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2 days till she could see Athena again. That was a good thing, the whole thing of being able to see her again was a good thing.
So why was she so anxious about it all? She at least had herself together and wasn't having a physical break down so that was a good thing.
She knew part of it had been them bring up about being dangerous, she'd been told that enough by him but adding the fact that Athena knew it was because of that made it worse? Or at least sounded worse- wait no- not bad- reminded her of how she was before being cursed, which made her smile slightly. So that part wasn't making her anxious.
The whole other part about the heros telling her that if she wasn't locked away she might kill people was something else eating at her. Because it was like Fable all over again- he kepted her there bc-
"All you do is hurt others around you"
His stupid voice echoed around her mind as she tried to block it out, she wasn't gonna break now, not while talking to Athena.
Not now, she had broken down too many times, she needed this to be good, to be ok.
She was sick of breaking down and feeling weak, that wasn't supposed to be her, she waa supposed to be strong and fight through it just like she use to.
But everything seemed to change the moment she had been cursed anyways.
Everything change and nothing stayed the same it felt like.
Her powers were the same, mostly except for the curse and still not knowing how to fully control it.
Wait- just like Athena said with their powers-
Oh there was so many things that she was mirroring to her own child, good or bad? Soul couldn't tell right now, not while trying to not focus on it and keep herself ok.
Which, for the first time since she had been back seemed to be working.
She would be good, she could get through this without breaking and be ok.
Soul could do this.