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He was just a kid.
He was just 15 when he made the decision to be the servers villain.
His server, the server he, George, and Sapnap used to play countless manhunts on, fooling around and having fun together.
He got controlled, controlled by his dreamons, unable to take back control from them before they had done something. He betrayed his friends, his family, everyone he cared about because he was careless. The more destruction that he caused, the more the dreamons gained power and the more they had control over him.
He manipulated people, blew up a country, became the monster the server deemed him to be. All he wanted was for everyone to be happy, all he wanted was for everyone to live in peace and harmony, cracking jokes, playing around, doing pranks.
He didn’t want any of this, but the moment that he let something get too far, it was over and he had no control.
It was a fact, he was stuck here forever. Never to escape the inescapable prison. There’s a reason why he built this, why he commissioned Sam to build it. It was for him, to make sure that the little demons in his head never got any more control than they already had.
At least in the prison he was safe. He kept everyone else safe. At least no one could get hurt by him anymore.
He wished that everything could go back to the way it was before the wars and conflict. Before when everyone lived on a piece of land together, as a big family. When there were no dreamons, when there were no need for countries, when there was no fighting.
Now after everything he had done, he blames himself of course. Even if he didn’t necessarily do any of it, even if it was all out of his control, it was still his body doing all those deeds and he regrets it. He should of been able to control the dreamons, he should have put up a greater fight for control.
Now he regrets not doing anything, wallowing in a cell specially made for him. If it weren’t for him, everyone would be in peace right now but because he was careless, they now have to deal with the aftermath.
In the end, everything comes back to him and him alone.
It’s his server anyways and it's his job to make sure everyone is safe.