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Knowing Where to Look

Summary:

The War is over. At least that’s what everybody keeps saying. But the Reformation has begun, and the work is just beginning. After so much loss— so much pain— how does one pick up the pieces of the Wizarding World and rebuild the Ministry into one that is stronger than it has ever been? The election is approaching, desperate Death Eater attacks continue, and through it all, who can be trusted? Does he even want to be a part of it all?

Chapter 1: Prologue

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

The woman absentmindedly pushed a lock of blond hair back from her eyes as she bent to slide the covered plate into the oven to keep warm. Her husband always said she didn’t need to do this for him. That he could easily heat it for himself when he got home. But it was a habit of love, and so she would continue to do it.

She straightened from the oven, and her back protested. God, but everything hurt these days. Collecting the copper kettle from atop the cooker, she made her way to the sink, turned on the tap, and looked out the window across the moors as it filled. The night was clear and the moon was near full; the frost coating the shrubs stretching out along the rugged terrain glowed like silver. It was a beautiful view. But it did not contain sight of her husband. Turning away, she placed the kettle on the hob and lit the burner.

An insistent little kick demanded her attention, and she stroked her belly lovingly. “Shush, little one. Your daddy will be home soon.”

She hoped so, anyway. He had been working long hours, lately, her husband. She worried for him when he was away. Not that she would tell him that, of course. She knew he didn’t want her worrying in her condition (such silly creatures men were). But there was nothing for it— worry she did. What he didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him.

Truth be told, she really had very little concept in her mind of what her husband did at work. Off he went every morning, often not returning until late in the night, utterly exhausted, sometimes with cuts and bruises. He would tell her of his day, of course. But she couldn’t imagine it. Not really. But the general idea she gleaned was “danger.”

And so she worried. She would never ask him to stop, mind. He loved his job. Loved the excitement and that every day was different. And he had purpose—he truly believed that what he did mattered. Who was she to begrudge him that?

She reached into a cabinet and pulled down a packet of ginger tea; it was the only thing that helped with the acid indigestion. Absentmindedly, she hummed a lullaby to the little baby who had yet to enter the world and yet was already so very loved.

The kettle whistled, and she turned off the burner, filling the waiting mug with boiling water. She leaned against the kitchen counter and closed her eyes. She held the cup of tea to her lips and blew on the surface to cool it, relishing in the warm and spicy smell of the ginger as it steeped. Still the hand stroked the bulge at her belly tenderly.

She wondered if her baby would have the powers her husband did. Magic. Such a strange and simple word for something so extraordinary. Her husband said she would be magical. That it was rare for a baby to be born to a magical parent not to possess magic.

Secretly, she hoped the baby would not. She hoped that if she did not, this would keep her safer. The world her husband lived in sounded dangerous and frightening and not at all one a mother would wish for her child. Another thought she would never tell her husband. He already spoke excitedly of teaching their child spells and to ride a flying broomstick. Right. Because that sounds like a safe activity for a child, she thought wryly.

A crack split the night air outside. It was a familiar sound that heralded her husband’s return each night. She smiled to herself and relaxed the tension in her shoulders that she had not realised was there. She went to the oven to pull out the supper she had prepared for him and turned as the kitchen door creaked open, a contented smile on her face.

But it was not her husband who came in through the door. There was a clatter as the plate of food slipped from her fingers.

 


 

Notes:

A/N (21.08.2021): Day one on AO3! Took me a while, but here I am. I’ve been writing on ff.net for over a decade, so I’m by no means new to fan fiction. I’m looking to slowly start transitioning to AO3. I have a couple completed works I hope to bring over eventually, but I would like to edit them before I do; I expect any future stories may be exclusively on AO3 if things go well. But let’s start with Knowing Where to Look!

I started conceptualizing this story in 2008, shortly after the publication of The Deathly Hallows. “Whoa!” you might say. “That was a long time ago. What has taken you so long?” An excellent question, to which, I can only say with a shrug, “Real life?” But I’m now no longer a student and finally in a position where I can write and update regularly. About eighteen chapters have already been written, so I will happily be able to post new chapters frequently, at least for the foreseeable future.

The main reason I mention the age of this story is I would like you to be aware that, while I consider this story to be “canon,” it may deviate from information that Rowling released in other forms after publication of the original series. I know there are a lot of other sources of information out there now, that were not available to me back when I first started outlining this story. There may be fragments from Pottermore or from interviews with JKR, for example, that do not align with my plotline. But my main goal in this story is to offer a realistic continuation to the original seven Harry Potter books themselves.

This story was my first foray into the world of fan fiction. Prior to this, I had neither been a writer, nor a reader, of fan fiction at all. I intentionally told this tale from the point of view of a character Rowling has told us next to nothing about in the hope that I can minimize any transgressions from the “truth” that is the original Harry Potter series. My main goal in writing is to stay true to the characters that those before me have created with their far superior imaginations. I have only you, the reader, to tell me if I have succeeded in that respect. I very much hope that you will let me know if I seem to have missed the mark. Please feel free to drop me a line and tell me what you think or to correct any lapse in loyalty to the original books you may find.

Thanks for reading,
Baguette