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Вниз по лестничной клетке by yourcryinghost
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
28 May 2025
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He catches him two blocks later. The guy is good but not a runner. He grabs onto a coat and a comically big backpack and hears a high pitched yelp from somewhere under it as he throws the body against the nearest wall. What he does not expect is to see is a familiar face. Seo Juntae’s one, to be exact. There’s a small edge of excitement cutting though him like a knife. He drinks away at the heavy breathing, the closed eyes, the trembling of the knees.
“No- please, please! No- I did not see anything, I swear, I-”
"Owie." Seongje pokes at his cheek and does not believe a single word, “so, you what? hmm? Walked in on accident? Stayed there for a couple of minutes to take a good look?”
‘No, I-” The screeching scratches something at the back of his mind.
“Did you call the police? Mhm? Did you run for help? Oh! Maybe you recorded me do it?” he grins.
“I...” Juntae is positively turning purple but Seongje is having too much fun to let go. He tightens the grip.
“So you just stood there watching me like a freak that you are?”aka
Five times Juntae ends up somewhere he’s not supposed to be and one time Seongje does the same -
Ever see, ever be, ever know my heart by yourcryinghost
Fandoms: Conclave (2024), Conclave - Robert Harris
08 Mar 2025
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“I have coffee at home.” Lawrence says before the implications of what he says could really sink into his mind.
“Oh.”
He probably should not have said that. Not with his current state of emotional affairs.
He clears his throat and clenches to a piece of paper he is holding onto, “yeah, ughm,” he underlines some words on the paper pressing into it slightly more than needed. He hopes to sound nonchalant and distant. This is like offering a colleague to take a coffee break. Everyone does it all the time. Maybe they can gossip near the water cooler later. Or whatever, “I mean, if Your Holiness does indeed not have any other plans for the evening, we could… fill in the time.”
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Yunho works at a coffee shop.
Yunho. works. at a. coffee. shop.
At the “Dreamers” to be exact.
It’s good news. Right?
Mingi thinks.
It’s supposed to be good news.
He’s doing good for the community. He helps Seonghwa-hyung out. He makes a little money on the side since he’s in between the jobs now.
And finally, Yunho’s like stupid handsome and lovely (and tall) enough to charm anyone into a tip or an extra pastry or another round of drinks. He’s always “right there with you!” with his sunny smile and wishes you a nice day to the point where when you leave the shop you actually have one cause he’s just that good with people.
All and all good stuff. Can’t complain.
Except for, maybe, that last part.
Truth is Yunho’s been working at a coffee shop for over a week now and it’s been slowly driving Mingi insane.
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and in my silence you will find a revelation (that gentle smile upon your face has pierced my mind and bound my lips) by yourcryinghost
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
05 Aug 2023
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Mingi looks up at him. For a second Yunho thinks he will say something but the moment passes and Mingi stays silent and just scoots closer his head on Yunho’s shoulder. They lie in silence taking in the clear black skies above them spread out like a large dome covering them. The rustling of the city feels distant for some reason and despite being weary and tired from the busy week Yunho finds himself weirdly content right here. He hopes Mingi feels the same.
“Did you know, it’s almost impossible to see bright stars here.” Yunho blurts out.
Mingi is silent for a moment and then erupts in giggles his eyes little crescent moons on his face under the brightest smile, “I know you did not just quote me another cheesy line from your kdramas!”
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then i see you, you’re walking ‘cross the campus by yourcryinghost
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
04 Aug 2023
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“Well, I’m sure if we were still together I would’ve done such a better job,” he turns his pitiful eyes to him, “would you agree, Minnie?”
“I wouldn’t actually. I’m seeing someone already and he takes good care of me,” Mingi blurts out suddenly.
Oh.
Oh no. No, no, no, no, no.
Seongmin’s mouth falls open clearly taken aback by his statement. Mingi curses himself again in his mind only hoping that it’s not showing on his face. He’s so stupid. Why did he do that, why did he have to lie to him out of all people. It’s only a few second slip up though because Seongmin quickly goes back to his previous cocky state, a cunning smile gracing his lips, “oh! So soon!”
Shit.
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I'll be Jane by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.
No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.
The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).
Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.
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18 Feb 2026
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Pummel: Fuck Jane
St-Simon: nah…
St-Simon: i dont think shes done anything wrong…
Pummel: youre right
Pummel: Sorry Jane
Pummel: FUCK ROZANOV
Varkov: FUCK ROZANOV
Connors: Hey guys did you see this article about Rose Landry and Shane Hollander?
Carmichael: Bad timing, man.
Connors: Oh
Connors: Give me a second to read back.
Connors: Oh….
Connors: FUCK ROZANOV
[Or, how the Raiders---in particular the long suffering Cliff Marleau, dealt with the Great Jane Debacle of 2016, told in a series of texts, posts, and Cliff being the best Bostonian friend Ilya could ask for]
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- Part 1 of a collection of hollanovs
- Part 1 of The Entire History of Montreal Jane
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10 Feb 2026
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Small Serendipity by the_hemlocked
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.
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07 Feb 2026
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love and lust (wanna be yours) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”
Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”
He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?
It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”
OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.
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- Part 1 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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07 Feb 2026
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“Don’t go,” Ilya manages to choke out, burying his face under Shane’s chin and squeezing his eyes shut. He inhales sharply, pressing his nose deeper into Shane’s throat to breathe in his scent. Right now, it’s Ilya’s body soap, vanilla and spice, masked under salt and skin. He inhales it like it's his own personal supply of air, what he needs to extinguish the burning in his lungs.
“Ilya,” Shane says, voice urgent, “you’re shaking, I—your breathing’s too fast—” He tries to pull back, needs to see Ilya’s face, needs to see what’s wrong, but Ilya just shakes his head and clings tighter.
“Please don’t go, Shane,” Ilya whispers, pleading. I’m sorry, please don’t go, don’t go—
OR: ilya and shane accidentally recreate the tuna-melt day, and ilya realizes just how much old wounds hurt.
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07 Feb 2026