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Fyodor walked into his office and worked on his filles hoping not to be bothered.
Nikolai walked in “hey fyodorrr!!” He walked towards fyodor with a grin on his face.
“What do you want Nikolai? You know I don’t like to be bothered while I’m working.”
“I want to invite you to a little walk you know in the forest!”
“I’m not going. I have to much work here to finsh then to fool around with you.”
“Aw cmon! Cant we just go for a walk as friends we hardly do that anymore!”
“No is no Nikolai.”
“Ever since you have been working with Dazai you haven’t shown me any attention!”
Nikolai jumped onto fyodor knocking them both on the ground with a knife to fyodor’s throat. Nikolai started crying muttering random words.
“Why do you never wanna show me any attention anymore ever since that Dazai has came into the picture! Why? Why!”
“Im to busy with work Nikolai you should understand this, go ahead kill me im your dear friend right?”
And without another word Nikolai pounded the knife into fyodors chested until blood was all over him and fyodors body turn cold and lifeless. Nikolai soon stop stabbing him and realized what he had did he finally achieved his freedom. But it wasn’t like he thought it was. It was lonely. He only wanted someone to understand him and that person was fyodor.
With the desperation of realizing that he need fyodor in his life he started shaking fyodors lifeless body holding his face begging him to wake up.
“Fyodor? Come on it’s not funny wake up. Fyodor come on wake up! Wake up! Please! I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry!”
Nikolai sat on fyodors lifeless body crying because he had just killed the only person that understood him. He picked up the knife pointing it to his chest shaking and crying he pounded the knife into his chest but failing to die. He repeatedly stabbed himself in the chest just as he did to fyodor while his vision went blurry and collapsed onto fyodor’s lifeless body and held onto it until he died.