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..As I wheeze, blood trickling down my nose, all my thoughts keep going to him .
I would like to apologize to him. I’m sorry, I wish for him not to see me like this. This isn’t fair. I could feel my breathing getting heavy, slower even.. I can feel the beating of my heart slowing.
I know I don’t have much time, all I wish for is to see his beautiful face one last time.
Maybe if I had listened to him this wouldn’t have happened. I should’ve listened to him, I wish I did.
As I lay here, my mind flashes to each instance I’ve gotten hurt, maybe I could fix this. Save myself, I know it’s futile.. I just don’t want to die knowing our last conversation was a fight, I wish I cracked a joke maybe.. knowing they’re terrible, seeing his face turn to a look of annoyance, It would be better than being here.
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Man, I just wish.. I could hear his voice call my name. I want to see him, hear him.. kiss him one final time before I die. Knowing that he’ll see my body, in a box. It hurts, everything hurts, please.. Just one final time, say my name Tighnari.. one last time.