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It was foggy outside, with a slightly sharp cold breeze, the type that would make your face hurt if you stayed outside for too long without any coverage. Thanos makes sure he was wrapped up in the appropriate wear for the weather, the second he steps out of his house and breathes out, the contrast between the warmth in his mouth and the freezing weather outside creates a large amount of smoke to form around his face. Thanos shivers and zips his puffer coat, so he could trap the heat inside, before heading out, he takes out a cigarette while his hands are shivering due to the cold, however he slightly warms them up by holding his fingers above his small lighter. Even though the fire was small, he still felt warm, though that might be because of who gave the lighter to him and not because of the lighters fire. The feeling of having something that someone he loves dearly gave to him, made him feel warm and happy, he chuckles at how in love he is and starts to head off to Namgyu’s studio.
Outside of the studio, Thanos takes the keys from under the door mat, it was such an obvious hiding place to put a key, but it’s not like there was anything valuable to steal. Thanos rubs his numb hands so that he would be able to use the keys properly, once the keys were in the hole, he twisted it, which made a clinking sound, before he stepped inside he took off his shoes, and placed them inside the storage box by the side of the door, inside there was a pair of slippers dedicated just for Thanos, he was probably the only person who entered in and out of that cramped studio. Since he was the only person willing to take care of Namgyu in his state. Thanos sighed, every single day of his life was just the same, every single day he would have the same routine, and every single day he ended up in the same place, Namgyus studio.
Thanos waddles towards Namgyus bed, turning on the radiator on the way, inside the studio it was almost the same temperature as outside, freezing, and the concrete floors didn’t make it any better. Thanos was really thinking about getting Namgyu to move into his own house with him, but it was way too risky to keep someone like Namgyu near himself, it was better for him to just visit Namgyu everyday and take care of him. Thanos gently taps Namgyu’s shoulder, but there was no response, this time he slightly shakes him, but still there was no response. “Shit, this happens almost every day!” Thanos says quickly while grabbing Namgyu’s medication from the side of the night stand, there was already a glass of water, half drunken, he quickly helps Namgyu sit up and tilts his mouth open, the pills rest on his tongue and seconds later gets washed down with the water. Thanos slowly brings his head back down onto the worn out pillow, he slumps down next to Namgyu’s legs on the bed, it makes a creaking sound which was not a surprise, due to the long usage of the mattress, a tear drops down the side of his cheeks but he speedily wipes it off, he slightly slaps the sides of his cheeks to wake himself up and stands on both his feet. Everyday he wonders if he wasn’t there, what would become of Namgyu, maybe he would be dead due to an opioid overdose, “i should stay here with him for tonight, who knows what could happen..” Thanos says depressingly.