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WHITESAND BAY —MO ART STUDIO
The sea breathed the glass-- long, slow exhales of tide rolling over sand. The sound muffled and rhythmic, like a memory stuck on loop. Whitesand Bay had always been like this: beautiful in the way a dying thing could still glisten, salt-crusted and sun bleached, clinging to its last grasp of brilliance.
Inside, Rafayel’s studio was a living thing. Not quite chaos, not quite order. Paint-streaked brushes rested in old jars beside bundles of charcoal. Blue-gold sunlight filtered through salt-stained windows, catching motes of dust as they danced through the still air. The space opened wide and tall, ceilings vaulted with exposed beams where sketches hung from metal clips, shifting gently with the ocean breeze. Easels stood at different angles, each one cradling unfinished works: canvases marked by fire, longing, and some emotion that had not yet learned its name.
One wall was entirely window, facing the sea, and from it came the scent of brine and salt heat, mingled with turpentine and the faint trace of lavender oil diffused through the space. There was no neatness to the room, only rhythm.
Tubes of paint lay scattered across the worktable in deliberate chaos. A ceramic mug sat half full beside a palette knife. The low hum of music, untraceable in origin, floated through the air like another brushstroke left to dry.
This was Rafayel’s sanctuary. Part studio, part diary. A place where solitude painted him into wholeness. The brush moved slowly in his hand, not to paint but to feel the weight of it. It was quiet this morning, uneventful even. Beyond the glass, the tide lingered at its lowest ebb, leaving the gulls to squabble over distant rocks, their cries muted through salt-caked windows. Rafayel’s eyes traveled the canvas’s borders: the subtle space between intention and creation. The linen surface enveloped in morning light rather than demanding pigment. Patient. Expectant without being insistent.
He wasn’t sure what it wanted to become yet. That was fine, some days were like this—slower. Like the world was breathing through a filter and all he had to do was listen for the inhale. He dipped the brush in water without looking, his eyes narrowed in soft concentration. But when the stroke didn’t land, when the spark didn’t come, he let out a deep exhale, hanging his head in defeat. Today was not a day for inspiration.
Rafayel was a study in contradiction. Tall and slender, draped in a loose white shirt stained with dried paint, dark trousers rolled at the ankle, his bare feet tracked ochre across the floor. His long, wavy purple hair parted down the middle fell around his face in loose strands, catching the morning light like sea glass. His eyes, shifting between blue and pink in the shifting sun, held a kind of distracted sharpness as if constantly chasing something no one else could see. A few faint beauty marks traced his pale skin, scattered like brush flecks on an unfinished canvas. He looked tired. Beautifully so. As though exhaustion had become part of his aesthetic. Even now, wrapped in quiet, Rafayel was composed like a painting still waiting to be named.
“You’re up early,” came Thomas’s voice, entering the studio. As soon as Rafayel turned to greet the man, Thomas paused and sighed, crossing his arms in knowing disapproval. “You haven’t slept, have you?”
Rafayel placed his paintbrush down on the wooden palette, careful not to let it roll. The motion was deliberate, like setting aside a thought he hadn’t finished thinking.
“Sleep is such a delicate little thing,” he murmured, not quite meeting Thomas’s gaze. “And terribly inconvenient when one is waiting for something to arrive.”
“You mean inspiration,” Thomas corrected. “Or another sleepless spiral. Hard to tell with you.”
Rafayel allowed himself a crooked smile as he stretched his paint-stained fingers, watching the soft smear of ochre spread across his knuckles.
“Would it make you feel better if I lied about sleeping?”
“No,” Thomas replied. “I’ve given up on being comforted by your lies.” He crossed the huge space and picked through the chaos unfolding with brushes, open notebooks, scattered palettes, and a plate with the ghost of a once-eaten lemon tart. There was a rhythm to this place, and he had learned not to disturb it.
“You didn’t finish anything,” he said, noting the unfinished canvas.
"I completed the staring portion. The canvas refused to meet me halfway,” Rafayel said dryly. “You know how it is. I glare at the canvas until it either becomes a masterpiece…or makes me question my existence.”
“Funny.” Thomas tapped at his holo-tablet, then squinted. “You know you had a meeting scheduled with the journalist this morning?”
Rafayel, now sitting on the long red sofa by the window, leaned against the cushion, arms crossed and one leg folded on top of the other. “No thanks. She called my work ‘visceral and unmarketable’. I felt no urgency in continuing the conversation. I can understand constructive criticism, but she really didn’t understand the vision.”
“Whatever happened to ‘art is subjective’?”
Rafayel tilted his head, as if genuinely pondering the question. Then, without missing a beat, replied, “It is. But some people have objectively terrible taste.”
Thomas rolled his eyes. “You do realise that exhibition pieces are due by next week, right? Are you planning to throw your sketchbook at the gallery wall and call it a day?”
Rafayel’s only response was a careless shrug, the kind that dismissed arguments before they could even form. He gave Thomas no other satisfactory answer. His fingers, ink-stained and restless, found a half-buried sketchbook beside him. Without a word, he flipped it open to a blank page. The pencil in his hand moved with the certainty of a blade, quick, precise, etching lines that seemed to breathe before Thomas’s eyes.
Thomas pursed his lips before letting out a short exhale. “Are you even listening?”
Rafayel paused, looked up at Thomas for a beat before once again looking down at his sketch. “I hear you. It’s just that deadlines don’t inspire me. They’re like threats with a time limit.”
“You think you’re very funny.”
“I don’t have to think. I have audience data that supports it. The people at the gallery seem to think I am charming.”
“Well, speaking of, ” Thomas continued as he scrolled through his tablet with the kind of speed that only came from years of managing difficult artists, “you could try showing up to your exhibition more. For the illusion of professionalism. At least let your audience see you.”
Rafayel didn’t look up from the sketch he was absentmindedly adjusting, graphite smudged along the edge of his palm. “Presence is a relative concept. My aura was very committed.”
“You were in the bathtub with a glass of wine and a face mask the last time I found you.”
“It’s self-regulation. It’s necessary.” Rafayel said, tone infuriatingly calm.
Thomas didn’t even blink, too accustomed to Rafayel’s dramatics. “You were agonizing over whether grilled lobster counts as a metaphor.”
“Exactly. Rage fuels the creative process. That existential spiral? That’s where the next masterpiece lives.”
Thomas exhaled a suffering sigh, wondering why he bothered to ask; he should know by now that Rafayel does whatever he pleases anyway. “You’re impossible.”
Rafayel finally glanced over, one brow arching with effortless grace as a small, infuriatingly amused smile pulled at his lips. “You love being my agent.”
“I love art, Raf. But I also love being able to pay rent,” Thomas muttered, tablet still in hand as he hovered near the center table. “And right now, only one of those is pulling its weight.”
Suddenly, Thomas’s tablet chimed a sharp, discordant ping that sliced through the quiet hum of the studio. He frowned, thumb hovering over the screen before tapping once. A flicker of something unreadable passed over his face as he tilted the screen toward Rafayel. “You’ve got a message. It’s encrypted. From someone in Linkon.”
Rafayel’s fingers stilled mid-stroke on the half-finished drawing. His lips curled as he gazed up from his sketchbook to Thomas with an interested expression. “Anonymous tip? Fan mail? Or a particularly poetic death threat?”
Thomas scrolled down, scanning the information on the tablet. “It’s something about the East Wing district. One of the old lounges that got repurposed after the structural collapse.”
There was momentary silence, a pause before Rafayel’s breath hitched, just slightly. His gaze, usually so languid, sharpened like a blade catching light. “The one built over a Lemurian foundation?”
“The very one,” Thomas confirmed.
A slow blink. Rafayel’s fingers twitched at his side, as if plucking invisible threads from the air. He stopped sketching, putting his sketchbook down and sat forward. “That place practically hums with residue,” he murmured, gaze distant now as if he was remembering something. “I had a dream about it. Except it wasn’t a lounge. It was…submerged. And there was a spiral in the tiles.”
Thomas made a face, his lips twisting in that familiar mix of exasperation and reluctant acceptance. “Of course you dreamed it.”
Rafayel was already standing, his movement fluid. “Cancel any plans and appointments today. I have something better to chase.”
“But you have—” Thomas stopped himself from finishing his sentence, realising that any attempts at convincing Rafayel to do anything this morning would only be wasted energy. Thomas let out a sigh, “I’ll tell them you checked into a mental asylum.”
“That’s the spirit,” Rafayel replied, already walking toward the door, a flicker of fire trailing along the edge of his sleeve before dimming to nothing. And just like that, the studio exhaled behind him, and the morning was no longer still.