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- Monoma Neito -
date: 25/5/2018 ...
I look down and into my diary I know what happened today but it just felt like nothing was worth writing down nor was I allowed to write it down, but I had to do something after all this is a school assignment and I'll get a tardy mark for every day I hadn't written in it. Honestly it had been like this everyday for the past week or so. I'd want to write something down in my diary but I would just be lost in my own words when it comes to putting my pen down.
"Urgh I thought this would be easy" I let out with large sigh as I turn to my sister whose facing the other side of the room sitting on her bed with her usual bad posture looking at what I can only assume is her phone.
"no way your actually doing that stupid homework task , I didn't realise you were such a neek!" She responded with a small giggle while now looking over her shoulder. She started to get up and walk over to me letting her phone drop to her dark red duvet. She took long steps and took her time I could tell she was bored and suddenly the second she got over to my desk she snatched the diary on the table. Flicking through my school diary she stopped after only a few seconds of wandering her eyes around the page and looked up at me with a mix of emotions,(mainly boredom)
"dude you are such a little liar" she said now her face changing over to a small smirk looking like she was two seconds away from letting out a laugh big enough to get her snorting like a pig
"yeah what was I supposed to say? oh today I went to school um came back and did nothing but think about the homework tha-that was set by the same school including this stupid thing and then school, school, school , oh and oh yeah I went to bed too. but barely!" I said with a sarcastic but annoyed tone. But it was true all I had done today was just about school.
"Honestly A plus, that's the most accurate way you could describe a day for you!" she said with an annoyingly loud laugh that could only be described as the same of a coyotes cackle
"Dude I literally asked you if you wanted to hang out with me and my gang later today over the park, if you really wanted to take a break from school you could of, easy!" She said with a now huge smile showing of her weirdly pointed teeth and her bright pink gums
"Toga I already told you, you hang out with the school freaks and even I don't wanna be seen with them." I respond completely monotone. I can see my sisters face twist as I said that, and now I feel a bit bad but in all fairness I'm right the kids she hangs out with all have mutation quirks that turn them into hideous monsters. My sisters quirk lets her copy somebodies appearance if she has there blood, now I know blood quirks have a bad aura the same with copying quirks but it was never bad enough to talk to the truly horrific people that she's mates with. Now I've had my fair share of bulling because of my quirk that allows me to copy somebodies quirk if I touch them and I know that my sister has probably faced worse then me with the mix of a blood power but nothing would be able to put me on the same level as Toga's new friends.
"uhm you know I love you Monoma but could you stop saying that about my friends, I mean you haven't even met them yet-" Toga looked down semi annoyed yet still managing to keep her cool.
"-and anyways it's not like you have any friends yourself, so you can't judge!" She now started to look back up again and had that smile on her face like she forgot what I said before as she pulled a silly pose with one finger pointed at her cheek creating a small dimple on one side of her face. But … I hate to admit this since it's my sister who said it but it's true! I can feel my face grimace as I'm thinking this and I can see that Toga noticed this as well she starts to sigh and grabs the handle of my spinny chair perched at my desk and turns me to face her.
"Dude I know you think my friends are all weird for the quirks but to me there not, and I just want to say that they would gladly be friends with you if you just decided to get over your whole "this person has a mutation quirk there a freak" thing you've got going on recently cause it's not funny anymore-"she started to look serious now an emotion I thought Toga never really had since she is normally all smiles and jokes. But eventually she pauses and I stare at her now looming over me as she is still grabbing onto the handles of my chair but she stares back with her blood red eyes, a trait I had inherited aswell but unlike mine Toga's eyes were creepy and if you get glared at ,like I am right now , you would think she is about to murder you. Or if your her brother about to get beaten with a pillow until we both go back to laughter and jokes again. But this time she didn't do that instead she just let go of my chair fixed her posture and muttered a small apology then sulked back to her side of the room and got into bed makeing sure she wasn't facing me, just leaving me there to sit down still with a bit of fear with the bit of murder I saw in her eyes and also confusion since Toga never really acted like this before, she had gone through fazes where her emotions would change every couple of seconds so you'd never know how to act around her even now she still does this except a little more tamer and easier to manage ever since our mother kept of yelling at her whenever she did it sometimes even slapping her if she was really mad that day.
I'm lucky that my mother never really cared for me. Since she always hurts the people she really likes, like Toga for example she was always her favourite and never really cared for me so when she goes on a rampage it's always Toga's things she thinks to destroy first. That's why Toga never really has anything nice since our mum will always find a way to destroy it, I mean right now she has a cracked Samsung phone that is like a century old while I'm able to have whatever I want aslong as I ask my dad nicely enough and my mum can't stop me since she had to quit her job to get married to my father and now she has her own allowance that she refuses to share with anyone but the most expensive brands she can find so my dad is always in control of any money that gets spent on me and my sister. But none of this matters I've upset my sister over something as stupid as her wierdo friends, Oh god why am I so dumb it's clear that her mates are precious to her so why do I always go and insult them whenever I get the chance to? Urgh all I know is that Toga shouldn't of apologised. It should of been me...
"Hey Toga I'm sor-
-"Save it" She answered before I even finished my sentence she hadn't even faced me and she was still tucked into her bed on the other side of the room. And I could hear the pain in her voice as she said this. I mean I am basically everything she has left of her old life, after she moved into dad's house it was like nothing she ever had seen before. Even I can admit that our house is large, borderline mansion and I had been born into this lifestyle my sister was used to the nights without heating and the unglamourised life until our mum got pregnant with me and due to religion got married to my dad and technically my sisters step-dad. But I never thought of it like that ,I mean sure my father isn't all ways fair to Toga and kinda let me go unpunished for things he would kill my sister for... I guess I never really thought of it like that. I mean I was always kind of jealous of Toga my mum never liked me since I got her into a loveless marriage for probably the rest of her life but always liked Toga since she was the one who was with her always when she was struggling, money can't buy happiness I get? But the fact that she loves her so much means that when she gets mad and hurts her without really thinking it must sting a lot more then if she had hit me instead... Same with dad I know he doesn't really care for me but Toga, I think he cares for her a bit to much always makeing sure to go to her parent teacher evenings and whenever it's her birthday they'll through her a huge surprise party and even if she has no friends to go they would always be there for her, but I'm the child who forced them to get married. The unwanted one whose mear existence caused problems for the whole family, and sometimes it feels like everyone but Toga hasn't forgiven me yet because of my birth. Yet still our parents have hurt Toga more
wow, I never really thought of it like that. I want to apologise but I can’t I know she’ll shut me down again, I guess all I can do is make it up to her by (urgh and I hate doing this) become mates with Toga’s weirdo friends. I mean hey it can’t be too bad right? I know the only reason why there unpopular is their quirks but maybe some of them will be relatively normal looking or they could be really cool people and…
Okay yeah I can’t shine a bright light on this situation but all I need is to make Toga happy and then I’ll be able to drop them and go back to my other friends, oh wait… do I really have no other friends? No wait I have the kids I sit with at lunch they don’t talk to me but they still sit kinda close to me and I think that could mean we’re friends even if they don’t know my name yet , they could so I think that means -
*Knock knock*
”Toga get some rest you have a volleyball match tomorrow after school” I could hear my mother yell through the door
“And turn your lamp off to it could light up the whole house at this point ” her yelling got quieter as she left to go to her own room. But I do as she says and turn the desk lamp off and then check the time, oh crap she was right it was getting late that’s probably why she thought I was Toga since it like 30 minutes past my normal bedtime of 9pm so like any sane person would I shimmy my way through the dark until I feel my bed and hop in and as I’m tucking myself in I hear Toga roll over to presumably face me even though in the dark it was impossible to tell
I can feel a bead of sweat on my forehead as I glanced over my shoulder but still unable to see how's she is looking at me from in the pitch black
I'm always scared when Toga gets into one of these moods. Usually she starts acting like mum but more intense. My mum is the type of person to break something you love while Toga is the type of person... to well break you. I've had constant bruising and cuts over my chest and face from these moods but at the really bad ones I've had a rib broken and another time where she dislocated my jaw from when she had pounced on me. Toga had obviously gotten in trouble for these instances but they always just took it for 'playing rough' and had never seen her actually trying to hurt me purposely but when she's on top of you basically drooling in delight of the writhing body beneath her-
-I should stop...
Toga apologised for all those times, and anyways she's the only person who would apologise so why would I ever betray her by hating her over something that stupid I mean I've seen the videos all siblings are supposed to fight so why do I care that we do?
And anyways there are good things about Toga's moods, stuff like... that she doesn't just get them randomly like my mother! But rather when she's had a bad day or done something like ... get into an argument? I make a comedically large gulp noise as I think that thought but I can defiantly hear myself jump as I heard Toga's voice from out of the blue.
”hey you know I didn’t mean to yell right” She whispered to me in a semi shaky voice
”of course, and also Toga I think it’s finally time I met your friends too” I said it sounded weirdly sombre as I said it but there’s no turning back now
”Oh about that I think you might already know one of my friends he’s in your class, his name is Tozu you know the one with the comet quirk?” Toga turned back around probably thinking nothing off what she just said but oh my god was I thinking about it because I definitely knew Tozu in fact I would say a bit too much.
But I never expected Tozu to hang with Toga now I thought all her friends were the ones with the mutation quirks not powerful ones like Tozu who had the ability to control small rocks if they where up in the air, Now it might sound weird for that to be so powerful but it really is when you take into consideration that it also includes sand and sometimes glass if he throughs them in the air and then tries hard enough but only in small amounts obviously. He used to be super popular back in primary school until people got bored of him a bit because he turned into a bit of a one trick pony. But still that’s not the main reason on why I knew him just because he was popular in primary didn’t really mean much to anyone really nowadays but rather in the beginning of middle school where I had developed the biggest most fattest … crush on him
Now when I say I had the biggest crush on him I’m not Kidding, I mean stalker level. But luckily for me this crush started to fade until now where I can openly admit that I’m not crushing on him anymore I mean I hadn't even thought of him today until Toga mentioned him, but still I guess you could say that I know some stuff on him that most people would find weird like how he has a pet dog that’s a greyhound called Greyson (very original) but at the same time I also know his favourite route home from school (woodland pathway by the school by the way) so I don’t really think that me talking about him even if it’s just in my head is very normal! Especially if I’ll only be friends with him until Toga is happy again because even if she’s all smiles on her face I know that deep down an unresolved argument could lead to disaster, and my sister is honestly one of the only people in my life that I actually care about maybe the only person really so if I lose her I think I would never recover and become one of those otakus who never leave the house or do anything but watch lolibait videos in a dark room and eat! So it’s very important to me that my sister and I put an end to this whole friendship thing she’s got going on!
Even if that means talking to- Tozu... but hey I might not even see him, who knows I could actually only talk to people in the year above that are already going to leave in a year so that they don't try to ever talk to me again outside of school because the closest school for those guys is all the way in a different town and then I can go back to my usual friends!
oh wait...
that's like the 3rd time I've done that joke today, pretty sure it getting boring now...