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To John
Sentiments. Isn't that funny, right?
I do despite this feeling my whole life.
I've been avoiding this for so long time,
But all this changed in just one night.
John, I'm not the man of feelings,
Emotions are so strange to me
And now I'm trying find a meaning,
But this so hard for me, you see?
You came into my life like sunlight,
I even told you that one time.
I wish I spent with you at least one night...
Is this too selfish that I want you to be mine?
Dear John,
My life, my home, my soul.
I'm so sorry for my action.
I wish I told you all the truth,
That all I did was for your protection.
I promise, love, I will return
I beg you just to wait for me.
And all the pain I've caused you once
I'll take, and you'll be finally free.