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Published:
2024-12-25
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2024-12-25
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1/?
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Putain.

Summary:

Fuck.

That's seemingly the only word on Regulus' mind this year.

Sometimes it's "fuck it," other times it's "fuck this," and on some memorable moments it's even "fuck me."

But one thing is consistent every time, and it's that Regulus is so done with all this shit.

Or, the one year where Regulus is sick of how things have been and decided that he is going to be the one to have to fix it all, because no one else is going to. Clearly.

Notes:

TW- suicide attempt

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: The End.

Chapter Text

This is it.

   

This is the end.

 

Regulus always thought he would fear dying, but he is ready.

 

He is ready to be free. To feel the peace.

 

He always thought it would be painless. Quick.

 

That’s what everyone always said.

 

But it’s not. This hurts. And it’s not ending quickly.

 

He thinks he hears someone talking. No, yelling.

 

Just let him go. Please.

   

“Regulus,” He hopes it’s Mother. Not his mother, but Mother Magic. “It will all be okay soon oie”

 

Oie. Goose.

 

His family.

 

Sirius.

 

He doesn’t want to go anymore.

 

He just wants his brother. His Sirius.

 

He feels himself fading, but he doesn’t want it anymore.

 

He needs-

 

And that’s all.

Notes:

Hi!

I'm so excited to write this! I have been obsessed with Jegulus forever and I decided to write my take on it!

This fic does deal with some serious issues, such as suicide which we dive right into in the first chapter. I am planning that it will get much better soon, but healing is not done in a straight line, so there will be relapses and issues for a long while.

I am in this for the long haul, and I hope y'all will be there with me!

One thing I ask is that y'all aren't mean in the comments, if this isn't your cup of tea, that's fine with me, but don't be rude. I am all for helpful tips being given, and errors or plot holes y'all will hopefully not find being pointed out in the comments, but please be respectful while doing it. I don't have the whole fic planned or written, although the first eight chapters have been outlined in lots of detail, but I will of course take suggestions for things y'all want to see or don't want to see.

I hope you all enjoy this as much as I do!

- mymoonzy