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“Hey, you know what would be funny? If we just started making out right now!” I whisper to House during a particularly boring meeting. He laughs it off, but I’m not joking. Since the moment I met him, I knew he was it. Only person that i have/will truly love.
I would die for him, I would kill for him. And now we’re in this weird limbo. He’s my only real friend, and i don’t want to ruin that, but i dont know how much longer I can do this. “I love you,” he tells me, but is it platonic? I dont know. I dont know anything.
I can relate to everything he says. When he told me that he was a guy, I immediately understood it on a fundamental level. We watch the same movies, listen to the same music. But we aren’t dating. As far as I know, at least.
We do everything together, we live together for god’s sake, but nothing has been labeled. Neither of us will initiate a relationship, but I dont want to live in this limbo for much longer. I would be fine if we were just friends, but I want to know. Of course, I would rather marry him, but I’ll take what I can get.
Cuddy seems to think we’re dating, or at the very least going to start dating soon. I dont want to assume anything, but everyone else thinks he likes me. And I definitely like him.
But for now we’re friends. And I can live with that. As long as I can talk to him, I’ll be happy, for the first time in my life.