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The conference room buzzed with the low hum of voices, actors flipping through glossy scripts, producers arranging their coffees just so. Everyone in tune with the energy of a first table read of a production of this caliber. Mira leaned back in her chair, smirk on her lips as the director launched into her enthusiastic spiel about the fresh direction of the movie, a love story that matters.

She had heard it all before. It was the spiel of every romance movie she’s ever being a part of.

Studio Dragon had tapped her as the romantic lead for Autumn’s Refrain, a GL drama set in the countryside about two women whose clashing ideals over music and life spiral into a fiery connection neither can deny. On paper it was all the things Mira had seen before—romance, conflict, reconciliation—but the production was already being hailed as a landmark, one of the first high-profile GL films by a major studio.

Mira had accepted it with the calm of a seasoned professional, ready to deliver what audiences wanted without letting it shake her.

What she hadn’t expected—what nobody had expected—was the name on the placard across from hers.

Ryu Rumi.

Lips quirking despite herself, Mira’s brow lifted the moment her manager had mentioned the name in passing. The Ryu Rumi. Drama darling. Darling of critics. The kind of actor who built her career on scripts so heavy they left bruises on the audience.

A rising star since her teenage years, Rumi had been introduced to the industry by her mother, a celebrated actor whose legacy still loomed over her career, and managed closely by Seo Celine, a sharp and calculating presence who had guided her every step. Methodical and insanely intense, now in her twenties Rumi built her reputation as a once-in-a-generation talent.

But that intensity made her reserved, even distant, in the social circles of actors—admired, but rarely approached. And here she was, sitting stiff as a mannequin right in front of Mira, script perfectly aligned with the edge of the table, posture so upright it almost hurt to look at.

Mira, by contrast, was more seasoned as she neared her thirties. She had learned that it was okay—even necessary—to experiment with genres and ideas. She had dipped her toes into everything: rom-coms, action flicks, indies, even a questionable vampire franchise she still got teased about but secretly she loved being a part of.

For Mira, the point wasn’t polish or acclaim. She liked to play a part, to connect, to feel something in the mess of cameras and stage lights.

Rumi, though? Rumi was precision. Perfection. Every line delivered like it had been carved from marble.

They had exchanged brief pleasantries when the cast gathered—polite nods, a murmured greeting—but beyond that, Rumi hadn’t shown the slightest interest in getting to know Mira. Her attention was locked on her script, posture impeccable, pen hovering like she might annotate even during the introductions.

At the end of the table, the script coordinator cleared her throat and shifted her glasses, readying her copy. She was the one tasked with carrying the narration—the connective tissue of the screenplay that actors didn’t voice. Her calm, steady cadence set the mood as they went through the scenes.

“Alright, let’s start with scene twelve,” she said, smiling too widely. “The turning point.”

Mira scanned the page. Oh. That scene.

“Interior. Community Hall. Night,” the script coordinator read, her tone clipped but clear. “Sheets of music scattered across the piano. The room is quiet except for the storm outside. Ji-yeon and Eun-sook face each other across the keys, the argument from earlier still burning between them. This is where restraint snaps.”

The air in the room shifted. Everyone knew what came next. The stage direction. The first kiss.

Across the table, Rumi’s hand tightened around her script, knuckles pale against the white pages. Mira caught it—the tiny twitch, the way her shoulders locked.

“Whenever you’re ready,” the director coaxed.

The script coordinator’s voice faded, and all eyes locking onto the two women at the center of the table. Mira glanced down at her copy, pen tapping lightly against the margin. Rumi sat rigid, script raised like a shield, eyes fixed firmly on the printed lines.

This wasn’t about performance yet—it was about rhythm, about finding where their voices overlapped. Getting accustomed to each other. Nothing more.

Mira cleared her throat and began, her tone measured, reading her character’s —Eun-sook— lines, “If everything you are going to do is critique, you can leave. I don’t need you here anymore.”

A brief pause. Rumi’s jaw flexed before she spoke, moving to Ji-yeon’s lines. “You don’t need me? You don’t even try. You have the talent, yet you play like it doesn’t matter.”

The words landed flat, more like recitations than wounds. Which was fine. This wasn’t the stage, not yet. Still, Mira found herself watching the way Rumi’s mouth shaped the syllables, how her eyes darted down between each line like she refused to risk meeting hers. “At least I play like I’m alive. You—you’re just a machine, trying not to feel anything.”

The silence that followed wasn’t scripted. It was just them, waiting, unsure how long to linger. Rumi finally broke the silence, “So that’s what you think of me?”

“Isn’t that the reason you keep pushing me away?” Mira slid into character easily, voice warm and biting as her character clashed with Rumi’s. She leaned into the words, into the friction that sparked like static between them.

She couldn’t help it; she thrived on that charge. But when the lines curved toward the inevitable stage direction—[they kiss, urgent, angry, until it softens into something else]—Mira stopped, her gaze flicking up.

Rumi hadn’t moved. She sat there, frozen, her lips pressed thin, eyes dark but unreadable. Not even a twitch toward play-acting.

The director chuckled awkwardly. “Well, of course, we’ll have intimacy coordinators on set, don’t worry. Today’s just about rhythm.”

Mira offered an easy nod, the kind of veteran smile that said been there, done that. But her eyes lingered on Rumi, stiff and silent, and she knew this wasn’t just nerves. Something else coiled under the surface.

And Mira, against her better judgment, already wanted to dig it out.

The director clapped her hands together, the sound sharp against the hush of unfinished tension.
“Excellent energy, both of you. We’ll polish the scene as we go, of course, but that—” she gestured between Mira and Rumi like she’d just discovered fire “—that is exactly what I was hoping for. The push and pull. Perfect.”

The producers nodded like bobbleheads. Someone scribbled something about marketable tension in their notes.

It was bullshit, and everyone probably noted it. Even though it was the first read, Rumi should have at least leaned a little into the character, seeking chemistry with Mira. Yet she didn’t. All the same, Mira only dipped her head in agreement toward the director. She’d done these enough times to know when to nod, when to smile, when to give just the right amount of enthusiasm. She was an actor, after all.

Across from her, Rumi remained stiff, her pen perfectly parallel to her script, not a mark on the page. She gave a small, professional smile that didn’t touch her eyes.

The meeting wrapped up after that—production schedules, costume fittings, shooting dates rattled off in a blur. Mira made a few notes, exchanged the expected pleasantries, all the while her peripheral vision was busy. Rumi didn’t relax once. Not when the director cracked a joke, not when one of the younger actors leaned over her to gush about her impressive career.

Rumi was a statue in designer boots.

When the final call of That’s all for today! rang out, the room broke into chatter, actors stretching, crew filing toward the door.

Mira stood, stretching her back, sliding her script into her bag. She smiled at the assistant producer on her way out, answered a costume question with easy charm. Professional. Smooth.

But her gaze caught on Rumi again—persistent in her seat, shoulders still taut, as if she was waiting for the room to empty before moving.

For whatever unimaginable reason, Mira hesitated at the door. She had never worked with Rumi before but the younger woman looked so out of place in the set anyone would think she was a rookie. Letting her colleagues drift past her, Mira leaned against the frame, casual as ever, waiting for the tide of crew and actors to roll out completely while calculating her approach.

Only when the noise had thinned, leaving the room quieter, did Mira step back inside.

Rumi was packing her script with careful precision, like every movement had to be choreographed. Mira watched her for a moment longer, then let her voice cut the silence.

“You looked like you’d rather be anywhere else during that read-through,” Mira said lightly, though her eyes were sharper than her tone. Walking all the way up to the edge of the conference table, she leaned her hip against it.

Hands freezing, Rumi was slow to hide the widening of her eyes, the corner of her script catching against the zipper of her bag.

“I was fine,” Resuming her movement, eyes fixed on the zipper she tugged closed, Rumi kept her back to Mira. “Just… conserving energy. You know how these first reads can drag.”

Mira arched a brow. Smooth answer. Too smooth. She’d been around enough actors to recognize the difference between nerves and avoidance. Rumi, here, tried to build a wall, stacking each syllable like bricks in a fortress she didn’t want anyone to breach.

“Uh-huh.” Mira pushed off the edge of the table, closing the gap between them with a few easy steps, boots clicking against the floor. She leaned against the chair across from Rumi, tilting her head. “Funny, because from where I was sitting, it looked like you’d swallowed a lemon the second the stage direction said kiss.”

Rumi stiffened, lips pressing together before she forced them into a smile that didn’t fool anyone. “It’s not a problem.”

Mira had made a career out of reading people, probably the reason she loved throwing herself into such different roles—rom-com leads, stoic detectives, even that ridiculous vampire queen. Every part was a new puzzle, a new mind to climb inside of. And across the table, she could feel the shape of Rumi’s puzzle pressing against her.

Dark eyes studied Rumi, silent long enough that Rumi finally looked up. And there it was—the flicker of something in her eyes. Not disgust. Not discomfort with Mira herself. Something more complicated.

At first, Mira wondered if it was the obvious thing—that Rumi was uncomfortable with a female romantic lead. It wouldn’t have been the first time Mira had worked with someone who flinched at the thought. Mira didn’t even blame her, not exactly; everyone came to these roles with their own histories, their own boundaries.

But then—why the hell had she taken the role at all? Rumi was too calculating, too controlled, to sign on for something she couldn’t handle. There had to be more to it.

“Look,” Mira said, lowering her voice, gentle but direct. “If the lesbian part is what’s throwing you, that’s fine. We can work around it. But you can’t sit through the whole shoot locked up like that. It’ll read.”

The words hung between them, heavy.

For the first time all afternoon, Rumi broke composure. Her shoulders slumped the tiniest bit, and she looked away, jaw tight. “It’s not that,” she muttered.

“Then what is it?”

Rumi hesitated, every line of her posture screaming resistance. A line lodged in her throat that refuse to come out. Finally, she exhaled, a quiet rush of air, and her voice dropped almost to a whisper. “It’s not because you are a woman. It’s because… I’ve never kissed anyone before.”

Mira blinked. For once in her career—and in her life—she had no reply, no automatic reaction. Just… blank stupefaction.

Ryu Rumi. Mid-twenties red-carpet goddess. Tabloids called her Korea’s untouchable beauty, fans wrote sonnets about the smolder in her eyes. Critics praised her as a prodigy, a woman who could turn grief into poetry with a single glance at the camera. To Mira, she’d always seemed like one of those stars carved too high into the sky—distant, dazzling, untouchable.

And she had never—

Mira’s throat went dry. The thought scrambled itself in her head, refusing to land. Rumi, with all that fame, all that beauty, all that power… she had never—

“You’ve… never—?” Mira’s voice cracked in disbelief.

Rumi’s cheeks colored, the faintest pink that made her look younger, softer. She grabbed the strap of her designer bag hard, pressing it to her chest. “Don’t make me say it again.”

For all her practiced composure, Mira’s brain tripped over itself, but her mouth didn’t bother with brakes. “Why?” she asked, blunt as a hammer. “You’re—you’re gorgeous, you’re famous, you’ve probably had people lining up to kiss you since high school. Why haven’t you—?”

Fyes flashing, Rumi’s head snapped up. “Do you think I don’t ask myself that?” she hissed, then winced at her own volume. “It’s just… you’d think it’s stupid.”

If Mira was interested in the story before, now she was dying to know it. “Try me, I’ve heard a lot of stupid crap.”

It was interesting, Mira thought, to see a powerhouse like Ryu Rumi shake in her boots. The actor who held audiences in rapture with her unflinching intensity suddenly looked small, cornered. Worth studying, even. Rumi’s voice dropped again, sharp but quieter. “I waited for something that never came. Something… magical. Like one of those swept-out-of-my-feet moments. And now… I don’t know how to—” She broke off, hands curling into fists on the table. “It doesn’t matter. Forget it.”

The room felt too quiet after that, the hum of an air vent suddenly loud. Mira, once again, was out of her depth. She dragged a hand through her hair, buying herself a second.

Her mind, though, clicked backward through Rumi’s career. The choices suddenly made sense. All those roles—icy prosecutors, soldiers with tragic backstories, women too brilliant and untouchable to need anyone. Rumi was never the romantic lead. Never the kiss. Never the messy vulnerability of love.

Mira exhaled slowly. Damn. She should have put it together sooner.

And now… this. A GL romance where the whole hook was the messy intimacy between two broken characters.

Mira’s gaze drifted back to Rumi, who was very carefully rearranging her hair and jacket without looking at her. She remembered her own first kiss—clammy hands, heart hammering, a stolen moment behind the bleachers at her boarding school with a pretty girl who smelled faintly of strawberry lip balm. Awkward, fumbling, almost laughable now, but at the time it had been hers. Clumsy, but real. A memory she carried.

And Rumi? Rumi’s first kiss would be with her. Under fluorescent rehearsal lights. With a director barking Cut! every time something didn’t look quite right.

The thought made Mira’s stomach twist.

No. That was all kinds of wrong. Mira knew what it was like to stumble through first kisses—messy, nervous, too much teeth, the kind of thing you laughed about years later. Rumi didn’t deserve to have hers immortalized on film for the sake of box office numbers.

The thought pressed down hard, until it clicked into place, reckless and inevitable.

If Rumi was waiting for something real, then maybe—just maybe—Mira could help her find it before the cameras ever rolled.

She straightened, crossing her arms, already half-forming the ridiculous idea. “Okay,” she muttered to herself. “Then we just have to fix this.”

Probably thinking Mira would have dropped the subject by now—either due to lack of interest or pity for Rumi—Rumi glanced up warily. “Fix what?”

Mira met her eyes, a little too sure of herself for someone about to propose something utterly idiotic.
“Your first kiss,” she said. “We’re not letting Chungmuro steal it from you.”

Rumi blinked at her once, then let out a short, incredulous laugh. “You can’t be serious.” Her tone had that bratty edge Mira recognized from press junkets—when Rumi got a stupid question and sliced the reporter in half with one raised brow. “What, you’re going to fix my love life now? That’s rich.”

“Why not?” Mira didn’t flinch. If anything, her grin sharpened. “Better me fixing your struggle with a love life than have the poor intimacy coordinator watch you panic before take one.”

Throwing her a look, Rumi cocked her hip to the side, measuring Mira. Eyebrow all the way up to her hairline, Rumi scanned Mira as if trying to call her out, figure the catch. “You’re insane. This isn’t your problem.”

“Except it is,” Mira shot back, tapping her own bag where her script has safely tucked away. “Scene twelve? Scene twenty-three? All the rest of the scenes in which we have to make out on camera? The entire climax of this movie depends on you not looking like you’d rather die than kiss me. If you can’t get there, the whole thing tanks. So yeah, it’s my problem.”

Rumi’s mouth opened, then shut again. For once, she didn’t have a polished rebuttal waiting. Mira could almost see the gears grinding behind her eyes.

“You wanted your first kiss to mean something, right?” Mira leaned forward, voice softening just a touch. “Then don’t give it away under hot lights with forty people staring. We’ve got time before we film that scene. Let’s… I don’t know. Help you find someone who’s worth it.”

“You’re actually serious.” Rumi scoffed again, shaking her head like Mira was the most ridiculous person she’d ever met.

“Dead serious.” Mira crossed her arms, chin lifting. “We’re going to find you a kiss worth waiting for. And no—” she raised a finger before Rumi could argue—“it’s not a joke, and I’m not pulling your leg. Consider it… kind of a Stanislavski.”

Caught between irritation and reluctant amusement, Rumi’s lips twitched, “You are kind of insane, aren’t you.”

“Thank you,” Mira said, smug as hell. “I try.”

—

A few days later, Mira found Rumi in the makeup hallway of the set after a first trial at some of the looks for the movie. The fluorescent lights made Rumi’s skin glow as she touched up her makeup, and the silence between them look theatrical as Mira just pressed her side against the edge of the vanity.

“You ready?” Mira said, dropping into the chair beside her. Up close, Rumi looked smaller than expected—teeth worrying her ruby painted lips, fingers pushing up her eyelashes .

Rumi managed a brittle laugh. “It’s a studio mixer. How hard can a mixer be?”

“Oh, you’re a pro all of a sudden?” Mira drawled, one brow arched. “Ready to catch someone?”

“Please,” Rumi blinked at her, then snorted softly. “You sound less like an actor and more like some second-rate dating coach.”

Mira’s grin spread, sharp and unbothered. “Hey, dating coaches don’t usually have award-winning delivery. You’re lucky you’ve got me.”

With a roll of her eyes, Rumi fake-ignored her, applying one last coat of mascara, but Mira caught the twitch of her lips, like she was fighting a smile.

“Okay so, listen up. I’ve never seen you in a mixer, but here are the ground rules,” Mira said. She folded her hands, suddenly all professional coaching mode. “Rule one: don’t recite your filmography. People at mixers love people who can listen. Rule two: eye contact, short, confident. Not staring like a cop, not glancing like you’re looking for an escape route. Rule three: touch is okay—light, quick, deliberate. A hand on an arm, a brush of the shoulder—signal you’re interested without launching a full-on investigation.”

Rumi’s cheeks warmed. She looked like a porcelain doll being prodded. “You’re giving me dating tips like I’m… an understudy.”

“Hey, I’m the second-rate dating coach, remember? I give good dating tips,” Mira shrug, casual, combing her fingers through her long locks of hair, throwing them to the side. “You are the one trying to get a date with an actor. They over-explain, so shut them down with a joke and then ask about something their publicists haven’t taught them.”

 “And if I—” Rumi broke off, gaze dropping to her hands. “What if I don’t know what I want to ask? What if I—” Her voice shrank.

Mira watched her, pulse oddly quick. She’d coached men through the awkwardness of an intimate scene, guided actores through the motions of touching another woman on screen, staged a dozen believable first kisses for cameras.

None of those felt like this—none involved Rumi’s unsteady breath or the way Rumi’s mouth trembled when she tried to smile.

“Okay, let’s go back a step.” Mira said. She leaned in before she could think better of it, blunt as ever. “Do you prefer men or women?”

The question landed loud as a shout. Rumi’s face went incandescent; for a blink she looked like she wanted to burrow under the vanity and disappear. “What—! God, Mira, don’t—don’t ask me that.”

Hands up in surrender, Mira simply shrugged as if the question was not loaded. “I’m not cataloguing your romantic history, I promise. I just need to know how to tailor my pointers. Straight flirting and flirting that reads queer are… different art styles.”

Hiding behind the palms of her hands, Rumi’s laugh was a strangled sound. “Please stop. I— I don’t know okay?” The dust of color spread from her face to her neck, all the way down the pretty neckline of her cocktail dress. “I’m going to die.”

“You won’t die,” Mira casually mentioned, but stored away the notion of Rumi never mentioning she was not into women. “Not at a mixer. Worst-case scenario: awkward small talk, then a cocktail.” She softened. “Look, if you want me by your side for introductions, I will be there. If you want to blurt out I have no idea what I’m doing I need to leave, I will make that exit look classy.”

“Why are you so good at this?” she asked, voice low, almost accusatory. Rumi’s eyes met hers—faint, wary gratitude flickering there. “So confident, like you’ve done it a hundred times.”

“Because I have.” Mira tilted her head, lips quirking. “Comes with the job. You think half of acting is on camera? Most of it’s this—reading people, making them feel like you’re interested, even when you’re not. And sometimes…” she let her grin sharpen, “…sometimes I actually am.”

Rumi’s ears went pink, and she dropped her gaze back to her knees.

“C’mon.” Mira stood, slinging her jacket over her arm. She offered Rumi her elbow. “Think of this mixer as rehearsal. We’ll play it the first time like it’s a scene. If it tanks, we’ll improvise.”

They exited through a side door into a spring night that smelled faintly of street food and car exhaust. The venue was an industrial loft a short walk away—exposed beams, low-hung Edison bulbs, a hum of conversation spilling into the street.

Inside, a cluster of industry types milled by the bar: producers with name tags, stylists with authoritative lip color, a handful of polished singles who looked like they could fill a rom-com subplot.

Mira scanned the room like a scout reading a map, already sizing up angles, opportunities, and potential conversational landmines. Rumi trailed slightly behind, arm secured around Mira’s. The tension coming in waves out of her was evident, but when Mira offered a quiet joke as they stepped past the hostess, the smaller woman actually laughed—an honest, surprised sound.

It sent a brief, disorienting warmth through Mira that she promptly shoved into the back of her head.

“Okay,” Mira whispered, voice practical now. “We start easy. I’ll introduce you to someone charming and harmless. You smile, you ask one question, then you wait for the answer. No decisions tonight. Just… collect data of what you like and don’t like.”

Rumi gave her a look that said she found the phrasing ridiculous and also oddly reassuring. “Collect data,” she echoed, and then they moved into the crowd—two actors, one on a mission, one on the verge of disappearing—and the mixer swallowed them whole.

“There,” Mira murmured, nodding toward the bar. “He’s a stylist for one of the networks. Funny, harmless, loves talking about himself. Perfect warm-up.”

“Why do you keep selling this like an audition?”

“Because it kind of is,” Mira corrected with a grin. “You already got the main part, now we have to find your co-star. And I’ll be right there.”

Before Rumi could protest, Mira was already steering her toward the bar, hand light at her elbow. The stylist greeted Mira with delight, launching into an anecdote about a disastrous shoot in Milan. Mira eased Rumi into the conversation with the same instinct she used on set—wait for the beat, cue the line.

To her credit, Rumi eased herself into the conversation quickly, nodded at the right time, smiled just barely. She didn’t offer more than a polite laugh, but after a few minutes she finally asked, “What’s the worst costume you’ve ever had to defend?”

The stylist lit up, launching into a tirade about sequins and bad fabric choices for movie about a haunted circus. Mira hid her satisfaction behind a sip of her drink. Rumi was stiff, but she was listening. Collecting data, just like Mira told her.

When the stylist was called away by a producer, Rumi exhaled hard, like she’d been holding her breath the whole time.

“That was—awful,” she sighed, waving at the bartender to get a drink.

“That was progress,” Mira countered. “You survived a harmless ego trip and even asked a good question. Ten out of ten.”

“Do you grade everything?” Rumi narrowed her eyes.

“Only my understudents.” Mira flashed her a wink.

Rumi made a strangled sound, somewhere between a laugh and a groan, and Mira felt something warm twist low in her chest.

Forgetting about it, Mira waited for Rumi to get her citrus cocktail to start moving through the crowd again. Mira kept a running commentary, putting Rumi up to speed with all the profiles she had missed due to her lack of social presence, pointing out who was safe, who was trouble, who to avoid unless Rumi wanted a lecture on box office numbers.

The commentary earned her a couple more reluctant smiles from Rumi, small cracks in that marble mask.

Then, near the appetizer table, Mira spotted a woman in a velvet blazer laughing with two other actors. Sharp, clever eyes, an easy warmth in the way she leaned in when someone spoke.

Mira clocked the type instantly—someone who could make Rumi laugh if she gave her five minutes.

“This one,” Mira personally had never spoken with the woman, but she knew she was an affluent producer in her early thirties. She seemed like the right type to put Rumi under pressure. “Trust me.”

Rumi followed her gaze, then immediately stiffened. “Mira—”

But Mira was already guiding her closer, heart thudding for reasons she didn’t want to unpack.

The woman in the velvet blazer looked up as they approached, her smile quick and easy. Just as expected of someone who hunted opportunities for a living. She was striking—short hair styled into a sharp wave, earrings catching the low light.

“Sung Mira,” she said warmly, shaking Mira’s hand. “And you must be Ryu Rumi. I was wondering if you were going to make an appearance now that you are working with Dragon. Yoo Hana, nice to meet you.”

Rumi dipped her head politely, the faintest curve of her lips. She was already retreating behind her perfect mask.

Yoo Hana—Velvet Blazer, in Mira’s mind— tilted her full attention toward Rumi, voice teasing. “I’m surprised to see you here. You don’t usually come to these mixers.”

Smile turning plastic, Rumi’s fingers tightened on her clutch. Mira caught it instantly. She nudged her shoulder lightly, a signal: Say something. Anything.

With a gulp, Rumi’s throat worked before she managed: “I’m… trying something new.”

It was stiff, but it was something. Velvet Blazer’s smile softened, clearly charmed. “Good. You should. You might even enjoy yourself.”

They fell into a circle of small talk. Mira mostly observed, sipping her drink, prompting Rumi with little nudges, eyes conveying messages without speaking—ask about her last project, make a comment about the venue, don’t just nod. Rumi followed, haltingly, like a student reciting lines in rehearsal.

And yet—when Velvet Blazer laughed at one of Rumi’s awkward half-jokes, reaching out to touch her shoulder, Mira felt something prick low in her stomach. A flicker she didn’t like.

Maybe it was Velvet Blazer getting into that way too obvious flirting mode that left no room for her intentions of taking Rumi home with her tonight. Unclassy and cheap.

When Velvet Blazer was called away by another actor, and she had to reluctantly go, Mira relaxed a little. Perhaps that had not been the best of ideas. Rumi exhaled like she’d been underwater. She leaned toward Mira, muttering under her breath: “That was… intense.”

Mira arched a brow. “She really liked you.”

“I don’t care.” Rumi’s ears were red, and her voice sounded dangerously close to flustered.

“Well,” Mira just smirked. “One attempt down. We’ll keep at it.”

By the end of the night, Mira’s heels ached, and Rumi looked exhausted, but there was a spring to her step that wasn’t there before. She didn’t kiss anyone, of course, wasn’t even close to falling into a storybook romance—but she stayed, she tried, and she laughed. Maybe that was the first step to proving to her that it was possible.

—

They try a second mixer during the weekend, more of an excuse for the studio to host an overly expensive brunch than anything else.

Mira clocked the way Rumi’s shoulders stayed drawn tight, how her eyes slid to the exits like she was plotting an escape route. Mira nudged her toward the crowd anyway. They had to try.

It was a blur of people, one after the other. A charming assistant director swooped in, teeth flashing, trying to spark a debate about Rumi starring the greatest Korean film of the last twenty years. Mira watched Rumi’s expression flatten as she answered in clipped, polite one-liners—no opening, no warmth.

The poor man stumbled, searching for traction. Mira slid in with a sharp joke at her own expense, diffusing the tension. The director laughed, but was intelligent enough to read the room and retreat.

Rumi let out the smallest sigh, then muttered a quiet, “Thanks,” just loud enough for Mira to hear. Their shoulders brushed as they moved on.

A singer-songwriter approached, handing Rumi a soju mimosa with an easy smile. She accepted it with a nod, then immediately leaned toward Mira, whispering, What do I say now?. Mira nearly choked on her own cocktail. Rumi’s dead-serious stare didn’t help. Mira threw out a line, and the songwriter drifted off soon after, leaving Mira biting the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing.

Later, a cluster of stylists formed around them, talking shop with breathless energy. Rumi got caught on the fringe, listening with that solemn attentiveness of hers but never stepping in. Mira leaned in, whispering quick prompts, tossing her cues like lifelines. Rumi finally delivered one back, awkward but genuine, and the stylists ate it up.

When they drifted off, Rumi surprised Mira with a quiet, reluctant laugh. “You make it look easy,” Rumi said softly, almost as if she hadn’t meant to speak aloud. “You always know what to say, when to say it.”

Downing the rest of her third cocktail—probably way too much for a Saturday morning—she returned the flute to one of the waiters and shoved her hands in her pants’ pockets, “It’s never easy. I just fake it better.”

Rumi glanced at her then, like she was seeing her for the first time.

But the moment didn’t linger. Rumi’s shoulders sagged as a new wave of people walked their way. Her expression flickered—polite mask back in place, but Mira caught the tired edge underneath. She’d had enough of smiling at strangers, of being studied like a rare artifact.

“Come on,” she said, placing her hand on the small of Rumi’s back, steering them away from the chatter and the bodies, “I know a place. I’d kill for a coffee right now.”

The café was tucked into a quiet side street, with more mismatched chairs than polished wood. Mira liked it for that very reason—no paparazzi, no over-eager assistants, just the hum of an old espresso machine and the occasional hiss of steaming milk.

Rumi sat across from her, posture less rigid than usual, hands curled around a cup of chamomile tea. She looked tired but softer, eyes on the people passing by the window.

“So,” Mira prompted, sipping her cappuccino. “What did we learn from the mixers?”

“That I hate mixers.”

“Noted,” Mira smirked, that was beyond obvious. “But specifics. What worked? What didn’t?”

Rumi tapped her nail against the cup. “I liked… when people talked about their work, when they weren’t just showing off, when they were passionate. I didn’t like the forced compliments, or when they—” she faltered, a blush creeping into her cheeks, “—when they got too flirty. I didn’t know what to do with that.”

“To summarize,” Index finger in the air, Mira tapped it with her other finger, counting, “You liked both the stylist and the singer, up to a point. And you didn’t mind Velvet Blazer until she leaned in too close.”

A soft snort came up from Rumi’s lips, trying to hide her smile behind the rim of her mug, “Don’t call her that.”

“Why not? It fits.”

Rolling her eyes, Rumi averted her gaze toward the window again. Mira’s gaze sharpened, a little too observant. There was barely any color on Rumi’s cheeks. It clicked inside Mira’s mind. “You realize that means you’re open to both men and women, right?”

The tea nearly went down the wrong pipe. Rumi coughed, eyes wide. “You can’t just—say things like that!”

“Why not?” Mira asked, too casually, sipping her coffee. “It just means your dating pool doubled. We are looking for efficiency here, Rumi.”

“You are trying to give me a heart attack.”

Mira only chuckled. The banter, light as it was, felt easier than their previous sharp edges. She decided to give Rumi a break, let the conversation breathe. They slid into other topics—books they’d never finished, the worst press junkets they’d ever survived, Rumi’s tendency to overthink costume fittings.

And somewhere in there, Mira realized she was… enjoying herself. Really enjoying herself. She’d walked into this whole mess half-convinced Rumi would be an ice queen with nothing but ambition in her veins. Someone impossible to like, let alone relax around. But here, in this tucked-away café, Rumi was still intense, still guarded—but with quirks and insecurities that felt almost normal.

Mira caught herself thinking she liked her. Just as a person, as someone worth spending time with. And that surprised her more than she wanted to admit.

She sipped her coffee, then leaned back, deciding to say what had been sitting on her tongue.
“I used to think you were just another nepo baby.”

Rumi’s brows shot up. “Excuse me?”

“C’mon, daughter of Ryu Mi-yeong?” Mira waved her hand. “I thought the industry rolled out the carpet for you.”

Something in Rumi broke the moment Mira said that. Gaze softening, Mira swallowed at the sight of the steel in Rumi’s eyes dimming. “She died before I even graduated. There was no carpet. Just a shadow I couldn’t get out from under.”

Of course. Leave it to Mira to say the wrong thing at the wrong time. For all her supposed ability to read people, Rumi was the one person she couldn’t quite get a handle on. And naturally, she’d go and stick her foot in her mouth—big time.

Had she thought about it a little, she would have figured it out. She’d known Rumi’s mother was gone, but never considered doing the math behind Rumi’s age and that particular date.

Mira wasn’t in the habit of apologizing—she usually stood by whatever sharp thing slipped past her mouth—but this time, the words felt necessary, heavier. “I’m sorry,” she said quietly. And she meant it.

“It’s fine.” Rumi shrugged, eyes on her tea. “You learn to live with ghosts.”

Her voice was quiet, but not fragile—more like she was reciting something she’d told herself too many times already. She set the cup down and glanced up, something akin to recognition flaring there. “I think you know, too. I’ve read about it, on the papers… The Kang name. Why you don’t use it anymore.”

Mira stilled. The name sat heavy even when unspoken, wrapped in boardrooms and bloodlines and the kind of scandal rich families tried to scrub from the papers. She’d left it behind, chosen Sung as her stage name, and carved her own way forward. A neat amputation.

“We’ve all paid a price.” Rumi’s gaze softened, just slightly.

Time slowed for Mira to catch up with her reeling thoughts. She wasn’t going to speak about it—not now, maybe not ever—but being seen like that, being known, was its own kind of intimidating. Something shifted inside her, a thread of empathy weaving through the usual commotion Rumi stirred up.

When the silence stretched, Mira impulsively blurted, “Come over.”

Rumi blinked. “What?”

“My place. It’s quiet. And a bit more lived in than this café.” Mira tried for casual, though her pulse kicked up She needed to shift the conversation to somewhere safe again. “We can… brainstorm. Make a list. What you’re actually looking for. Might help narrow the field.”

Rumi hesitated, gaze narrowing, like she was trying to read Mira’s angle. Finally, she nodded once. “Fine. But only if you promise not to psychoanalyze me.”

“No promises,” Mira said, grabbing her bag.

—

Mira’s condo wasn’t what people may have expected. Spacious, yes—floor to ceiling windows, clean lines—but not dripping with crystal chandeliers or designer brand-new furniture. Bookshelves crowded the walls, stolen mugs from film sets stacked by the sink. She’d grown up with money, but she refused to live like it owned her.

“I’ll be honest, I had pictured your place closer to a spread of Casa Living.” Rumi wandered in, surprised but trying not to show it.

“Boring,” Mira said, tossing her keys into a ceramic bowl shaped like a cat. “This feels like mine.”

They settled at the kitchen table, Rumi fiddling with a pen Mira tossed her. Mira leaned in, elbows on the wood.

“Alright. Rule one of dating,” Mira declared. “Know what you want. Let’s make a list. What does Ryu Rumi actually want in a partner?”

Head banging over the surface with a soft thud, Rumi hid behind her folded arms, “This is humiliating.”

“It’s practical,” Mira countered, already flipping a notebook open. “Trust me. It’ll be fun.”

“I’m starting to question your definition of fun,” Rumi peeked at her through her arms, eyes wary but curious. “You’re seriously asking me that?”

“Deadly.” Mira grinned, pen poised. “So. Let’s start easy. What do you want for physical traits?”

Scandalized, Rumi’s head snapped up. “Physical?”

Trying to suppress a smirk at Rumi getting flustered just thinking about this, Mira continued, “Of course, physical. You can’t pretend looks don’t matter. Everyone’s got a type.”

Rumi bristled, returning to her hiding spot. “That’s none of your business.”

“Correction,” Mira said smoothly, “it’s literally my business right now. You asked for my help, remember?”

“No, you bulldozed your way into helping me. I didn’t ask for any of this.”

“Same difference,” Dismissing the counter with a flick of her wrist, Mira nudged Rumi with the pen, “So—physical non-negotiables. And, if you’re brave, turn-ons.” She waggled her brows.

“Stop,” Rumi said sharply, cheeks pink. “We are not talking about that.”

Mira chuckled but raised her hands in mock surrender. “Fine. I’ll behave. For now.” She drew a bold line down the middle of the page. “Okay, let’s go with the safe stuff. Personality. What are you looking for?”

Rising her head again, lips pressed in a childish pout, Rumi exhaled, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. Her voice softened. “Someone loyal. Reliable. Honest.” She paused, gaze fixed on the table as though the words might scatter if she looked up. “Upfront. Someone who doesn’t… sugarcoat things. Who calls them as they are.”

“That’s good. No games.” Mira scribbled quickly, nodding.

“But because they care,” Rumi added quietly. “Not because they’re cruel.” Her fingers traced the rim of another mug of tea in front of her—Rumi seemed to be a tea junkie—, slow circles marking her hesitation. “Someone who cares. Not the kind of care that’s for show, or because it makes them look good. The kind that—” she exhaled, frustrated with herself, “—that doesn’t hesitate. That doesn’t leave you wondering. Someone who loves fiercely, even if it’s messy.”

Mira’s pen slowed. Something about the way she said it—measured, vulnerable—stuck in Mira’s chest. She swallowed and forced herself to keep her tone casual. “Got it. Fierce love. What else?”

“Someone who can match my energy. Even when I’m… awkward.” Rumi leaned back, thinking. “Or too much. Someone who doesn’t let me shrink away.”

The picture forming on the page was sharp, specific—and it made her stomach twist. It was a long list. Mira jotted it all down, though, glancing at her from the corner of her eye.

“Someone observant,” Rumi finished, her voice softer still. “Because sometimes I don’t know what I feel. Or what I want. And I need someone who can see it before I do.”

The words hung between them, fragile as glass. Mira looked up, meeting Rumi’s eyes, and for a beat, forgot the notebook entirely. Rumi blinked at her, then looked away quickly, cheeks coloring again.

Clearing her throat and scribbling the last word down to cover the silence, Mira echoed Rumi. “Observant. Check.” She tapped the page with the pen. “This is shaping up to be quite the person. Are you sure you’re not describing a unicorn?”

Rumi let out a shaky laugh, pressing her palms to her cheeks. “It does sound ridiculous when you list it like that.”

“Not ridiculous,” Mira smiled faintly, “Just… specific. Which is good. Means you’ll know when you see them.”

“Do you really think so?” Rumi hummed, gaze drifting back to her.

“Yeah. I do.” Mira looked at her, really looked, and forced her voice to stay light. With a tap on her notebook, her grin edged back into her voice. “Alright, we’ve got the personality. Now… physical.”

“No.” Rumi’s nose wrinkled immediately.

“Yes,” Mira countered. “Don’t get shy on me now. What matters to you?”

Rumi shifted in her chair, eyes darting to the window like she might escape through it. “…Someone who takes care of themselves,” she said finally. “Healthy. Not—reckless.”

“Okay, good start. But that’s vague. Give me at least one thing. Height? Hair? Smile?”

“This is ridiculous.” Rumi groaned, covering her face with her hands.

“Humor me,” Mira said, leaning forward, voice teasing but steady. “One thing. I won’t judge.”

A long beat passed before Rumi muttered into her palms, barely audible, “…Taller than me.”

“That’s it?” Mira barked a laugh. “That’s so obvious. Everyone wants that. And—” she tilted her head, smirking— “that sounds super straight, by the way.”

“Shut up.” Rumi peeked at her between her fingers, glare half-formed, cheeks flaming. “I just… I like the idea of hugging them and resting my head on their chest.”

For a second, the words landed soft and earnest, sweet enough to curl in her ribs. Then her mouth, as usual, betrayed her. Mira blinked. “Boobs are great for that,” she said matter-of-factly. “Soft. Perfect pillows.”

Rumi made a strangled noise somewhere between a gasp and a groan, slapping the table. “Mira!”

“What? I’m just saying—you opened the door.” Mira snorted, shoulders shaking.

The tips of her ears going scarlet, Rumi buried her face in her hands again, mumbling something Mira couldn’t catch, but sounded a lot like I hate you.

Chuckling to herself, Mira grinned down at the notebook, scrawling ‘taller’ in big letters just to immortalize it. “Fine. I’ll put it on the list. Height and chest: non-negotiable.”

“You’re insufferable.” Rumi peeked out again, mortified.

“And yet here we are,” Mira said lightly, setting the pen down. “Already halfway to building your dream partner.”

They let the list sit between them on the table, Mira’s handwriting filling half the page, Rumi’s reluctant admissions rounding it out.

At some point, Mira got up and opened a bottle of wine—nothing flashy, just something she’d grabbed at a neighborhood shop. She poured two glasses, sliding one across to Rumi, who hesitated before accepting.

“Don’t worry,” Mira teased, settling back into her chair. “It’s just to calm your nerves.”

The atmosphere softened after that. They drifted into little conversations—Rumi noticing the stack of dog-eared books on Mira’s shelf, Mira telling the story of the ugly ceramic cat bowl her friend’s kid made that now served as her key drop. Rumi admitted she never really had friends over to her place, too private, too careful.

Mira shrugged and said, “You can come over any time. It’s not haunted.”

For a few hours, it felt startlingly normal. Not two actors circling each other on set, not a ridiculous mission to prep Rumi for her first kiss—just two women sitting at a kitchen table, sharing wine, laughing at the dumb doodle Mira added in the margins of the list.

It was only later, when Rumi had gone home, that Mira sat back and stared at the notebook. The list was beautiful. Specific. Human.

And Mira realized with a slow, sinking weight: she didn’t actually know many people who fit it.

The industry was filled with polish, ego, and masks. People chasing the next headline, not the kind of fierce loyalty or bone-deep honesty Rumi had described. Mira herself floated between those worlds, but even she could count on one hand the colleagues she’d trust with that kind of vulnerability.

Still. A promise was a promise.

—

It had been two weeks. Mira pulled every string she could. She thought of an indie director—smart, low-key, loyal. She thought of a cousin of a castmate who worked in theater production. She even considered calling in a favor with a chef she knew through a charity gala.

In the end, she settled on inviting Rumi to a gallery opening hosted by an old co-star from an indie movie. Safe crowd, creative types, people with layers beyond the industry gloss.

Rumi showed up in a simple black dress, the fabric with clean lines rather than frills, the hem skimming just above her knee. A thin belt cinched her waist, understated but deliberate, and a pair of low heels gave her posture even more of that unshakable poise. Her hair was tucked neatly behind one ear, baring the delicate line of her neck, a single silver stud glinting in the light.

She scanned the room like it was a battlefield, every movement sharp, measured. Mira, leaning against the open bar for the opening in her black blazer and slacks, caught the contrast immediately. Where Mira was all sharp edges softened by casual confidence, Rumi looked like restraint embodied, precision dressed in black. And together—though unplanned—they matched: Mira’s monochrome suit against Rumi’s sleek dress, like they were two halves of a deliberate composition.

Mira had to bite back the thought that Rumi was the most striking person there.

“Alright,” Mira said under her breath as Rumi caught up to her, Mira offering her one of the fruity drinks Rumi favored as she guided her in. “New environment. Artsy types. Less ego, more soul-searching. Maybe you’ll click with a tortured painter or two.”

“You say that like it’s a good thing.” Rumi arched a brow to the hum content around her cocktail.

“Compared to an actor who only wants to talk about their abs?” Mira shot back.

Rumi’s lips twitched, almost a smile. “Fair.”

They moved through the crowd, Mira trying to steer conversations, making introductions, nudging Rumi toward people who might pass her invisible checklist. But each time, it fell flat—too shallow, too self-involved, or just not sparking anything.

Mira kept her game face on, but by the third failed attempt, she was quietly cursing herself.

Rumi, though, didn’t look miserable this time. In fact, when Mira made a dry joke about the third guy’s obsession with his blue era, Rumi actually laughed out loud—soft, unguarded, the sound curling warm in Mira’s chest.

And Mira thought, not for the first time, that maybe she had miscalculated Rumi’s impact on her.

A familiar face caught Mira’s attention. A respectable producer who worked on her indie movie two years back, efficient and reliable to the point that he kept the production running when everything else was falling apart. He wasn’t flashy, but he was sharp, dependable, the kind of person who earned quiet respect behind the scenes.

“Rumi, this is Jae-min,” Mira said smoothly, making the introductions. “Jae-min, Ryu Rumi.”

He lit up, hand daintily taking Rumi’s in his. “An honor. I saw Miss Baek. You were extraordinary.”

“Thank you.” Rumi gave a polite nod, hands folded in front of her.

Pretending to browse the paintings, Mira hung back, listening as Jae-min tried to draw Rumi into conversation. At first, it was fine—film talk, schedules, the usual pleasantries. Then he leaned closer, lowering his voice like they were already old friends.

“So, I hear you’re preparing for a romance role.” His grin was conspiratorial. “Must be exciting. Probably a good opportunity to explore romance. Practice makes perfect, right?”

Mira’s head snapped around. Rumi froze, her polite mask slipping into something brittle.

“That’s… not how it works,” she said evenly.

“Oh, of course, of course,” he backpedaled, still grinning. “I just meant—who wouldn’t want to be your practice partner for a romance role?”

With a graceful twirl, Mira swooped in, her hand brushing Rumi’s elbow as she cut cleanly into the conversation. She didn’t even bother to hide her glare, “Excuse us. We promised to circle back to the curator.”

Rumi moved with her instantly, relief flashing in her eyes as Mira steered her toward the far side of the gallery. Only when they were out of earshot did Mira mutter, “Strike him off the list.”

“Strike him off the planet,” Rumi muttered back, enough to tug a smile from Mira.

They drifted to a quieter corner, where a series of bizarre canvases hung—violent swirls of color, a half-melted clock face, something that looked suspiciously like a broken toaster painted in neon.

“What… is this supposed to be?” Rumi tilted her head.

“Clearly,” Mira deadpanned, “it’s a tragic meditation on the fleeting nature of breakfast.”

Rumi snorted, covering her mouth too late.

“Or,” Mira went on, warming to it, “the artist is warning us that time and carbs are collapsing in on themselves, and only the strong will survive.”

“That’s absurd,” Rumi said, but her eyes sparkled. She stepped closer to another canvas—just smears of black and red. “This one looks like someone spilled wine.”

Mira leaned in behind her, close enough to catch the faint scent of Rumi’s perfume. “Art imitates life. Probably a drunk painter.”

For a few minutes, they wandered like that—mock-serious critiques, small bursts of laughter, shoulders brushing as they leaned in to see details. The tension of matchmaking attempts, the heaviness of expectations, all slipped away. It was just them, sharing a private joke in a crowded room.

Halfway through an anecdote, Rumi slowed, something catching at the corner of her eye. She drifted toward a canvas tucked slightly off to the side, its surface washed in muted strokes of pale gold that seemed to shift under the gallery lights. The shimmer wasn’t loud or gaudy, just a quiet glow that drew the eye the longer you looked.

She stopped in front of it, “This one’s nice.” Her voice was softer, contemplative.

“What do you like about it?” Mira followed her gaze, tilting her head, catching the specks of gold flickering under the gallery lights.

Rumi’s eyes lingered on the gilded streaks. “It feels… candid. Not trying too hard. It's just, glowing, like it's meant to be.”

Mira looked at the painting, then at Rumi, who didn’t notice the weight of her stare. The gold seemed to catch in her hair, haloing her in radiant light. For a dizzying second, Mira couldn’t tell where the canvas ended and Rumi began—like the artist had painted her straight into the world, luminous and untouchable. Her chest tightened, heat sparking low and insistent, that same dangerous prickle she kept trying to ignore.

She forced herself to smile, light and easy. “Well, at least tonight wasn’t a total disaster.”

“Not with you here.” Rumi glanced at her, lips curving.

Mira’s heart stuttered—but she hid it with a smirk. That was a very effective, disarming line Rumi had thrown at her. “Careful, Rumi. That sounds like a compliment.”

Rumi rolled her eyes, but she was smiling. She excused herself to the bathroom before they headed out, pressing her small black clutch into Mira’s hands without a second thought. Mira held it carefully, absurdly aware of the faint warmth lingering in the fabric, the tiny weight of Rumi’s things resting against her palm.

When the minutes stretched, Mira found her gaze drawn back across the gallery floor. Before she could think harder about it, she doubled back to the pale gold canvas Rumi had paused at. It wasn’t her usual style—Mira tended to like sharper pieces, something with teeth, something that demanded attention. But the way Rumi’s voice had softened when she said candid had lodged itself under Mira’s ribs.

So, she did the only logical thing—she bought it. Quietly. No fuss, no announcement. Just a credit card passed over the counter, her name scrawled beside an address for delivery. She didn’t know when—or even if—she’d give it to Rumi. It felt reckless, maybe even stupid. But she didn’t regret it.

When Rumi came back, Mira slipped the clutch into her hands as though nothing had happened.

That night, stretched across her bed with city lights flickering through the window, Mira stared at the ceiling. She replayed the evening like film reels—Rumi laughing, rolling her eyes, cheeks flushed under the gallery’s warm lights. Every candidate she’d tried to push her toward had fallen flat. None of them even grazed the outline of what Rumi had described in her kitchen.

Loyal. Fierce. Honest. Observant.

Mira pressed a hand against her chest, annoyed at how fast her heart thudded just thinking about it. Nobody in that room had held a light to Rumi herself.

And that was a problem.

—

Scripts were thick in their hands now, rehearsals looming on the schedule. It’s been a few weeks, and the infamous kiss scene had been highlighted twice in red, waiting like a bomb. Rumi had been quieter on set, eyes shadowed as if the weight of it all pressed heavier by the day.

Mira did what she did best—she barreled in with another plan.

“Care to go to a gala this weekend?” she said casually between takes, sliding into the chair beside Rumi in the green room. “Fundraiser for a film preservation charity. Good cause, better company. Perfect chance to meet people.”

“New plan?” The playful smile on Rumi’s lips was precious to Mira.

They had spent so much time together by now that the boundaries between setups and everything else had blurred. Yes, Mira kept trying—dragging Rumi through more mixers, theater plays with meet & greets, even a gala or two—but there had also been the quiet moments: late coffees after long days, Rumi curled into Mira’s couch with her legs tucked neatly beneath her, or Mira wandering into Rumi’s apartment once and teasing that it was Rumi’s apartment the one that looked like a spread from Casa Living.

Rumi had flushed, insisting it wasn’t that polished, while Mira laughed, secretly charmed. Somewhere along the way, Mira had gotten accustomed to Rumi’s presence in her apartment, to the sound of her voice drifting from the kitchen, to the sight of her shoes by the door.

Which had Mira wondering what type of plan she was actually trying to get them to. “Until the cameras roll, yeah.” Mira flashed a grin, trying to sound sure of herself. “Think of it as… exposure therapy. Fancier cocktails, shinier floors.”

“I don’t know if I can do another round of strangers.” Rumi sighed, fiddling with the corner of her script.

“You can,” Mira said firmly. Then, softer: “And I’ll be there.”

At night, when Mira checked her phone, she caught herself scrolling back to the photo of that pale gold painting the gallery had emailed her for the receipt.

It feels… candid. Not trying too hard. It's just, glowing, like it's meant to be.

Rumi’s words echoed, and Mira wondered—again—if she was setting up Rumi for someone who didn’t exist.

Still, she told herself, better to try than let her first kiss be a scene marker under hot lights.

Opening the gala invite on Mira’s inbox, she barely glanced at the embossed lettering—just another night of schmoozing with champagne and speeches. She typed out a quick message to the organizer: Can I bring someone with me? My co-star—Ryu Rumi—wants to support the cause as well.

She meant an extra invitation, nothing more. But the confirmation came back almost immediately, bubbling with exclamation points: Two A-listers at once? Incredible! We’ll list Ryu Rumi as your plus-one.

Mira stared at the email, the new attachment in the email thread. Heat prickled under her collar. She hadn’t meant it like that. She hadn’t meant to frame Rumi as hers. She’d just asked for an extra invitation, simple, clean. And yet there it was in bold letters: Guest Ryu Rumi (Plus One of Sung Mira).

Her stomach flipped. The wording made it sound like Rumi was walking arm-in-arm with her for the cameras. Mira dragged a hand through her hair, muttering under her breath. It was ridiculous. She didn’t care. It was semantics.

Except she did care. The thought about hers and Rumi dug under her skin, itching.

And then came the worst realization—that she was freaking out about freaking out. She had been to hundreds of these events with producers, directors, co-stars, and strangers dolled up in sequins. None of it had ever rattled her. But one line in an RSVP email with Rumi’s name under hers had her pulse jumping like she was some rookie stepping onto the red carpet for the first time.

Mira shoved her chair back from the desk and paced, muttering curses, but the heat in her chest refused to cool.

—

The night of the gala, Mira pulled up to Rumi’s place in a sleek black SUV, smoothing her tailored jumpsuit. The cut was sharp, clean lines hugging her frame, a plunging neckline softened by the drape of a jacket resting over her shoulders. She felt confident, polished. Professional.

Then the gates to Rumi’s condo opened for Rumi to step out, and her breath stopped.

Rumi stepped out in gold. A fitted gown hugging her torso that gleamed under the porch light, slit in the fabric of the skirt, climbing high along one leg. Her hair was braided loose, the tail spilling over one bare shoulder, threaded with tiny golden ornaments that caught the moonlight.

For a wild second, Mira thought she looked less like an actor and more like a goddess who had accidentally agreed to walk among mortals.

Words tangled in Mira’s throat as Rumi finally reached the car, Mira stepping out in a flash to open the door for her. She managed, finally, “You… wow. You look—”

Her usual arsenal of quips deserted her as she opened the door. She swallowed, fighting against the sudden tightness in her chest. “Beautiful,” she said softly. “You look beautiful.”

Color touched Rumi’s cheeks, faint but there. Her eyes swept over Mira in return, lingering on the sharp line of the jumpsuit, appreciating the lines of lean muscles in her arms. Her lips curved, shy but genuine. “And you look… handsome.”

Mira felt her face flush in an instant, the word striking something warm inside her. “Handsome, huh?”

Rumi nodded, eyes flicking down then back up again. “Sharp. Confident. It suits you.”

“Careful, Rumi.” Mira pulled herself together with a crooked smile, helping Rumi hop into the car, making sure her dress didn’t tangle. “Keep saying things like that and I’ll start believing you know how to flirt.”

“Don’t push your luck,” Rumi smirked faintly as she slipped inside, the slit in her dress revealing another flash of leg.

Trying not to break her fingers by accidentally shutting the door on them, distracted, Mira’s pulse thudded, and she rounded the car.

The car hummed softly as they pulled away, city lights flashing across the windows. For once, Mira didn’t fill the silence with chatter. She tried, twice, to make some crack about the gala or about Rumi’s braid sparkling like fairy lights—but nothing stuck.

Instead, their small talk circled harmless topics: the ridiculous length of scripts, a new café that opened near the studio, Mira’s eternal war with her neighbor’s cat. Rumi laughed at that last one, soft and low, and Mira found herself staring at the way her lips curved.

Halfway through, it hit her: she hadn’t once thought about introducing Rumi to someone tonight. No scouting, no setups. She’d walked into this evening with only one thought—that she wanted to share it with Rumi.

The realization sat heavy in her chest, equal parts warmth and dread.

—

At the gala entrance, flashes popped as cameras found them. Mira walked with easy confidence, the familiar rhythm of red-carpet choreography, but beside her, Rumi glided in gold like she’d been born to the spotlight. Together, they looked seamless—too seamless.

“Over here, Mira-ssi! Rumi-ssi!” reporters called, voices rising above the clicking shutters. They paused, turning slightly toward the lenses, letting the cameras capture them at a respectable distance.

A microphone angled forward through the crowd, a reporter coming close to them, “Are you here together as part of the promotion for Autumn’s Refrain?” the reporter asked brightly. “A little PR preview for your upcoming release?”

Rumi’s lips curved into the faintest polite smile. “We’re here as friends, trying to support a good cause,” she said smoothly, her tone final, practiced.

The answer landed sharper than it should have. Mira forced a grin for the cameras, tilting her head like the question meant nothing. Right. Friends. She told herself it was fine, that she should be relieved Rumi had drawn a line so cleanly. But the word sat heavy, colder than the flashbulbs that burned her eyes.

They moved away after a few minutes, Rumi catching Mira’s arms for balance as they climbed the stairs to the main entrance of the venue. The hostess greeted them effusively and led them through the glittering crowd to their table, their names gleaming side by side on the card.

When Mira saw the name placards, her stomach dropped.

Sung Mira — Guest: Ryu Rumi.

Her name, bold and centered. Rumi’s, tucked neatly beneath it. Mira wanted the ground to open up and swallow her whole.

She managed a strangled, “Oh god,” under her breath, sinking into her seat.

But Rumi only glanced at the cards, then at Mira, and smiled faintly. “Relax. It’s just the sitting chart.” She slipped gracefully into her chair, perfectly unbothered.

Dinner was… nice. Shockingly so. Mira kept making sarcastic comments about the endless speeches, Rumi teased Mira for being picky about wine, and the two of them slid into conversation so easily that it felt less like a gala and more like another kitchen table evening. Mira had to remind herself, more than once, not to stare too long when Rumi laughed.

When the mingling began, Mira expected Rumi to drift off—to explore, to maybe test her wings again. Instead, she found herself with a constant shadow. Rumi lingered at her side, responding politely when people greeted her, but never straying more than a step away.

And Mira… liked it. Too much.

Which was why her stomach soured when a familiar voice cut in.

“Rumi,” Velvet Blazer said, warm smile firmly in place. She looked even sharper than at the mixer, confidence dialed high. “You look stunning tonight.”

Rumi blinked, surprised but polite. “Thank you. You as well.”

Velvet Blazer slid into the conversation with practiced ease, her tone smooth, her game far better than before. And Rumi—still a little stiff, but clearly trying—followed her lead.

Mira hesitated, every muscle in her body wanting to plant herself firmly at Rumi’s side. But logic kicked in: wasn’t this the whole point? Wasn’t this what she’d promised Rumi? Opportunities. Encounters. A chance at something real.

So, Mira excused herself, stepping back, forcing a smile that didn’t reach her eyes.

From across the room, she watched them—Rumi nodding, Velvet Blazer leaning in, the golden ornaments in Rumi’s braid catching the light. Mira’s chest tightened, and an awful and green feeling curled deep inside her chest, creeping, sharp and ugly.

Inhaling through her teeth, Mira tried to compose herself. This wasn’t her night with Rumi. It had never been her night with Rumi. It was just part of a plan to get Rumi to have her first kiss mean something beyond a line on a script.

But if that was the case, why did it feel like she’d just handed something precious away?

With a Herculean effort, Mira did her best to scatter her focus. She caught up with producers she hadn’t seen in months, traded industry gossip with fellow actors, and even exchanged a cordial hello with an ex she hadn’t expected to bump into. It was the kind of work she knew how to do, smoothing handshakes and smiling like the room belonged to her.

However, as she turned, her eyes found Rumi’s. Across the chatter and clinking glasses, Rumi was watching her, gaze steady, lips curved in a small, undecipherable smile. Something halfway between polite and private. Mira turned back to the conversation at hand, pretending her chest hadn’t just crushed something inside her.

For a fleeting second, it had felt like the room of glittering strangers had emptied, leaving only the two of them alone.

Mira’s throat tightened. She turned sharply, snagging a flute of champagne from a passing tray. The bubbles hissed faintly as she stared into the pale gold, refusing to look back.

It was safer this way. Safer not to see.

Yet—not even the chatter around her could silence the echoes—Rumi laughing at her ridiculous art critiques, the quiet brush of her shoulder in the car, her fingers tracing the rim of Mira’s mugs at the apartment like she belonged there.

Mira had invited people into her apartment before: colleagues, friends, the occasional date. None of them had felt right there. Too polished, too cautious, too busy scanning the walls for signs of wealth. But Rumi—Rumi had simply belonged there. As though she’d been meant to.

And now Mira’s chest hurt with the stark clarity of it.

She was falling. God help her, she was falling for Ryu Rumi.

It was humiliating, in a way. She’d walked into this agreement like it was a mission, a silly little project: find Rumi her first kiss, spare her the horror of giving it to a camera. And now here she was, knees weak over the very woman she was supposed to be helping.

Worse, it was exactly the kind of thing people swooned about in GL movies—buddying friendships, sparks flying, one of them hopelessly smitten. If the producers could see inside her head, they’d eat it up for breakfast and create a movie about it.

But Rumi hadn’t asked for Mira’s heart. She hadn’t entered this pact for that.

Rumi wanted someone she could fall in love with.

And Mira knew, with a hollow little ache, that person wasn’t her.

She tilted the champagne glass back, the bubbles sharp against her tongue, and tried to keep her gaze fixed anywhere but on the woman in gold and failing spectacularly at it. Velvet Blazer had closed the space between them, her hand brushing Rumi’s arm as she leaned in, face full of lust and confidence. The tilt of her head, the sly curl of her lips—it was textbook flirting, too sharp, too practiced.

Mira’s tongue clicked against her teeth before she could stop it. Rumi deserved caution, reverence. Someone who saw the weight in her silences, who understood that her laughter was rare and precious. Not cheap tricks and hungry eyes.

She tossed back another flute of champagne, then a second, hoping for something to ease the sting. Her thoughts drifted away to bitter sweet memories, voices slipping into one another until she wasn’t sure how much time had passed. What she did know was the drumbeat in her chest—how badly she wanted Rumi to have more than this

More than gaudy flirtation and shallow attention. She deserved someone steady. Someone who would wait for her answers, who would learn the rhythms of her moods and never mistake her quiet for disinterest. Someone who would look at her and think, How lucky to be the one she chooses.

Mira’s stomach turned. She couldn’t keep standing here, pretending to sip champagne while her chest tied itself in knots. Half a plan began forming—slip out quietly, let Rumi have her night, let herself breathe.

She caught sight of Velvet Blazer cutting closer, angling her body to intercept Rumi with an ease Mira couldn’t match. Fine. Let her. Maybe Rumi would finally click with someone. Mira set her glass down, already pivoting toward the exit—

“Mira.”

She froze. Slowly, she turned.

Rumi was there, closer than she should’ve been, close enough that Mira caught the faint shimmer of gold ornaments woven through her braid and the redness of her cheeks. For a moment, Mira thought she must have imagined it—until she registered the quick rise and fall of Rumi’s chest, the deep exhales. She must have crossed the room in a rush, cutting through the crowd to get to Mira.

Around her, there was no Velvet Blazer. Not anyone else. Just Rumi.

Mira’s words tumbled out, unfiltered, clumsy. “I thought it was going well with Velvet Blazer.”

The corner of her mouth tugging in something like dry amusement, Rumi just shook her head. “She was charming. I’ll give her that.”

“But?” Mira pressed, her pulse thrumming hard in her throat.

“But she simply…” Rumi’s shoulders dipped, a sigh pulling at her frame. “Wasn’t it.”

The words were quiet, but they rang. Mira felt them settle deep in her ribs.

Rumi’s face was caught in something Mira didn’t often see—an expression hovering between defeated and sad, her eyes distant, as though she were already mourning something lost. Mira’s chest ached.

Maybe it wasn’t Velvet Blazer at all. Maybe Rumi was just scared—scared that time was slipping through her fingers, that the deadline of the kiss scene loomed closer every day, and she’d have nothing real to hold onto before it hit.

Searching for the right words, Mira opened her mouth—but found none. Only the sudden, dangerous urge to promise Rumi she wouldn’t let her down.

The air between them thickened, words unsaid pressing harder than the swell of the music around them. Rumi’s lashes lowered, her voice softer still, almost private. “I think… I’d like to wrap up the night.”

Mira nodded—no argument, no questions. Just acquiescence. She led them out into the cool night, gold fabric catching the streetlights, her chest aching with everything she didn’t say.

—

Back on set, things shifted. Mira noticed it first in small ways—Rumi’s laugh being quieter than her awkward, real laughter; her eyes darting away when Mira caught them. Where before Rumi lingered near her, now she kept a careful step of space, hovering at the edge of conversations instead of leaning close.

Still, when Mira stole glances, she sometimes caught a longing flicker in Rumi’s expression—quickly shuttered, like a curtain drawn too fast. It burned, seeing it, but Mira told herself she was imagining things.

Until a few days passed, and they were still doing that walk through eggshells. Mira came to a horrible realization: They’d failed. Every setup, every introduction, nothing had clicked. And now the clock was running out. The kiss scene loomed over them just days away. Rumi must be retreating, bracing herself for what was coming—her first kiss turned into a hollow transaction under the cameras.

The rehearsal room was quiet, save for the shuffle of scripts and the low hum of stage lights overhead. The crew’s voices had faded into a kind of reverent hush, the kind that always seemed to follow the blocking of important scenes. They were working through the buildup—those jagged arguments that would push their characters to the breaking point, to the infamous kiss everyone in the room was waiting for. Nothing physical yet, just staging, steps, the rhythm of the clash.

Rumi’s voice cut through the air, each line clean, precise, honed to a blade’s edge. But the candor wasn’t there. Her words landed exactly where the script told them to, and nowhere else. Mira could hear the hollow echo in them, could see it in the tight set of Rumi’s shoulders, the rigid way she held her chin.

Mira tried to match her—tried to sharpen her own delivery, to meet Rumi where she was—but the connection slipped every time. It was like pressing a hand to glass, the shape there but the warmth missing. She couldn’t find her, couldn’t get close.

Out of instinct, Mira stepped in, hand lifting to adjust the angle of Rumi’s stance. “Here—if you open up a little, the camera—”

The flinch was small, almost imperceptible. Just a jerk back, enough to keep Mira’s fingers from grazing her elbow.

“I’ve got it,” Rumi said quickly, eyes locked on the floor. The detachment in her voice made it worse—it wasn’t brusque, wasn’t even cold. Just contained. Shut.

Mira froze, her hand dropping uselessly to her side. Heat rushed to her cheeks as everyone in the room had seen the rejection, though no one looked up. “Right,” she murmured, forcing a nod. “Of course.”

The intimacy coordinator, crouched by the mark tape on the floor, didn’t notice, already moving on to the next beat. Around them, scripts shuffled, notes were scribbled, the machine kept turning.

But Mira’s chest burned. She’d adjusted Rumi before—posture, eyeline, the tilt of her chin. It had been nothing. Easy. Accepted. Now it was like even her touch was unwelcome, as if she had crossed into dangerous territory without realizing when the line had been drawn.

They went on, rehearsing lines that felt jagged in Mira’s mouth, her usual rhythm gone. She told herself to focus, to act, but her mind circled what was wrong. What was the distance that was created between them?

Later, during a break, Mira stood off to the side with a bottle of water. She looked up—and caught Rumi staring. It wasn’t disdainful, it wasn’t closed off. It was soft, almost longing, eyes shadowed with something Mira couldn’t name.

But the second their gazes met, Rumi dropped hers, fumbling with her script, her face smoothing into unreadable professionalism.

Mira’s stomach sank. One agonizing thought crowded her mind: She knows. She must have realized I have feelings for her. And now she’s keeping her distance. To let me down easy.

This was it. They had not only failed—Rumi would have her first kiss on set, under lights, not with someone she wanted—but on top of that, Mira, humiliatingly, was the last person who should kiss Rumi as she caught feelings for someone who didn’t want her back.

The apartment felt too quiet, too sharp with its clean lines and familiar shadows. Mira barely remembered leaving the studio, less so getting home. She tossed her script on the counter and sank onto the couch, still in her rehearsal clothes, hair coming loose around her face.

The scene kept replaying—her hand reaching out, Rumi’s body pulling away, the quick murmur of I’ve got it. It had been nothing, really. Barely a movement. But it rattled around Mira’s chest like a stone in a tin can.

She dragged her hands down her face. “God, what the hell did I do?”

Because the only explanation her brain allowed was the worst one: Rumi had figured it out. The stupid, humiliating truth that Mira was falling—hard, stupidly, messily—for her.

And now Rumi was doing the polite thing. The careful thing. Keeping distance, keeping it professional, while hiding behind those unreadable looks. That soft, shadowed expression Mira had caught before she looked away?

Yeah, that wasn’t longing.

That was pity.

Pity for the older actor who couldn’t keep her feelings in check.

Mira cursed under her breath and stood, pacing the length of her living room. This was supposed to be simple. A project. A plan. Get Rumi through this, help her find someone worth her first kiss, keep the cameras from stealing it. Nothing messy, nothing personal.

And instead—

Instead, she was sitting here, thinking about the way Rumi laughed at her bad jokes, the way she had fit so easily into Mira’s apartment, the way she said she wanted someone observant because she didn’t always know what she wanted herself.

And Mira knew. Mira knew she wasn’t supposed to want to be that person.

Mira’s gaze snagged on the corner of the room, where the pale-gold canvas leaned against the bookshelf, still swaddled in its protective paper.

She’d meant to give it to Rumi—some small, quiet thing to say you mattered to me tonight without having to say the words out loud—but the moment never came. There was always another laugh to join, another nervous flutter, another person to introduce. Every time the thought sharpened into action, something in her paused: the wrong mood, the wrong hour, the wrong face in the doorway.

Now, with the paper still tied and the receipt tucked in a drawer, the painting felt less like a gift and more like an accusation. She hadn’t bought it because she had been impulsive. She’d bought it because, for a split second in the gallery, she’d seen Rumi softened into warmth and it felt like permission to be reckless.

That impulse sat in her chest now like an unspoken confession—loud, unnecessary, impossible to tuck neatly away. It mocked her for being both impulsive and cowardly: brave enough to swipe a card, too fearful to give the thing away.

Mira dropped back on the couch and buried her face in her hands. “You’re pathetic,” she muttered into her palms—part self-scold, part plea.

Pathetic, and worse, caught red-handed.

The calendar on her phone glowed with rehearsal reminders; in less than a week, the cameras would roll, and the kiss that once seemed only a staged beat would be unavoidable. Not as Mira the friend, not as Mira the so-called dating coach—no, as an actor performing a preordained act of intimacy. The thought steadied into something colder: even if she wanted to make it Rumi’s, the world would insist on making it everyone’s.

She let out a breath that tasted faintly of defeat. The painting stayed in the corner, the paper creased where fingers had smoothed it down. Outside, the city kept moving; inside, the room felt suddenly too small for any of the honest things she wanted to do.

—

The day had come. There was no more rehearsal space, no more innocuous blocking of lines… only the set for the scene that had been looming over Mira like an inescapable disaster.

Mira rolled her shoulders, stretching side to side as if she were about to run a marathon. The set lights burned hot above, bright enough to make the painted walls look real. She reached for the mental space she always used when the scene called for fire—for heat, friction, that razor’s edge where anger bled into want. She’d done this before. Easy, on paper.

But the moment Rumi stepped shakily into the light, Mira knew she would not be able to perform. Her co-star’s movements were too careful, her balance too stiff, like she was walking across glass instead of a soundstage.

They traded lines, but the rhythm was gone. Their usual banter—the sly give-and-take they’d fallen into without even noticing—had been replaced with something halting, brittle. Rumi’s delivery was sharp, but stripped of emotion, her words landing like rehearsed darts. Mira tried to soften, tried to coax something alive from the exchange, but every attempt slid uselessly against Rumi’s rigid armor.

It was like acting against a locked foor. Every time Mira pressed, she was met with silence. Every time she reached for heat, she got frost.

The stage direction came—the cue for their bodies to collide, the argument cresting into a kiss—and the intimacy coordinator’s hand shot up. “Let’s pause.” Their gaze shifted squarely to Rumi. “Do you need five?”

Rumi’s relief was immediate, almost audible in the way her breath escaped. “Yes,” she said quickly, voice clipped and low. She didn’t wait for acknowledgment. Script clutched tight in one hand, she stepped off her mark and made for the exit, her heels hitting the floor with a rhythm that felt too final.

Mira stayed rooted, heart hammering, the space Rumi had vacated echoing louder than the silence left behind.

The coordinator turned toward her, calm, professional, feeling the rolling of anxiety coming out of Mira. “It’s the first take. These scenes take time, you know how it goes. We can choreograph around comfort levels, build in stages.”

“Right.” Mira knew this, she herself had stepped up to coach other co-stars before. But the stiffness coming out of Rumi, someone that used to be open with Mira, stung. “Is—is there a way to… I don’t know, make it easier? Less… overwhelming for her? She looks like she’s being asked to jump off a cliff.”

The coordinator softened his gaze on Mira. “Sometimes it’s not about mechanics. Sometimes it’s about trust. The actor has to believe she’s safe.”

Mira’s throat went dry. Safe. God, of course. That probably would have happened in the past. How was Rumi to feel safe if she knew Mira was head over heels for her?

“I know that’s meant to be reassuring, but how about we think of something that may work?” The words came out sharper than she intended, her nerves stretched too thin.

“If push comes to shove, we can break the scene in pieces and rely on editing. Even bring in a body double, if necessary.”

The intimacy coordinator leveled her with an unimpressed look. “That’s my job to figure out, not yours.”

“Yeah, well, start thinking about those options,” Mira muttered, though her attention was already drifting—fixed on the door Rumi had just slipped through.

The script felt suddenly heavy in her hands. Without letting herself think too hard, she tucked it under her arm and strode off the mark. The conversation behind her faded into the low hum of stage lights as she pushed through the door.

The hallway beyond was cooler, fluorescent bulbs buzzing faintly overhead. At the far end, she spotted Rumi—leaning against the wall, head tipped back, one hand covering her eyes like she was holding herself together by force of will.

Mira slowed, her own pulse thudding in her ears, each step forward caught between hesitation and the pull of instinct.

“Rumi,” she called softly.

Rumi’s hand fell away, her eyes snapping open, startled. Her eyes landed on Mira, a mix of shock and wariness coating the edges of her sharp eyes. Mira stopped a few feet away, not too close, not after the last time. Her voice came out rougher than she wanted. “Talk to me. What’s going on?”

For a moment, there was silence, neither making a move. Mira’s lips pressed together. The gap between them kept widening, and Mira was desperate to get her friend back. Rumi straightened from the wall, then, brushing invisible dust off her dress pants like nothing was wrong.

“It’s nothing,” she said quickly, too quickly. “I just needed a minute. That’s all.”

“Rumi.”

“I’m fine.”

“No, you’re not.” Mira’s voice sharpened, frustration bleeding through. “I know this is not what we planned but… we can fix it. I talked to the intimacy coordinator. They said we could choreograph it differently. Break it down into smaller beats, even bring in a double if that makes it easier. I’ve seen it done before. Nobody would know the difference.”

Each word seemed to land like a blow. Rumi’s lips pressed together until they were bloodless, her shoulders drawn so tight they looked carved from stone. Her jaw worked once, twice, like she was grinding down the things she wanted to say. Mira saw the way her knuckles whitened where she fisted her script, how her breath hitched shallowly through her nose.

Finally, she let out a short, bitter scoff, the sound edged with more hurt than humor, and pushed off the wall like the ground itself had betrayed her. She turned to leave, heels clicking sharp against the tiles.

“Wait!” Mira’s hand shot out, stopping just shy of Rumi’s arm. “Talk to me.”

Rumi shook her head, silent, eyes fixed on the scuffed floor tiles as though they held the only answer she could bear to give. Her lips parted, then closed again, the unsaid words trembling there.

“Rumi—what’s wrong? What changed the last few days?” Mira pressed, stomach twisting, desperation making her reckless. “Help me help you. Let me make this as easy as I can.”

Finally, Rumi looked up, and the rawness in her eyes nearly knocked Mira back. Frustration, yes—but threaded through it was hurt, disbelief, something that looked dangerously like longing.

Her voice cracked around the question. “You’re really willing to do that much… just to avoid kissing me?”

Mira froze, baffled. “What? What does that mean?”

“Why were you pushing so hard?” Rumi’s laugh came out cracked, brittle. “All the mixers, the gallery, the gala. Why were you so desperate to set me up with someone else?”

“Because it was for you,” Mira said instantly, almost shouting the words. “So you could find your dream person. Someone worth your first kiss. Someone who could give you everything you said you wanted.”

Rumi’s expression twisted—something between anger and heartbreak. “That’s the problem, Mira.”

Mira blinked, breath caught. “…What problem?”

“That I already did,” Rumi said, voice breaking. Finally, she forced herself to meet Mira’s eyes, shoulders trembling. “I already found her. And that’s why none of it worked. None of those people could ever be it for me, because you were always there—being everything I wanted. Loyal, blunt, caring in your ridiculous way. God, you drive me insane, but you’re everything I ever dreamed of.”

Time stopped altogether, air becoming scarce for Mira as she tried desperately to breath.

“And now I’m stuck.” Rumi went on, words tumbling, sharp with the weight of holding them in too long. “Stuck loving someone who doesn’t love me back. Watching you bend over backwards to protect me from something I don’t even want protecting from. You’re my dream, Mira—and I can’t even kiss you without feeling like it’s a lie.”

The silence that followed was a living thing, thick and unbearable, pressing down on both of them. Mira’s mind reeled, her body frozen, her heart pounding like it was trying to tear free.

The realization hit Mira like surf breaking over her head, relentless and disorienting. The list. Rumi’s impossible list. Loyal, honest, someone observant enough to see her when she couldn’t see herself. Mira had written it down with half a smirk, convinced no one could live up to it.

And now Rumi was standing in front of her, eyes fierce through the tremble in her voice, saying Mira was exactly that person.

Yet that was a lie. Mira shook her head, retreating from the weight of it. “No. No, Rumi. That can’t be me. Your dream person—she’s good. Caring, perfect. Almost impossible to find. That’s not me.”

Rumi gave a short, incredulous laugh. “That is literally you. Don’t you get it? No one else would have cared enough to notice I was freaking out about this movie. No one else would’ve spent nights dragging me through mixers and galleries, not because it was fun for you, but because you wanted me to feel safe. Anyone else would’ve said it’s my job as an actor, to suck it up, deal with it. But you—” her voice broke, eyes bright—“you never once made me feel like a burden. Do you even know how rare that is? How lucky I was that you got casted?”

The words hung between them, raw and ringing, more intimate than anything they’d rehearsed under the stage lights.

Mira staggered under them. It felt less like praise and more like exposure, as though Rumi had peeled her open and laid bare the parts she didn’t even know she’d been showing. Mira wasn’t built for this—for tenderness, for being cast as someone’s anchor. In real life, Mira had always played the roles of fighter, cynic, flirt, chameleon.

But this? Being someone’s safe place? Her chest ached, her pulse roared in her ears, and she couldn’t tell if she wanted to run or fall into Rumi’s arms and never leave.

“Rumi—” she rasped, shaking her head again. “Stop saying these things. I don’t know what to do with them.”

“You don’t need to do anything with them,” Rumi whispered. “I just needed to tell you.”

The quiet broke something inside Mira. She stared at her, at the way Rumi’s hands trembled against her script, at the steadiness in her gaze despite the crack in her voice. And Mira felt it—that unbearable tug she’d been denying for weeks, the one that burned every time Rumi smiled at her, every time she let her guard down, every time Mira caught herself watching too long.

Her chest heaved, breath catching. She wanted to swallow it down, to hold the words in her throat, but they clawed free anyway. “Dammit, Rumi, you’ve made it impossible for me not to fall for you.”

Rumi stilled, her breath catching like Mira had ripped the air from the hallway.

Mira’s hands flexed helplessly at her sides. The secret was out in the open, it was now or never. “God, I’m falling for you, and it’s the worst timing, and it makes no sense, and it’s not what you signed up for. But I can’t—” She broke off, a rough laugh shaking through her. “I can’t pretend I’m not. Not when you’re standing there telling me I’m everything you wanted.”

Eyes wide, Rumi’s lips parted, sucking in a sharp breath.

Terrified and exhilarated all at once, Mira felt stripped bare. “So, yeah,” she whispered, throat raw. “You’re not stuck loving someone who doesn’t love you back. Because I do. I really, really do.”

Rumi’s silence stretched, her wide eyes locked on Mira like she couldn’t quite believe the words had that  left her mouth. And then—slowly, like the tide rolling in—her expression shifted. Wonder. Relief. Something so tender it stole Mira’s breath.

Mira almost laughed at the thought that this would make a good movie, except she was too busy trying not to shake. Her, Sung Mira, who had kissed on cue a hundred times, who never flinched at intimacy on or off screen, was nervous. Heart pounding, hands clammy, nerves tangled like that time she decided to do her own stunts and she had to jump off a building.

She hadn’t planned this. She hadn’t planned to fall in love with Ryu Rumi, hadn’t planned to tear down every wall she’d built over years in the industry. But here she was—standing in front of a woman who not only loved her back, but had quietly unraveled her in ways Mira didn’t know were possible.

And then it hit her: this wasn’t just any confession. This was Rumi’s first confession. Her first everything.

Something sharp and possessive cut through Mira, blooming hot in her chest. Because that meant it wouldn’t be wasted. It wouldn’t be cheap or careless. It could be the fairytale Rumi had always dreamed of, and Mira would be the one to give it to her.

No pressure.

She swallowed hard, her voice rough but steady. “Rumi,” she said softly, “can I be your first kiss?”

Rumi’s breath caught, eyes going wide again.

Mira rushed on, fumbling. “It doesn’t have to be now. We can—God, I could take you out on a real date, somewhere nice, and do this properly—”

She didn’t get the chance to finish.

The space between them collapsed in an instant as Rumi stepped impossibly close, leaving no more than an inch between them. Her hands fisted in the front of Mira’s shirt, tugging her down, her whole body trembling with urgency.

A fleeting thought of the reprimand she was about to get from the stage stylists was drowned by Mira’s pulse roaring in her ears as she looked down at Rumi’s parted lips, at the sheer determination and fear tangled together in her eyes.

All Mira could think was: I’m going to make sure this is everything you’ve ever dreamed of.

Yet she forced herself to pause, just for a second, eyes locked on Rumi’s.

“Tell me you want this,” Mira whispered, her voice shaking.

“Mira, please,” Rumi breathed, so soft but so sure. “Kiss me.”

And that was all Mira needed.

She leaned in, closing the space between them until there was no choice but to fall, hands grasping Rumi’s hips with a claim. Her breath mingled with Rumi as she kept their lips impossibly close, but just a ghost over each other, savoring the moment as Rumi trembled on her fingers. Their lips met in a whisper of contact, so delicate it felt like a secret. Mira held herself back, every muscle taut with the fear of taking too much, of stealing something sacred.

Rumi pressed closer, trembling and sure all at once, like she’d been waiting her whole life for this moment and couldn’t bear to let it slip past. The tremor of her lips sent heat racing through Mira’s veins.

Mira’s hand found Rumi’s cheek, palm warm against soft skin, thumb tracing reverently along the curve of her cheekbone. She tilted Rumi’s face higher, guiding her as the kiss deepened—still tender, but threaded with a quiet ferocity, Mira’s unspoken vow that she would make every first a treasure, every fragile dream real.

A dreamy sigh traveled from Rumi’s lips into her mouth, the sound breaking something wide open inside Mira. The world seemed to tilt, the edges of the studio dissolving until there was nothing left but warmth and breath and the dizzy sweetness of Rumi’s first kiss.

When they finally parted, it wasn’t distance so much as surrender—Rumi’s forehead pressing gently against hers, breath uneven, eyes shimmering with awe and disbelief, as though Mira had given her the very thing she’d never thought she’d find.

Mira smiled—crooked, nervous, overwhelmed. “Fairy tale enough?” she whispered.

“Even more perfect.” Rumi let out a shaky laugh, still clutching her shirt like she couldn’t let go.

Full and alive, Mira kissed her again, softer this time, sealing the promise between them. Rumi didn’t let go. Instead, when the kiss broke, she leaned forward, sliding her arms around Mira’s waist and tucking herself against her chest. Just like she’d once described in a flustered mumble. Her head fit neatly under Mira’s chin, a puzzle piece finding it’s place like it had always belonged there.

After a long, quiet beat, Rumi’s voice floated up, soft but teasing. “You were right.”

Mira tipped her head, confused. “About what?”

Rumi tilted back just enough to give her a cheeky smile, eyes glinting. “It really is nice to rest my head against boobs.”

The laughter rumbled in her chest before Mira could stop it, startled and unguarded, the sound shaking through her very bones. She pressed a kiss to Rumi’s temple, still chuckling. “Told ya.”

—

The kiss scene was postponed by a few days, probably at the insistence of the Intimacy coordinator. Now the cameras were rolling again, the lights hot, the air charged. Mira slipped into character effortlessly, her lines sharp with the clash of anger and longing. Rumi matched her, and for the first time, there was no stiffness, no wall. Just fire—raw and magnetic, building until the moment snapped.

Electric and demanding—their characters’ push and pull snapped taut, masks slipping, the fear of distance bleeding into desire. The air between them crackled, too charged to hold, their bodies drawn into an impossible, breathless proximity.

And then their lips met, right in front of the cameras.

It wasn’t staged anymore. Not really. The kiss surged like a dam breaking—urgent, hungry, spilling over with every unsaid word and every wound disguised as anger. Teeth grazed, lips parted, clothing bunched under desperate hands. The smack of lips against each other echoed across the studio, exposed and unfiltered.

It only gentled when breath demanded it—when they broke just enough to hover, foreheads brushing, breath mingling hot and uneven before diving back in, softer this time, deeper, like discovering something dangerous they couldn’t stop touching.

Mira felt Rumi’s trembling fingers fist into her shirt, clinging, grounding, pulling her closer. She felt the warmth of Rumi’s body pressed flush against her own, the unsteady rhythm of her chest. For a heartbeat, Mira forgot the set, the cameras, the watching eyes—there was only Rumi, and the dizzying sweetness of being wanted back.

When the director finally called Cut! the silence was grave. Then—

“Jesus,” she said, eyes wide, trying to hide her own blush behind the script. “That was… electric. Powerful. And maybe even too much for a daytime movie. Let’s—uh—tone it down a little for the next take.”

The crew laughed nervously, scribbling notes.

Chancing a glance at Rumi, she found her both dazed and mortified, cheeks flushed, lips kiss-bruised in a way no makeup artist could fake. The sight alone was enough to make Mira’s stomach swoop.

Rumi caught her eye, and for the briefest heartbeat, she didn’t look away. In that stolen second Mira saw it—quiet joy, fierce and unhidden, the kind of joy that made her chest ache. Then, almost shyly, Rumi’s gaze dropped, a faint smile ghosting across her swollen lips.

Heat flooded Mira’s face. She dragged in a breath, but it did nothing to steady her pulse. Right, she was supposed to be a professional. They were on a set, under lights, surrounded by crew with clipboards and boom mics—and here she was, staring at Rumi like she’d just been handed the sun and stars.

Her heart thundered. The director had no idea. None of them did. To everyone else in the room, it was just another scene, just another kiss to get on film.

But Mira knew. Rumi knew.

Because what the cameras caught wasn’t acting. It was real. And that terrified Mira almost as much as it thrilled her.

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Bones still buzzing from the adrenaline of the premiere, neon spilled across Mira’s living room windows. Rumi had kicked off her heels the second they walked in, padding barefoot across the polished floor, gown swishing around her ankles. She looked lighter than Mira had ever seen her—no cameras, no producers, just Rumi.

Mira lingered by one of her bookshelves, nerves twisting tighter than they had on the red carpet. The painting leaned against the wall, still wrapped in its protective cover. She swallowed hard, picked it up, and crossed the room.

“I’ve been meaning to give you this,” she said, holding it out like a confession. “Since… that first night at the gallery.”

Eyes as wide as a doe’s, Rumi blinked, surprised, receiving the package inside her hands and carefully peeling back the paper. The pale gold canvas emerged, catching the low light, glowing just as it had that night.

Her lips parted. “You bought it.”

Suddenly self-conscious, Mira shifted on her feet. “I did. Bought it that same night. It wasn’t really my style. But it was yours. I—” She stopped, laughed softly, helplessly. “I just wanted you to have it.”

Rumi’s gaze lifted from the canvas to Mira, eyes warm, glassy with something that made Mira’s chest ache. She set the painting gently on the couch, then stepped forward, sliding her arms around Mira’s waist.

“You’re ridiculous,” Rumi murmured into her shoulder. “And perfect. Ridiculously perfect.”

Mira held her tight, pressing her cheek against the crown of Rumi’s head, Rumi’s hair brushing against her skin. For the first time, she didn’t feel like she had to hold back, or second-guess, or wait for the right moment.

It was here. It was now. And it was theirs.

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