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The courthouse smelled like wet paper and fear.
Not the loud kind, not panic or shouting but the quiet, worn kind that clung to the walls, that you could feel in the way people sat with their hands clasped too tight, eyes down, waiting for a stranger to decide the shape of their life.
Din sat near the back of the hallway, elbows on his knees, the fluorescent lights drawing tired shadows under his eyes. His suit didn’t fit quite right, borrowed from Cara, pressed flat but still smelling faintly of her detergent and motor oil. The collar itched. The tie strangled.
Across from him, a woman in heels was arguing softly into her comm, voice sharp and tired. Somewhere down the corridor, a baby cried, the sound echoing off marble and steel. Din didn’t look up.
His knuckles were raw, not from fighting, not anymore, but from holding himself still. He kept his hands folded loosely in his lap so the scars along his right palm wouldn’t show when the lawyer walked by. People noticed hands. People always noticed the things that told stories you didn’t want to tell.
The door beside him opened.
A young clerk stuck her head out, tone clipped but polite. “Mr. Djarin? They’re ready for you.”
Din stood, straightened his jacket, and followed her inside.
The courtroom was smaller than he remembered from the last hearing, less grandeur, more bureaucracy.
The judge sat behind a desk stacked with datapads and files that all looked the same. To Din’s right, Moff Gideon’s lawyer was already adjusting his cufflinks, voice low, practiced, polite in the way predators were.
Grogu wasn’t there. Cara had him. Din had asked for that, but didn’t want him sitting through this. The boy didn’t need to see what desperation looked like in daylight.
“Mr. Djarin,” the judge began. “Please take a seat.”
He did, quietly. The chair creaked under him. His lawyer, a short woman named Leia Organa with sharp eyes and sharper posture, handed him a file and a look that said *don’t talk unless I tell you to.* He nodded once.
The proceedings blurred legal terms, accusations, evidence he didn’t have time or money to refute. Gideon’s lawyer talked like he was giving a eulogy, tone full of sympathy that didn’t reach his eyes.
“Your Honor, my client only wishes for the child to have stability. Mr. Djarin’s financial situation is precarious at best. He’s a mechanic, working odd hours, in a garage that’s-”
He glanced at the notes.
“-frequently under inspection for safety violations.”
Din’s jaw tensed.
It wasn’t true not exactly, but close enough that arguing would sound like lying.
The lawyer continued. “We also have documentation of several previous arrests related to bounty operations, though none have led to convictions. Nevertheless, it raises questions about Mr. Djarin’s fitness as a guardian.”
Leia stood then, calm but iron-voiced. “Mr. Djarin has provided for the child since infancy. He’s completed all court-ordered evaluations, submitted to financial audits, and attended every therapy and counseling session required by the court. He has demonstrated consistent care and emotional stability.”
“Emotional stability?” Gideon’s lawyer echoed with a faint smile. “Mr. Djarin has a documented history of trauma, including military discharge and violent occupation. I’d hardly call that stable.”
Leia didn’t flinch. “He’s in recovery. He’s working. And he’s here.”
The judge looked between them, eyes unreadable. “Mr. Djarin,” she said at last, “you may speak.”
Din hadn’t planned to. He hated speeches they always came out wrong. But the silence stretched long enough that he knew he had to fill it.
He stood. His voice came rough, low, worn from nights without enough sleep.
“I don’t have much,” he said. “But I’ve got a roof, and I’ve got work. And I’ve got him.”
He paused. “He’s… my kid. Maybe not by blood, but by everything that matters. He’s got nightmares sometimes. He won’t sleep unless I leave the hall light on. He likes pancakes on Sundays. He hums when he draws. He calls me Papá.”
He swallowed hard. “If that’s not enough, then I don’t know what is.”
The room went quiet.
For a heartbeat, it was just the hum of the ceiling lights and the faint buzz of the old projector in the corner. Din stood there, the heat creeping up his neck, wishing he’d said less and more all at once.
The judge didn’t answer right away. She only nodded, eyes flicking to the papers before her. “Thank you, Mr. Djarin. You may sit.”
He did.
Gideon’s lawyer tried to speak again, but the judge raised a hand, silencing him. Her expression softened not sympathy, exactly, but something close to understanding.
“This court has reviewed all evidence and testimony,” she said. “Given Mr. Djarin’s consistent presence in the child’s life and the lack of evidence demonstrating harm or neglect, the petition for sole custody is granted. Moff Gideon’s request for shared guardianship is denied.”
The words barely registered.
Din didn’t breathe until he saw Leia's faint nod small, but sure.
Then he exhaled for the first time all day.
Outside, the air felt thinner.
Rain had begun to fall in thin, steady lines, tracing down the courthouse steps, washing dust into the gutter. Din stood under the overhang, watching it for a long time before moving.
Leia joined him, closing her folder. “It’s done. Congratulations, Mr. Djarin.”
He managed a nod. “Thanks.”
“You’ll get the paperwork in a few days. Custody transfer’s immediate.” She hesitated. “You should take a breath. You won.”
Din stared at the rain. “Feels like losing.”
She didn’t argue. Just offered a quiet, professional smile. “Take care of yourself. And the kid.”
He waited until she disappeared into the crowd before letting himself sink onto the low stone steps, elbows on his knees, face in his hands. The rain reached his shoes, soaking through worn leather, but he didn’t move.
His chest felt hollow, not from defeat, but from something worse. relief that came with no joy attached. He had his son. That was all that mattered. But the court fees, the debts, the lost shifts, all of it had bled him dry.
He reached into his jacket pocket and found Grogu’s crayon drawing, the one the kid had insisted he keep “for luck.” A green stick figure, two uneven brown ones beside it, and what might have been a frog or a speeder. On the bottom, in messy letters.
**me + papá.**
Din’s throat closed. He folded the paper carefully and tucked it back into his jacket.
By the time he reached the parking lot, the rain was heavier.
His old pickup sat where he’d left it, engine coughing awake after the third try. He sat in the driver’s seat for a long time, staring at his reflection in the rearview mirror. The man looking back at him didn’t look like a father, or maybe he looked too much like one. Tired. Stubborn. Half-drowned and still driving.
The passenger seat was empty except for Grogu’s old stuffed frog, its stitching coming loose. Din picked it up, thumb brushing the frayed thread, and whispered, “We did it, kid.”
The words didn’t sound like victory.
They sounded like a promise he wasn’t sure how to keep.
He started the truck, the radio crackling to life mid-song, something slow and aching about debts and devotion. The kind of music that filled the silence without easing it.
Din turned onto the highway, the city lights bleeding into the rain-blurred windshield.
He didn’t look back at the courthouse.
Somewhere ahead, Grogu was probably napping on Cara’s couch, surrounded by snacks and too many cartoons.
He’d pick him up, take him home, and make dinner out of whatever was left in the fridge.
He’d tell him they’d won and he’d mean it.
Even if, deep down, he wasn’t sure what winning was supposed to feel like.
The rain had been coming down since dawn, thin and grey like cigarette smoke over the city. Din sat in the driver’s seat of his battered pickup, watching drops slide down the cracked windshield. The courthouse loomed behind him, a glass monolith that swallowed men whole and spat them out lighter in the wallet and heavier in the chest.
Grogu was asleep in the back seat, clutching his stuffed frog tightly.
Din stared at him for a long while. The kid’s soft breaths, the slow rise and fall of his chest. All of it steadied him, anchored him against the gnawing emptiness that came after court.
Din exhaled, head falling back against the seat. The court had gone as well as it could. Moff Gideon’s lawyer had worked hard to show that Din was unreliable and had a "history of violence and money issues." He’d done things he wasn’t proud of.
Still, the legal fees had gutted him. The bounty work had dried up, and with a criminal record still smudging the edges of his reputation, most legitimate employers wouldn’t even look his way. The rent was due. The truck's payment was overdue. And Grogu’s daycare wasn’t free.
He’d won. Technically.
Full custody. Moff Gideon was denied visitation. The judge had said words like “unfit guardian” and “best interest of the child.”
Din had stood there and tried not to cry.
But winning came with a price.
The lawyer fees, the missed work, the fines, the court-ordered therapy sessions, they’d gutted him. The auto shop barely paid rent as it was. Now? He wasn’t sure if they’d last the month.
When he finally picked up Grogu, he was fast asleep. Cara didn't say much. Didn't need to.
Rain had soaked through the cuffs of Din’s jacket before he even reached the Guild diner. The neon Open sign flickered in the window, red light smearing across the puddles like blood diluted with gasoline.
Grogu was asleep in the truck, curled up under Din’s old flannel. He’d left the heat running low, just enough to keep the cab warm. He checked twice before shutting the door.
Inside, Boba Fett was already waiting. He looked out of place pressed leather jacket, coffee steaming in front of him, and that stillness that always felt like a threat even when he was smiling.
“You look like you’ve been dragged through the system,” Boba said, tipping his cup.
Din sat across from him, elbows on the table. “You could say that.”
“I heard you won.”
“Barely.” His jaw clenched. “Gideon tried to paint me like I was unfit. Said I didn’t have a stable income, no proper home. Said Grogu belonged with someone who could ‘provide stability.’”
Boba hummed. “And the court bought it?”
“They didn’t. But the lawyer fees did their work.” Din rubbed the back of his neck. “I’m two months behind on rent. Peli’s been fronting me extra shifts, but-”
“But it’s not enough,” Boba finished for him, like he’d known the end of that sentence all along.
The waitress dropped off another coffee without a word. Din didn’t touch it.
Boba leaned in, lowering his voice. “I could use a man who doesn’t ask too many questions.”
Din’s head lifted slightly. He knew where this was going.
“It’s not what you think,” Boba added. “Mostly pickups, deliveries. Some nights. Pays well. Cash.”
Din stared at him. “What kind of deliveries?”
“The kind that stays between us.”
Din exhaled, long and slow. “I’ve got a kid.”
“I know.” Boba smiled faintly. “That’s why I’m offering. Because you’re careful.”
The neon sign outside buzzed. Din’s phone vibrated with a text from Peli: Tomorrow. 7 a.m. The speeder’s still not running. Bring Grogu, I’ll watch him.
He stared at the screen for a long moment.
“Think about it,” Boba said, standing to leave. He dropped a folded envelope on the table, Din’s name scrawled across it in rough block letters. “That’s half the first job. You’ll know if you want the rest.”
Din didn’t move until the door chimed shut behind him. The rain had started again, steady and cold.
He picked up the envelope. Inside were five hundred-dollar bills and a handwritten address on the back of a business card: Warehouse 7, Dockside.
He didn’t open it again until he got back to the truck.
Grogu blinked up at him sleepily, eyes bright in the dim light. Din sighed, brushed a hand over his head, and muttered, “We’re okay, kid.” Grogu settled.
But as he started the engine, the rain hitting the windshield in time with his heartbeat, he wasn’t sure if he was trying to convince Grogu or himself.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
The therapy gym always smelled faintly of rubber mats and cheap sanitizer that sharp, sour tang that stuck to the back of Luke’s throat no matter how deep he tried to breathe. Morning light filtered in through narrow windows, washing the room in the color of over watered tea.
He was early again. He always was.
The others came later the veterans, the crash victims, the older men with polite small talk and bright prosthetics they liked to compare. But Luke preferred the silence before them. The quiet hum of the building settling, the whirring of air vents, the whisper of his own breathing.
He lowered himself carefully onto the mat, muscles stiff in the cool air, and began the slow ritual that had become both prayer and punishment. Stretch. Breathe. Extend. Hold. The left side of his body still lagged behind the right, the rhythm uneven like a song with a beat that never quite landed where it should.
He tried not to think about the crash, but it lived in his bones, replaying in the small tremors that flared up when he overexerted. Every time his prosthetic locked mid-motion, every electric hum that didn’t quite match his intent it all reminded him that he’d survived, but not whole.
The therapist, Cal, early forties, kind eyes, too much snark, appeared from the far door carrying a tablet and a paper cup of something that might have once been coffee.
“Morning, Skywalker,” Cal said. “You’re in early again. Trying to put me out of a job?”
Luke gave a dry half-smile, still focusing on his stretch. “Thought I’d get a head start.”
“That’s what you said yesterday.”
“And the day before.”
Cal grinned, pulling up a stool. “Consistency. I’ll take it.” He scanned Luke’s chart, thumb flicking over the screen. “We’re adding wrist resistance today. You up for that?”
Luke nodded, flexing the sleek prosthetic hand that gleamed dully under the fluorescents. It wasn’t the newest model the synthetic covering had been optional, and he’d refused it. It made people uncomfortable, he’d noticed, when they could see the mechanics. When the human line ended, and the metal began.
“Grip strength’s up twenty percent,” Cal said, almost proud. “You’ve been practicing.”
Luke shrugged, his tone dry. “Helps when there’s nothing else to do.”
Cal gave him a knowing look. “You mean you’re not enjoying my stimulating conversation?”
That earned a faint smile, the real kind that came and went like a passing current. Luke reached for the foam ball on the mat beside him. “Let’s get it over with.”
They went through the motions. squeeze, release, rotate, extend. Cal called out numbers, Luke focused on breathing. Each contraction sent a faint pulse of pain up his arm, but it was the good kind, the kind that meant progress. Still, by the third set, sweat slicked the back of his neck and his jaw ached from clenching.
“You could ease off,” Cal offered quietly.
Luke didn’t look up. “If I ease off now, I’ll start making excuses.”
Cal nodded, but he didn’t push it. They’d been through this before.
After the drills, Luke sat on the bench, catching his breath. The prosthetic rested on his thigh, heavy, alive in its own way. The joint motors hummed softly, a sound that once unnerved him but now almost felt like company.
“How’s the sleep been?” Cal asked.
Luke hesitated. “Fine.”
“Fine meaning normal, or fine meaning you still wake up at three a.m. thinking you’re falling?”
Luke’s laugh was dry, humorless. “You been talking to my sister?”
“She’s worried.”
“She always is.”
Cal closed the tablet, folding his hands. “You know, it’s okay to not be okay, Luke. I know everyone keeps telling you you’re a miracle for surviving that crash, but it’s okay if that doesn’t feel like enough.”
Luke looked down at his hand and flexed his fingers. His voice came quieter. “Everyone keeps saying I got lucky. But luck doesn’t feel like waking up with someone else’s arm.”
For a moment, the only sound was the distant thrum of weights clanking in the next room.
Cal spoke carefully. “It’s not someone else’s arm, Luke. It’s yours. It does what you tell it to. You just have to trust it.”
“I’m trying.”
“I know. Just remember, healing isn’t linear. It’s not about getting back to who you were. It’s about finding who you are now.”
Luke didn’t answer. He didn’t know how.
Instead, he stood, reaching for his crutch with practiced ease. His gait was smoother than it had been a month ago, though the limp was still visible in the quiet drag of his step. Cal followed, watching him move toward the therapy bars near the mirrored wall.
Luke gripped them as one flesh, one metal, and began walking the length. The reflection that stared back was both familiar and strange. sandy hair grown out too long, face thinner than before, eyes older. The hand on the right gleamed dully, a quiet testament to survival that he still didn’t quite believe.
When he reached the end of the bars, Cal clapped once, softly. “That’s enough for today.”
Luke didn’t stop. He turned and walked back again. And again.
By the fourth pass, his breathing hitched, sweat dampened his collar, and his jaw locked with stubborn focus. The ache wasn’t just physical anymore it sat under his ribs, coiled and burning.
He reached the mirror again and stopped, meeting his own gaze.
Cal said something, probably praise, but Luke barely heard it. He was watching the way the sunlight caught the chrome fingers, how they looked almost golden for a heartbeat before the light shifted and they dulled again.
He hated that it was beautiful.
After the session, Luke sat in the locker room, towel draped over his shoulders. The hum of the building was softer here, filtered through layers of concrete and steam. He could still hear laughter from the therapy pool down the hall, someone shouting a joke, water slapping tile.
He rubbed his arm, the prosthetic one, where the harness met skin. There was a faint bruise forming, a line of pressure that would ache later. He’d have to adjust the socket again.
The therapy gym was nearly empty by the time Luke finished his last set of grip exercises. The soft hum of the fluorescent lights filled the space, a faint echo against the sound of his prosthetic hand tightening around a small rubber ball. He focused on the pressure, the tremor that threatened to undo his control, the slight pull of muscle that had forgotten how to trust him.
“Easy, bud,” Luke automatically said to a low rumble near his knee. Artoo, a massive grey and-white husky with pale blue eyes, rested his head on Luke’s leg, sensing the strain before Luke even spoke. The dog’s warmth grounded him.
Luke let out a long breath and set the ball aside. His hand, a sleek matte replacement, more functional than beautiful, rested against the dog’s thick fur. Luke doesn't necessarily have an issue with the prosthetic, he doesn't want to put more strain on his money to get a synthetic coverup, but he hates the look of it. The tremor passed, replaced by the slow rhythm of Artoo’s breathing.
Artoo gave a soft whine.
“I’m fine, buddy,” Luke muttered. “Just… recalibrating.”
The door creaked behind him.
“‘Recalibrating,’ huh?” Han Solo’s voice carried that familiar mix of teasing and concern. “That's what they’re calling it now? Back in my day, we just called it stubbornness.”
Luke smiled faintly without turning. “And how’d that work out for you?”
“Pretty well, considering I’m still prettier than you,” Han said, stepping closer. He wore a bomber jacket that had seen better years, the patch of the same naval squadron they’d once flown under still clinging to the sleeve. “Heard you were wrapping up your sessions today.”
“Yeah,” he mumbled. “Last official one. They say I’m cleared and ready for society.”
“Place still smells like disinfectant and despair,” Han mumbled as he looked around, leaning on the frame with that crooked grin Luke had missed more than he’d admit.
Luke turned his head, smiling faintly. “Better than jet fuel and smoke.”
Han stepped inside, hands shoved into the pockets of his worn leather jacket. “Yeah, well, I’ll take the skies over this any day. At least you don’t have to wrestle with insurance paperwork up there.”
Luke chuckled softly, then winced as a spark of pain flickered behind his eyes. Han noticed, of course. He always did.
“Seizure?” Han asked quietly.
“No Han,” Luke scoffed. “You would definitely know if I was having a seizure.”
Han nodded, crossing the room. He knelt beside the dog and gave his ear a scratch. “You’re doing good work, Artoo.” The husky wagged his tail once, then leaned protectively against Luke’s leg again.
“You look stronger,” Han said after a pause. “Last time I saw you, you barely held a coffee cup.”
“Still can’t hold it without spilling some,” Luke said dryly. “But I’ve learned to pretend I meant to.”
Han laughed, the sound low and rough. “You are too damn proud.”
Luke looked down at his hand, flexing it slowly. The metal joints whispered. “Pride keeps me from falling apart, most days.”
Han’s face softened. “You didn’t fall apart, kid. You survived a crash that should’ve killed you. You got back up. That’s more than most.”
Luke met his eyes. “Sometimes surviving feels harder than dying did.”
For a long moment, they sat in the quiet. The rain outside had begun to tap against the windows, slow and steady. Artoo shifted, resting his head on Luke’s lap again, eyes half-closed. Luke rubbed between the dogs eyes. It's become a comfort for him this past year.
Han and Luke never ‘talked’. Han was way too proud to admit he needed something as trivial as talking and Luke ignores it. That was Leia's job to knock it out of both of them.
Han finally stood and extended a hand, not the kind of offer Luke needed, but one he understood. “Come on, Skywalker. Let’s get you out of this place. You’ve got a life waiting, not just therapy sessions.”
Luke hesitated, then reached for the crutch leaning beside him. His prosthetic hand slipped once, then steadied. He rose slowly, pain flickering but not stopping him.
“Yeah,” he said, voice quiet but sure. “I think I’m ready to go home.”
Han smiled and clapped his shoulder. “That’s my pilot.”
Artoo barked once, tail wagging, and led them toward the door the man who once ruled the skies, his old friend, and the loyal creature who now guided him through the gravity of the real world.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
The diner was half-empty, the kind of place that still smelled faintly of fried onions no matter what time of day it was. The rain outside had turned the windows into a blur of neon and gray, and Han was already regretting agreeing to this meeting before he even spotted Boba Fett sitting in the back booth.
He looked exactly like he always did, too put-together for a dive like this, black jacket pressed, coffee untouched, expression unreadable. Han blew out a sigh and slid into the seat across from him.
“Remind me why we’re doing this?” he asked, tossing his keys on the table.
Boba didn’t look up from his phone. “Because Leia asked you to.”
“Yeah, and you?”
“Because Din needs help. He won’t take it from me.”
“Right.” Han waved down the waitress, ordered coffee, then leaned back with a groan. “So basically we’re two grown men being emotionally blackmailed into matchmaking.”
Boba’s eyebrow twitched. “Room-sharing.”
“Same difference.”
Boba finally set his phone aside. “Luke needs somewhere to go. Leia says he’s been crashing with you two for a month.”
“Two and a half,” Han muttered, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “He was supposed to stay a week while he sorted things out. Now he’s reorganized my garage, colour-coded the spice rack, and fixed the back porch I didn’t ask him to touch.”
“Sounds terrible.”
“It is.” Han’s tone was flat. “He’s a good kid, but Leia’s worried. Says he’s not sleeping, working too much. I just want my damn couch back.”
Boba gave a low hum. “Din’s got a spare room. And rent overdue.”
Han frowned. “I thought he was doing okay. He’s working, isn’t he?”
“Court fees. Paperwork. Custody’s a mess.”
Han let out a slow whistle. “That kid of his?”
Boba nodded. “He’s doing everything by the book. Just doesn’t have enough of the right pages.”
They both fell quiet as the waitress set down Han’s coffee. He stirred in too much sugar just to give his hands something to do.
“So,” Han said after a moment. “You think Luke moving in with him would fix both their problems.”
“It’s practical,” Boba said. “Din gets help with rent, Luke gets a place where someone actually tells him to stop working for once.”
Han sipped his coffee, side-eyeing him. “And that’s all it is? Practical?”
Boba’s eyes flicked up. “What else would it be?”
Han shrugged. “You tell me.”
Boba didn’t answer right away. He reached for his cup, studied it a moment, then said, too casually, “They’d… get along.”
Han bit back a smirk. “Get along, huh?”
“They’re both…annoying.”
“Annoyings one word for it. You ever seen Luke try to talk to someone who doesn’t talk back? Kid practically vibrates, can't shut him off.”
Boba shot him a look. “Din can handle it.”
“Sure. Handle it.” Han smirked into his coffee. “You mean tolerate it or-?”
Boba cut him off with a glare. “He needs someone who won’t treat him like a charity case.”
“And Luke needs someone who doesn't care.”
They both paused, the air between them tightening with mutual realization and mutual refusal to say it out loud.
Han leaned back, shaking his head. “We’re not setting them up.”
“Obviously not.” Boba’s voice was perfectly flat.
“Good. Because that’d be weird.”
“Very.”
Han drummed his fingers on the table. “So we’re just… facilitating a mutually beneficial housing arrangement.”
“Exactly.”
“With maybe a chance for emotional growth and personal stability.”
Boba’s jaw twitched. “If that’s what you want to call it.”
Han snorted. “You’re real bad at subtlety, you know that?”
“I’m not being subtle.”
“Yeah, that’s the problem.”
They lapsed into silence again. Rain pattered against the window. Somewhere behind the counter, the coffee machine hissed.
Finally, Han sighed. “Alright. I’ll talk to Leia. Tell her I found a place for Luke. You tell Din he’s got a new roommate coming.”
Boba nodded once. “Done.”
Han slid out of the booth, tossing a few credits on the table. “You know, if this actually works, I’m taking credit.”
“Fine.”
“And if it blows up, I’m blaming you.”
“Also fine.”
Han paused halfway to the door, glancing back. “You think they’ll like each other?”
Boba didn’t look up. “I think they’ll drive each other insane.”
Han grinned. “Same thing, sometimes.”
He left to the sound of the rain and Boba’s faint, exasperated sigh. the kind that said he’d already started regretting every word of this conversation.