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Now I want to talk about my adulthood since I'm an adult now. I wanted to start with the story when I first admitted my secret being an adult baby. This is one of my favorite stories because it is about love and acceptance and self acceptance and self love and confidence.
Here's the story.
My secret not longer a secret
I remember one day just right before my birthday it was a few weeks until my birthday. I remember waking up ready to admit to the world that I am an adult baby and thisis who I am abd this is part of who I am. But I was scared to admit it because I thought what if people bully me and mock me for being an adult baby? What if they don't understand adult baby lifestyle and me? What if they think I'm strange and need therapy? I still knew it was time to finally admit what I had been holding in for years. Igot the courage to get out of bed still in my pajamas I went downstairs hearing Daddy and Uncle Luigi having a normal conversation between them. Daddy said Morning sweetheart. I said Morning Daddy. I sat down I knew I had the I'm uncertain look on my face. I was conflicted on telling my secret or keeping it in from everyone. I knew Daddy and Uncle Luigi knew something was wrong and something was bothering me. They know me so well you know because they raised me from a baby. They never miss a thing especially when it comes to me. I knew then it that moment my life was about to change for the better maybe. The both asked What's wrong? I said nothing it's really nothing. I knew then I still can't get away with lying. Daddy and Uncle Luigi always knows when I lie. Daddy said Something's wrong. "You can tell Daddy and Uncle Luigi anything." "No honestly there's nothing wrong." "Daddy said "Bella Daddy knows when something is bothering you Daddy sees the uncertain look on your face. So what's wrong baby girl?" I finally let go of my feelings of secrecy. I said "Ok something is wrong." That is when I started shedding tears. "I have to admit something hope you don't think I'm weird and need therapy for saying this. It has been a secret of mine for years." I stopped speaking because of crying. Daddy held my chin up moving my hair out of my face. I then moved from the couch to his lap. I have always loved sitting on Daddy and Uncle Luigi's lap. I said "I'm sorry I can't help but cry right now." Daddy pulled me into a hug. " It's ok take your time you're safe with us." I took a deep breath. I said "The secret is that I'm an adult baby. That is why you have seen my secret stash of pacifiers in a drawer in my room. That is why I hid things." Daddy said "Daddy annd Uncle Luigi will never judge you. You're brave for telling the truth and sharing a part of yourself. Me and Weeg are here for you alway. We won't let anyone hurt you. We love you just the way you are. And you sharing more of yourself just makes me and weeg love you even more for it." Daddy hugged me even more. He kissed me on the head. " Tank you Daddy and Unca Weegee." That is when I just let go of my feelings of fear and secrecy. Now I feel like an adult baby. I said "Can we go get my adult baby stuff soon? They both said yes. I kept crying. I said "Now I'm crying tears of relief." Daddy said "Daddy will always love you. Nothing changes on how me and Weeg see you. You're my little girl and you always will be that no matter what. Me and Weeg love you no matter what." I said "Not only I want to be an adult baby I want to wear diapers,onesies and other cute adult baby clothes I want to use the diapers and have you and Unca Weegee to change my diapers." Daddy said "That is fine with us. We'll take care of you no matter your requests. Daddy and Uncle Luigi will do anything to make you happy and safe. Daddy wants his little girl to be happy and safe." I kept holding onto Daddy hugging him. I said "Daddy me wuv you very much." Daddy said "Daddy wuvs you too." He kissed me on my head. I learned Daddy truly loves me. I have known that since I was little. But this moment really sticks with me.
The is story is about shopping for me as an adult baby it's about me getting my adult baby stuff. It's about me feeling pampered and loved and cared for.
Shopping for my adult baby stuff
Later that day after I made my secret not so secret anymore. I asked "Daddy can we go to the store now pwease?" Daddy said "Sure let's-a go." I said "Carry me." Daddy picked me up. I instantly felt little and regressed. I felt cared for. Daddy carried me to the car he buckled me in. Daddy abd Uncle Luigi got in the car. I said "Can't wait to get my very own adult baby stuff. I'm so excited. I already feel little and regressed and cared for and pampered." We got to the store. I said "We're here!" Daddy asked "You ready baby?" I said "Yes." Daddy and Uncle Luigi got out of the car. I said "Daddy pwease carry me." Daddy carried me. We went to an adult baby store in Brooklyn. I said "Wow it's-a amazing in here. Everything is so cute." Daddy said "It's all yours sweetie. Well not everything,but you can get whatever you want." "Awe Daddy everything is so cute I'm gonna be da cutest adult baby ever and da cutest adult baby ever in Brooklyn and back at home in the Mushroom Kingdom." "You sure are going to be the cutest adult baby out there." Daddy said. Daddy and Uncle Luigi picked out things for me as well. They picked out my clothes and accessories when I was a baby. I asked "Daddy was dresses ever easier than onesies for you and Unca Weegee to change my diaper when I was a baby." Daddy said "Dresses were easier. All Daddy had to do was just pull up your dress to change your diaper without undressing you when you were little." I asked "Was button up or zippered onesies easier for you to change my diaper when I was a baby?" Daddy said "Zippers." I shopped for about an hour and got everything. I said "Daddy me done shopping." Daddy carried me the whole time I shopped. I felt like a Princess being pampered and loved. After Daddy checked out I said "Me want diapy on now pwease and me want paci now pwease." Daddy put in my pacifier in my mouth. I said "Stuffy." Daddyhanded me a stuffy I bought it was an elephant. Daddy took me into the Men's restroom Uncle Luigi followed behind. Daddy laid me down on the changing table. I said "Daddy me feel wike a pwincess." As Daddy slipped my pants off. Daddy said "You feel like a Princess because you really are one. Your mama is a Princess she passed that title on to you." I said "And I'm your wittle pwincess." Daddy said "You're right you are a Daddy's wittle princess." He started wiping my bottom with a wipe. I said looking at my diaper excitedly "Diapy! Diapy! Diapy!" He started putting cold diapy cream on my bottom. Diaper cream is always cold when it comes out of the tube and I sometimes hate that. I always make whoever is going to put diaper cream on my bottom warm it up with their hand or finger. Daddy applied diaper cream on my bottom. I said "Cold." "Daddy knows it's cold it will warm up on your bottom." Daddy put the diaper under me. "Diapy!" He put my diaper on my snapping it in place. I then had to go. I peed in it as soon as it was tapped in place like a baby pees and poops as soon as they're changed into a clean diaper. I said "Uh oh. Peep-pee." Daddy said "Well looks like someone needed to go. Uncle Luigi said "You've gotta go you gotta go." I said not embarrassed "I feel like a wittle baby peeing as soon as I'm changed into a clean diapy. But I'm not embarrassed at all. I feel cute." Daddy started undoing the tabs of my diaper. I said "Me feel wittle now." Daddy said "And you look little." Daddy quickly wiped me and put cream on me and he put my diaper on me. He zipped up my onesie up. He picked me up and carried me to the car. Uncle Luigi carried my adult size car seat. He secured it. Daddy put my in my car seat and buckled me in. He kissed me on my head.
There will be more of my memior.