner about a potential vampire case. Feeling dismissed and frustrated, Sam goes to investigate alone. At an abandoned silo, he’s ambushed by a vampire nest and captured. When Dean arrives later, he discovers that Sam has been brutally attacked. Overcome with rage, Dean kills the vampires and rescues his brother.

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    After getting rid of Chuck, Sam Winchester doesn’t get peace, he gets hunted.

    Angels want him erased. Governments want him dissected. Hunters want him leashed.

    And Aurora, ancient, incandescent, and terrifyingly devoted, refuses to let any of them take what she’s claimed.

    As Sam’s power fractures reality and Dean and Castiel are pulled into an unholy new order, the Winchesters must decide whether they’re still protecting the world. Or replacing it.

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    30/30
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    Hell wants its king. Dean wants his brother. And somewhere between the two, an angel is willing to burn the world to keep them both alive.

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    Sam stays at Stanford, never reunites with Dean. Dean hunts solo, spiraling into reckless isolation. Azazel takes advantage of Sam’s vulnerability, grooming him for Lucifer’s vessel. Without the brothers together, the Apocalypse arrives early—and Sam says “yes” too soon.

    Part 1 of my Supernatural What-If Series

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    Heaven never feared Sam Winchester because of the blood.

    They feared him because it worked.

    God is gone, but Sam Winchester can still feel what was done to him. Power lingers in his veins, held just shy of coherence, never allowed to settle. Pieces of his memory blur. Pieces of his life don’t quite connect.

    It feels the way demon blood once did—steady, controlled, and unfinished.

    Aurora, the Source of Creation, was hidden so Sam would never realize what that power was meant to align with.

    Finding her doesn’t unleash corruption.

    It restores control.

    As the universe begins to strain under a balance it was never meant to hold, Sam confronts the truth Chuck buried beneath prophecy and punishment: the problem was never Sam’s power.

    It was what he could do once it stopped being broken on purpose.

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    Sam is a bobcat on a leash. Sam is a river in flood.

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    After everything with Jessica, Sam’s not ready to let anyone in—not really. Dean says he’s just looking for a good time.

    But then she walks into the bar: all pink lace and black boots, too pretty to be real, too dangerous to ignore.

    Sam feels it the moment her eyes meet his. Dean sees it too, and that’s the problem.

    She flirts like it’s a game, touches like she’s tasting, and leaves before the morning light.

    Neither of them meant to want her.

    Now neither of them can stop.

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    Castiel is dead. There is nothing else to it. He is dead, and Dean is forced to deal with it. The only question; is he able to?

     

    AKA, a look inside Dean's mind after Castiel's confession of love.

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    She stares as he pulls off his own shirt, thick muscle and flesh covered only by a pair of blue shorts. He slides in at the other end, avoids crushing her feet; he shifts until the tap stops pressing into his back. They’re crushed together in the tub, limbs tangled, so much flesh there’s barely enough room for water.

    The light from the setting sun is dim in the room, sailing through the small rectangular window above the toilet. It slowly makes its retreat into night, leaving them in the tub, dark and together.

    “Sam?” he asks, gripping her calf, watching her shift in the water, uncomfortable. She moves too quickly, sloshes the water over the side of the tub.

    “Shhh,” she says, sliding down until her head disappears under the water. Her body slips under the water, the swell of her ass brushes against his legs. She stretches, her gangly limbs falling across him, criss crossing, trapping him.

    When his hand slides to her thigh, she breaks the surface, sucking in air, falling away from him.

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    Dean picks Sam up from the library.

    (And wallows in the woes of having an angsty little guy for a brother.)

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