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    Fluent in What We Never Named by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Feb 2026

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    Shane blinked at Rose. "What," he asked, voice flattening. His fingers twitched against his glass, condensation dripping onto the tablecloth. The words didn't compute. A relationship dynamic sounded like something from a psychology textbook, not whatever chaotic, magnetic pull existed between him and Ilya. "What dynamic? Nothing like that is going on."

    Rose’s fingers froze against her glass. She studied Shane’s face. Watching the furrow between his brows, the way his jaw tensed like he was bracing for impact. He genuinely didn’t know. The realization hit her then. “Shane,” she said slowly, “you seriously don’t see it?”

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    Shane realizes that he and Ilya are in a very under negotiated D/s relationship

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    Unravel me and you by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    01 Feb 2026

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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    opal eyes by

    Fandoms: Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters (Anime & Manga)  

    30 Jan 2024

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    After being left unsatisfied by past relationships, Yugi accepts the offer from his closest friend to join a dinner with some of the kink community. While there, he meets someone that sets him on the path of love and self discovery, while also saving him from his worst enemy: himself.

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    I Just Wanna Be Yours by

    Fandoms: Teen Titans - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types  

    04 Jan 2026

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    “C’mon, Wally, let me hear you,” Dick coaxes, pumping his fingers in and out. “You don’t have to hide from me.”

    “I-I, sorry. I’ll try,” Wally stutters out. “I’m not used to being able to be loud.”

    Dick crooks his fingers up, and Wally moans brokenly when they brush against his spot, a barely there touch. “There we are,” Dick says. “Good boy. Be as loud as you want, baby.”

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    walk him like a dog by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    24 Dec 2025

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    "Don't like it," Shane insisted shakily. "M'not a dog."

    The hand gripping his waist flexed. Ilya tugged the collar again and Shane keened, high and reedy. He took his bottom lip between his teeth to quiet himself. It did nothing to stop him from gasping needily when Ilya's hand shifted to cup him through his jeans.

    "Mm, no, you are not. But you like when I say it, yes?" Ilya pressed, voice low and condescending. It washed over Shane like a drug.

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    Shane gets looped into wearing a dog collar for Halloween. Ilya takes advantage of the situation.

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    stay the night by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    12 Dec 2025

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    “Can you still stay the night?”

    “Yes,” Ilya says quickly, nodding into Shane’s neck. “I will stay the night.”

    I will stay forever, he doesn’t say. Just ask me, and I will do it.

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    Take This Pain Away by

    Fandoms: Wind Breaker (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga)  

    21 Aug 2025

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    "What's wrong, Sakura-kun... Does it hurt?"
    Suo’s voice was dripping with honey now. He knew it hurt and he reveled in it.
    "Yes... Fucking hell..." Sakura moaned.
    "Hmm... Good."

     

    Or... after a fight, Suo takes care of Sakura and his wounds.

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    Absolve Me of Guilt by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    07 Dec 2022

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    In the wake of the lawsuit, Buck carried a deep-seated guilt heavy in his chest at all hours of the day. Desperate to relieve his guilt, he found himself in the company of Dom, a man who was more than happy to fulfill Buck’s needs. But when one night goes wrong, Buck is stuck in his bad space and a dark subdrop by the time he comes to work. The team is quick to care for him and give him everything he needs.

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    Compulsion by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    06 Feb 2026

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    “Need a bet to get laid, Rozanov? You’re really that desperate these days?”

    “Nostalgic, maybe.”

    “Wow. Big word.”

    “Shut up, Hollander.”

    Shane shuts up.

    “When I win,” Rozanov continues. “I get you for…twenty-four hours.”

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    Shane and Ilya are in rival frats in their senior year and it's time for the annual Greek Olympiad. A bet is made.

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    Back in Vegas by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Feb 2026

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    "Rozanov?! How the fuck did you get he...is that a Metro's t-shirt?!"

    "And why is your hair so short? It should be long enough to tie back. You look...older." Shane asked quietly in a daze.

    And Shane looked younger. He wore black trousers and a classic white shirt, unbuttoned.

    Now that he paid more attention to him, his eyes looked a bit red. He hasn't cried yet, but was definitely upset enough to be close to it.

    Suddenly, Ilya didn't give a fuck how he got here because Shane was obviously upset. And judging from the conversation he had with his Shane last night, he had an inkling if not how, he ended up here, at least why he was here.

    Or 2017 Ilya, during the Cottage travels back to Vegas 2014 and gives Shane the kisses, care and comfort he deserved.

    Or Ilya does get on his knees on a clean bathroom floor.

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    so come over now (and talk me down) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Dec 2025

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    Betting On The River by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    15 Feb 2026

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    Kicking Shane out was the last thing Ilya wanted to do that night, but what he did want was so big it made him frantic. He wanted to crack open his ribs, let Shane curl up in the bloody warmth of his chest cavity and keep him there forever, and the magnitude of that desire fucking terrified him.

    It still does. It hasn't faded at all; if anything, it's getting worse.

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    i want you to need me (i need to want somethin' more) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Feb 2026

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    “What did I,” his throat clicks, swallowing harshly around the tears that he has refused to allow and fall. “What did I do wrong?”

    Mortification feels like fingers wrapped tightly around his throat, tucking himself closely against the wall and too afraid to even look Rozanov in the eye. There’s a long beat of silence where Shane can practically feel his heart climb into his mouth, his chest aching with a relentless thud. 

    “Hollander.” He can’t read Rozanov’s tone even on his better days, quiet and short of breath. 

    Shane wishes that he could dissolve into the floorboards, eyes squeezed shut and a spike of shuddering cold working its way through him.

     

    Or, Shane drops hard and fast after their hook-up in Vegas. Ilya takes care of him.

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    eddyville population: Shane Hollander by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    01 Feb 2026

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    “Do you—Maybe do you think we could… Try something, this time?”

    Ilya cocked his head to the side– he was wondering in what regard. Ilya was not planning on doing anything but fucking around for two weeks. Maybe not even leaving the cottage for the entirety. He had brainrot to consume, a husband to fuck, warm sunny days to enjoy.

    “I mean… but like, what?” Ilya continued, egging him on.

    “Maybe… you can fuck me…?”

    “I already do that,” Ilya was so confused.

    “... high?” Shane finally breathed out. It had been months, surely Ilya was okay with it now.

     

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    Or Shane wants Ilya to have his way with him, while he’s in eddyville (title inspired by Lord Broski herself)

    A part two to a fic I wrote, don’t have to be read it to enjoy this but I will make a collection so they’re both there.

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    There’s a Line in the Sand (I’m Crossing with Both Hands) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    03 Feb 2026

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    “You know you chew on your pen a lot?” She asked, jaw slipping against her palm as she tried to keep herself awake. Again. Fair. “Like, a lot.”

    (Shane has an oral fixation and it’s ruining his life.)

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    c'mon, fuck me, emo boy by

    Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)  

    31 May 2025

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    “Let’s just say Viktor gets around,” Cait explains vaguely with a grin.
    Jayce can’t help but blurt, “Him?”
    He quickly backpedals, shaking his head. “No, not– I didn’t mean it like that! It’s just– well. You know what I mean.”
    Cait shakes her head. “Trust me. That boy gets around. You might have that stupid frat-boy cred, but Viktor is wildly popular in his own way.”
    Jayce furrows his eyebrows, shaking his head again in disbelief. “Wow. I just never would have guessed from looking at him, you know?”
    Cait hums, turning back to the television. “Look a little closer. It isn’t as unexpected as you think, if you actually paid attention.”

    —

    Viktor has a reputation. Jayce is curious. He has no idea the ride he's in for-- appearances can certainly be deceiving.

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    You're The Only Friend I Need by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    18 Jan 2026

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    Hayden knows something is wrong the moment Shane lets his coat drop to the floor, in a little pile by the front door, instead of neurotically hanging it up like he always does. How could a hookup with 'Boston Lily' leave him this distraught?

    Or; an outsider perspective of episode 4, where Hayden has to pick up the pieces Ilya left of Shane after he storms out of his home in Boston.

    01/18/25- EPILOGUE ADDED!

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    It’s Never Over by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    11 Feb 2026

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    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Pardon?”

    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”

    “Take it back? Why would I do that?”

    “You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”

    “Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.

    “Holy fucking shit.”

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    Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.

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    From You I Cannot Hide by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Movies)  

    21 Jan 2017

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    Being a sub isn’t the worst thing in the world. Being a sub who doesn’t like pain, well. That’s just weird. A sub’s sole responsibility in life is to be anything and everything a dom wants, an open canvas for a dom’s brush, malleable and sweet. Obie taught him that, and that fear ultimately tears him and Pepper apart. So Tony hides his dirty secret and doesn’t sub for anyone now. But that doesn’t stop him from wanting.

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    yeshche odin by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    22 Dec 2025

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    Jane: Did I do something wrong? 

    Please, Shane thinks, blinking rapidly. Tell me so I won’t do it again. 

    (Or: the one where Shane drops and Ilya does something about it.)

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