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    A Reddit post highlighting the various rumours surrounding Shane and Ilya's relationship manages to escape containment and create internet drama. Shane and Ilya decide to come out on their own terms and internet chaos ensues.

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    Rumor had gotten around that he had a steady relationship now, after all it was obvious that he no longer engaged in his former party boy ways. It was the new tradition now, chirping Ilya Rozanov about his girlfriend. He shares what the other players say with Jane of course.

    Lily: Are you cheating on me with Durand?
    Jane: What the fuck??
    Jane: NO!!!
    Lily: He said he spent night with my girlfriend last night :(
    Lily: How could loving girlfriend do this to me?
    Jane: I don’t even know where to start with this
    Lily: Because you don’t love me anymore
    Lily: You love Durand now
    Jane: I’d rather set myself on fire than spend one minute with Durand off ice

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    An 'innocent' video of Ilya and Shane is posted, and their lives are abrutply turned upside down. Forced seperation, security detail, no-contact and broken hearts ensue.
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    He knows who it is without having to turn around. Even in silence, in darkness- in the dim corner of the world, Ilya has always had a way of commanding a space and making his presence known.

    “Made it five minutes before running. Is new record, no?” Ilya says behind him, voice low and cruel.

    Shane’s laugh comes out wrong, hollow and sharp, because of course Ilya would follow him just to be an asshole. He turns slowly, because part of him wants to see if this is real and part of him wants to rip the reality out by the roots.

    “Fuck you,” Shane snaps, voice shaking with rage he didn’t realize he had. “After five months of silence, that’s the first fucking thing you say to me? Fuck. You.”

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    It happens against Montreal, because of course it does.

    Shane Hollander has accumulated hundreds of penalty minutes across his career, same as every other hockey player, but none have ever been from fighting.

    That is until a bad hit by his former teammates leaves his husband laid out on the ice and a comment that crosses the line has Shane dropping his gloves for the first (and hopefully last) time.

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    "I can see the future, William," Vecna had whispered. "There is no scenario where you are out of my control. I will always know your every move, and I will always make you and your loved ones suffer. There is no future for you beyond being my spy."

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    Vecna abuses Will’s connection to the hive mind, possessing him and forcing him to hurt Mike.

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    When Shane lets himself think about what it might be like at All Stars, there's a blurry gap where he's standing. Ilya will be wearing something stylish and sexy — probably a shiny shirt that makes Shane want to grab him and never let go. There's nothing Shane owns that fits in that category.

    But Reebok and Rolex have both had him work with stylists for appearances in the past. He pulls up the photos of those events, and flips through the photos. He sends them to Rose.

    Which of these is better?

    She replies to the Rolex photo with six exclamation marks.

    Shane Hollander's five rules of how to not look gay (and how he breaks them for Ilya Rozanov) + one time he doesn't have to.

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    Silence. Hungry, carnivorous—or maybe cavernous, vast and lined with teeth, ready to bite. The quiet before the storm, the gasped breath in before the heart stops. Tragedy tastes bitter. Blood tastes like pennies. Both are in the air, promises coating the tongue. Something bad is about to happen.

    From beneath the bed, something reaches out—a mass of darkness, a shapeless nothing—and it grabs Mike by the wrist, yanks him forward. Mike chokes on a yelp and flails his arm free, blood dripping from where the shadows grabbed him, like the touch of darkness has split him open. He tries to scramble away, unfolds his legs to kick himself back but only makes himself easier, more vulnerable. The unidentifiable mass encircles Mike's ankle, and he screams something agonized, terrified—and then it pulls Mike, clawing at the carpet with his bloodied fingers, under the bed.

    This time, the silence isn't hungry. It's satisfied.

    will starts entering the mindscape in his dreams on the same night that mike gets taken by vecna. this is probably the least confusing part of everything that happens after.

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    After returning from Afghanistan Buck and Eddie move to LA to put down roots and in the process build the family they deserve, not the ones they were born with.

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    “What are you doing here?” Buck asked, “I thought you were going to station six?”

    Eddie had that shit eating grin he got whenever he was being a cheeky bastard, “Last minute change of plans.” He gave a faux nonchalant shrug.

    Suddenly Buck’s face fell into a suspicious glare, “You’re not fucking with me, are you? Rocking up to tease me with those abs of yours and then fucking off to your actual station?”

    Eddie’s smile turned fond, enough confirmation that this was for real, “No, I’m here for good.”

    “Good, I’ll introduce you then.” Eddie followed Buck as he led him back to the small group, “Everyone this is Eddie Diaz, Eddie this is Hen, Bobby and Chimney.”

    “I didn’t realise you two knew each other.” Bobby said, analysing the two of them.

    Eddie and Buck began to laugh in unison, “Know each other?” Buck said, speaking through the laugh.

    “We share a mortgage.” Eddie finished for him.

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    Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.

    Or,

    Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.

    The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.

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    Hawkins survived. I survived. The Mind Flayer didn’t. It stayed.
    Mike has always been there—watching, devoted, unknowingly holding me together and tempting me apart. But surviving isn’t the same as living. And some shadows never leave.

    *this idea was brought to me by scrolling twitter and the amazing "@bylerpilledd" came up with the idea of a You parallel of Joe/Love and Will/Mike all creds go to them.

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    Егору срочно нужно починить ноутбук, но приехать вечером в его спальный район согласен только четкий пацан Вася с дурацкого объявления в маршрутке. Надо не забыть показать фото для скидки!

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    Four months.
    Four months of this.
    The headaches started first — dull and manageable. A throb behind his right eye that pulsed in time with his heartbeat. He ignored it. Drank more coffee. Slept less.
    Then the nosebleeds.
    At first just a smear when he wiped his face.
    Now—
    Something warm slides over his upper lip.
    He freezes.
    Slowly, he lifts his hand.
    Red.
    Thick.

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    Mike is under Vecna’s curse :)

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    Before a game against Chicago, Ilya receives a text from Shane that he never thought he'd receive. As he rushes to be by Shane's side, Ilya gets in contact with Hayden and Shane's mom to hopefully make it in time to save Shane from himself. When they'd been outed months before, Ilya hadn't worried because Shane had told him he was fine. Now he's questioning everything to figure out what he missed.

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    "His skates edge caught wrong, shifted his weight, and he fucking fell down. The world tilted just enough.
    That’s all it took.

    One bad second. One bad angle. The puck sliding away like it was never his to begin with.

    He swallows hard, throat tight.

    I lost them the Cup.

    The words belong to himself. They’re just there, sitting in his chest.

    Why—

    “What the fuck was that, Hollander?”"

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    The one where Shane trips at the last Montreal vs Ottawa game and his Team are not kind about it. And what happens when he runs into Ilyas Teammate. What happens when Ilya finds out.

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    To honor Evelyn, Hen goes to a classical concert once a year. This time, she's including the 118 because a famous cellist is coming to town. Eddie finds out he has an old connection with him and it sparks some inner turmoil.

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    “Harrowhark,” says Father Gaius, rolling the sounds around his mouth with the air of an unintentionally patronizing uncle. “That’s quite a…vivid name.”

    “It reflects my late parents’ wish for me to free their community from the hell of Earthly temptation before the new millennium,” she explains in a deadened tone. If the pastor correctly hears free as a euphemism for lead in mass suicide, he gives no indication. “They believed my birth was prophesied.”

    “Now, that would have been an interesting tidbit to list in your qualifications.” He grins, brandishing her resumé; when the joke falls utterly flat, his grin falters into something more pathetic. “The charismatics do tend to get carried away, don’t they.”

    In the year 2000, Harrow gets a job at John Gaius's church, meets his handsome and pious daughter, and things go to Hell in a handbasket.

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    After a shift from hell, Whitaker finds Dr Langdon in a park near Santos’ apartment having a panic attack.

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    In the summer of 1989, the Byers family moves to Montauk, cutting short Mike and Will's last summer together before college. Certain he'll never see his friend again, Will confesses his love on their last night together, rocking Mike's world entirely. As the tear-filled goodbyes draw to a close, however, Mike is suddenly offered the unexpected opportunity to travel with the Byers family and help them move.

    They have five days out of state together to address Will's confession, learn to communicate, and maybe, just maybe, say a few things they should have said all along.

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    Hockey is a rough sport. Everyone knows that. You go down, you get back up. That’s the game. When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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