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    “I care about him,” he said again, firmer.

    Still not enough. Not quite true enough.

    He exhaled through his nose and let his head drop forward. “Yeah,” he mumbled into his chest. “Okay. I like him.”

    That landed in him like heat. Not panic, not sickening shock. Warm. Clean. Real.

    He sat there a long time with that in him, like a live current.

    For the first time since the porch the night of Frypan’s party, he didn’t feel confused about himself.

    He just felt scared he’d already broken the thing he wanted.

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    College, Love and Trauma. What could go wrong?

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    Shane remembered how he'd heard the front door close, then open a few minutes later. He'd thought Ilya had forgotten something. He hadn't thought much about it until he heard heavy footsteps climbing the stairs to their bedroom. It didn't sound like Ilya, who always took two steps at a time, even though Shane always told him not too. It didn't even sound like one person.

    Or:

    Shane gets attacked in his and Ilyas house. Ilya finds him.
    Healing will be a long journey. (the horrors persists, but so does Shane Hollander)

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    Ilya is cold, ruthless criminal who rules the Ottawa's underworld ever since he moved there. Life of luxury and respect from others is all he is used to. Shane Hollander, however, is not, and when Shane catches Ilya's attention, Ilya's calculated obsession begins, drawing Shane into the world of danger, power, and psychological tension that he can't escape.

    "There are only two ways out of this. With me. Or in a body bag. Your choice."

     

    **** please read the tags carefully!!!! i am not joking about them if any of these are not your cup of tea, please skip!!*******

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    Post-lawsuit, Buck fights to reclaim his place at the 118. But the team he came back for doesn’t quite feel like home anymore, and the distance between him and Eddie keeps widening.

    Buck feels himself slowly disappearing - first from the team, then from himself.

    He's always been good at saving other people.

    He's never been good at saving himself.

    Or

    A Buck and Eddie post-lawsuit fic.

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    Please heed the tags! This fic explores alcohol and substance abuse and may be triggering for some readers. If these themes are difficult for you, please put yourself first.

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    He was shaking, eyes widened, breaths shallow. His foxy mask was splattered with blood, his eyes never leaving the sight that was FredBear, or more accurately, the sight that was his brother, Evan, bloodied and mangled.

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    What if the FNAF lore was a Novel?

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    The absolute unthinkable had happened: Damia Wayne failed an exam. How absurd. How insulting. It wasn’t her fault. She was right, she knows she was right. So why doesn’t her father believe her? Why doesn’t anyone believe her? Why won’t they listen?
    Why is she suddenly so afraid?

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    this'll be dark and heavy, refer to tags
    didn't intend to upload this but it's easier to do it here and download the epub to my kindle, hence anon

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    Being the single father of an extremely extroverted child has gotten Seonghwa into a bunch of trouble before. Nothing major, but enough to leave him just a little bit weary. Never has it flipped his life on its head as much as the one time his daughter decides to actually compliment the pretty neighbour's bow-tying skills, however. And maybe, just maybe, being flipped on its head is just what Seonghwa's life needed.

    or

    The one where two single dads who never got to love before meet, get to know each other, and discover what love means to them together.

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    The Drifter is a person unwritten by the Void and a billion days dying in Duviri. Let us see how this one becomes written again.

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    Then Garp was looking back at him, straight into his eyes. “Do you still want to be a marine Koby?”

    Koby hesitated. What had been his dream for so long, the thing he had been fighting for this entire time, suddenly didn’t feel so certain anymore. He was conflicted between two sides and clearly that hesitation was enough of an answer. Garp nodded at Koby, seeing a certain familiarity and understanding. He didn’t say anything as he walked away, leaving Koby on the floor of a cold and clammy prison cell, chained up, uncertain what to even make of himself anymore.

     

    Or, a character study of Koby post Marineford where there is a bit more consequences for the way he acted, making him have to reconsider everything he understands about justice.

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    Chan really should not have allowed Changbin's best friend to live with them for a few months. Lee Minho is rude, abrasive, a real brat, and just plain weird. He treats their home like one of those touch tanks at the aquarium and seems to be under the impression that this is a hotel. Oh, and he stole Chan's room from him. Not just his room, but his bed too.

    Chan really dislikes this guy even if he is pretty.

    Or,

    Chan learns how to understand Lee Minho. Somewhere along the way, he learns how to fall in love with him too.

    (Fic is already completely written. Updates posted every Monday)

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    What if the suitors' patience ran out sooner? What sort of torment would Antinous inflict on Penelope and her precious son?

    “Hold him down while I slowly break his pride, his trust, his faith and his bones”

    Telemachus is 19 years old when he arrives home to the castle dark, enemies lurking in the shadows.

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    13/?
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    scar-crossed lovers, forever
    i’m checking myself out forever
    i’m saving this all for later
    scar-crossed lovers, forever
    here we are untouched forever
    i’m saving this all for later

     

    or: caleb begins to spiral after molly falls.

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    Robert doesn't know who he is outside of the suit. He feels like there's nothing for him to live for after the explosion, and he has a bad habit of carelessly throwing himself into danger, passively hoping he'll kick the bucket. His dog, Beef, is the only thing holding him back from doing the unthinkable.

    When he starts dispatching for the Z-Team, things start to change as he gets closer to them. They see him struggling and decide to help in the ways they can. He finds a family there that he never thought he'd have.

    Meanwhile, Robert is getting especially close to Flambae. He keeps finding himself both dragged and drawn towards him like a moth to flame. He struggles with the guilt of not being able to tell him that he's also Mecha Man while their friendship develops. Oh, and he might be falling for him, too, and that just makes things worse. Can he even hope that things will turn out okay?

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    8/?
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    After failed suicide attempts Tomura and Touya meet in a psych ward. When Tomuras stay is up he assumes that'll be last he sees of the other. Only months after their stay together, Touya finds himself dealing to the same dude he met in the ward.

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    The chronicles of a damaged, reserved samurai noblewoman and Unification War veteran attempting to make a new life in the City of Dreams amidst personal tragedy, loss, love, and a brewing descent into madness. Featuring a cast of characters from throughout both the TTRPG and video game (plus original characters, too!), as well as deep expositions into the Unification War, Fourth Corporate War, and beyond. A gritty, realistically-paced slow-burn, with plenty of dialogue punctuated by graphic, intense action sequences. Adapted from Cyberpunk 2077's main plot. Read the notes for additional details!
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    You do NOT need prior experience with the Cyberpunk franchise to enjoy this work! I have transcribed everything relevant to the lore so anyone can understand it, regardless of familiarity.

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    80/?
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    What the fuck is he doing here?
    Sangwon barely stops his jaw from dropping in abject horror the moment the next trainee’s information pops up on the screen. 131ONLINE. Lee Leo. 3.5 years. His eyes shift down to see the man he’d never thought he’d see in the flesh ever again walking onstage.
    Mister “I can’t be in a group”. My ass.

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    4/?
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    'Me and Christine broke up. I need a friend. Can I crash at your place?'
    Staring at that single text made Michael's heartbeat speed up from pure dread.
    **Oh no.**
    **Oh no, oh hell no.**
    Michael felt horrible for his friend, that was where half the hurting in his heart was from.
    But the other half was from the sickening guilt he felt when that annoying, lovesick voice in his mind whispered, 'maybe I finally have a chance.'

    Or, a slow-burn(ish) one-shot where Michael and Jeremy finally wake up and start dating lol.

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    The bat bites changed him.
    His memories are fading like his humanity. He's hurt. He doesn't know how long he's been here.
    He just wants to escape, but too many things keep changing. That, coupled with the fact that he can hardly remember the Before.
    Will Steve ever catch a break?

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    51/?
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    Al-Haitham cannot wrap his head around anything his roommate does. Ever since the first time they met, nothing about Kaveh follows any logic... and it's infuriating. The only thing more infuriating is Al-Haitham's inability to walk away, even though it's painfully obvious that they are unable to converse as most people do. Instead they hurt each other more than they should, but for some reason, neither of them can stop. That is... until circumstances force them to revisit their misunderstandings by taking them right back to where everything went wrong- THE research project. Under urgent orders from the Dendro Archon, the pair are forced to work together again. Hopefully this time, no one gets hurt.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Kudos:
    36
    Bookmarks:
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