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charles 

george i swear if u dont attend my exhibition i will find a way to kill you with a canvas

 

max

i dont think u got the right number

 

charles

oh cielo

OR the wrong number fic where it's the right number on multiple levels.

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9:42

You are starting a new message chain with +377…

 

charles 

george i swear if u dont attend my exhibition i will find a way to kill you with a canvas

 

max

i dont think u got the right number

 

charles

oh cielo

ur not george?

 

max

i am not

he got a new phone?

 

charles

yes :(

sorry for bother

 

max

it is fine

but u should not kill george if he misses ur exhibition because he doesn't know avt it

 

charles

i will find a way to let him know 

 

max

artist?

 

charles

yes, its like my biggest exhibition later so

sorry.

ill let u sleep or whatever

 

max

you do not have to.

I'm in a different time zone to monaco

 

charles

yes?

 

max

yeah i travel for work

its not that glamorous

well. its p glamorous

 

charles

ah

a monaco transplant?

 

max

yes

 

charles 

:*(

 

max

having said that i do need to collect my coworker from the airport

u would think theyd organise their own travel, but alas.

 

charles

oh okay

drive safe :)

 

max

ill drive fast

less time for accidents.

 

charles

erm…

 

19:54

 

max

UGH

home bur i need to rant and ur the only person in my phone that is safe to tell

the plane was late abd then

im like high up jn our industry so hes talking the whole time which 

was brill i love talking abt the technical parts and the optimizing n shit

but its a job thats likr

we're on the clock for a long time

 

charles

so the unwinding time is important?

 

max

yeaha

and i dont mind like i say

hes a gr8 kid and like

inconvenience is part of human connection

but i landed at home earlier, then drove, picked him up we talked shop for the whole drive and then i walked out to the bit of my job that involves talking to people

and its like

im jetlagged af and give me a break

i could've got some1 else to pick him up tbf

but that seemed mean

and slow

and i did invite him to stay w me

coz works in monaco

so it felt right yk?

 

charles 

yeah

nice of u tho

 

max

well i love driving

and it wasnt far

 

charles 

yeah

sorryi gotta go

george is round and being a dick 

 

max

🙄

 

charles 

i quite agree

say hi to the prodigal coworker

 

max

“hey kiddo wrong number says hi”

wont come off as creepy

 

charles

fair point

 

 

8:35

 

max

how was the exhibition anyway

 

charles

it was good i think

i dont know 

 

max

did george go in the end

 

charles

yes

i have his actual number as well now

🥳 

 

max

great

im glad

 

charles

and the prodigal coworker

 

max

hes p young 

so it was good

 

charles

not annoying?

 

max

in comparison to the rest?

he is a dream.

 

charles

is it a victory by association thing

 

max

not completely 

hes a sweet kid

not that i tell him that

 

charles

good

keep the ego down

 

max

precisely

hes rlly talented

lot of potential

 

charles

you talk about him like i talk about my dog

then again i talk about my dog like most talk abt their kids

 

max

fr

my cats are the closest things to kids im getting any time soon

 

charles

cats?

and no photos?

 

max

u say having not sent pics of ur dog

 

charles

[a picture of a puppy, golden haired and elegant]

leo :)

 

max

[a picture of two bengal cats curled around each other]

jimmy and sassy

and little donatello

[a white cat lying on a bed, pawing the camera.]

 

charles

oh my goodness

they are beautiful 

look at baby donot

ello

holy shit

 

max

baby donot

 

charles

you are mean

after i showed u my beautiful boy

 

max

ur right

baby donut is beautiful

 

charles

i am not talking to u

 

max

don't be like that

… stranger?

 

21:42

 

charles

ru sorry

 

max

for making fun of you?

never schat

 

charles

dutch

i would care if u were sorry

 

max

yeah i know im a transplant

stranger?

 

23:16

 

max

fine 

u win

im sorry

 

charles

was that so hard.

 

max

yes.

impossible.

but u make me do impossible thjngs

 

charles 

like apologising?

 

max

precisely

 

charles

you're dutch?

 

max

yeah

moved around a lot for training when i was little, so

 

charles

me too

what were u training for

 

max

karting

dad was big into it

 

charles

no way me too

 

max

fuck

thats crazy

 

charles

yeah

coincidences man

theyll get ya

 

max

mhm…

coincidences.

this george u speak of

whats his surname

 

charles

i am not going to tell u that

stranger danger

what if u r a pedophile

 

max

is george a child

 

charles

why do you want to know

to pedophile him?

 

max

no 

and i dont think pedophile is a verb

 

charles

a verb is a doing word, yes?

but i do not think ur mum is a verb

and i do her anyway

 

max

the george. his surname.

 

charles

no

 

max

but if im right 

i was wrong when i told u not to kill george if he missed ur exhibition

if its george russell you should kill him always.

 

charles

its… not?

 

max

mhm

[a selfie of him, revealing his face]

 

charles

we can all google a photo of max verstappen

that doesn't make us special 

 

max

well who ru

 

charles

u say that like i believe you

 

max

reverse image search the photo or smth

jfc

 

charles

huh

how do i know u didnt take that of him

 

max

i did take that of me

 

charles

no

i knew max when he was young

he's a dickhead

not like you

 

max

we know each other?

 

charles

dont pmo

 

max

🙄

im yelling at george russell

he will call when i am done and explain

 

charles 

explain what

 

max

i sense we have been the victim of russell plotting, leclerc 

 

charles

what tf is a leclerc

 

max

good question 

family of mediocre racers

 

charles

okay you take that back 

 

GEORGE RUSSELL

23:39

 

max

hi russell

what did you do with my number

 

george

haha

so funny story

 

max

you're so lucky you attended his exhibition or id be killing you right now

 

george

so i heard you talking about your karting days

and missing the thrill of competing with a certain someone

and i mighta heard a certain someone talking about their karting days

and missing the thrill of racing a certain someone

and purely inchidentally

i knew both

so i got a new sim card

and mighta given your number instead of mine

 

max

cool

just a question

why did you give CHARLES LECLERC my phone number

i remember him being a dickhead

he was fucking good at karting

thats all

 

george 

well ur mistaken

u thought i was nice at first

and he was fuckinf good at karting

 

max

so im a poor judge of character

but charles was aggressive on track

did not care for safety at all

 

george

im screenshotting this

sending it to nico rosberg

lewis says hes still haunted by 2015 max

 

max

charles was a good driver.

that was a compliment

 

george

yeah.

 

max

is he okay

after what happened

 

george

i dont know

i dont think thats the type of thing people recover from

 

max

racing huh

cant live with it cant live without it

 

george

so ur not mad

 

max

oh no

im fucking livid.

 

george

oh :(

 

charles leclerc 

23:59

 

charles

r we killing george 

 

max

perhaps

hi charles

 

 

charles

hi max

ur coworker

was that

 

max

Andrea Kimi Antonelli

hes so talented

he has so much potential

i think he could world champ

 

charles

yeah.

i miss it sometimes

(This message has been deleted)

 

max

yeah

i think you couldve

 

charles 

well

a thousand things couldve happened

 

max

i know

im sorry

i said the wrong thing i know

i do that a lot lol

 

charles 

you did

but it is no catastrophic

it is okay

im here

 

max

okay

cool

 

charles

cool

 

max

ur right tho

its all ifs in racing 

 

charles

u got our dream

minus the ferrari

 

max

i never dreamed of ferrari

their cars are shit

 

charles

they have a second driver and everything

 

max

exactly

would be catastrophic if i had to think about others

 

charles

same as back in karting then

lol

 

max

well uve changed

u were a dickhead in karting

 

charles 

hey!

im a dickhead now

im just not rich enough to be a prick

 

max

eh

 

google: charles leclerc art

google: charles leclerc

google: heart attack symptoms 

 

charles

what

what does eh mean

max

 

max

im rich and im not alowed to be a prick

i am, everyone just hates it

 

charles

the mighty max verstappen 

u get away w a LOT

 

max

ive earned it

i havent been racing anyone willing to go wheel to wheel to wheel w me for a while

 

charles

well

i havent been racing in a long time

so count ur blessings

 

max

you know

ur the only man in the world

that would read that sentence and know its a complaint.

 

charles

sat thru enough maxplaining to know

the money doesnt hurt

but u race because you love racing

 

max

fucking hell

maybe george was right

 

charles

of course george was right

he prolly has a fuckin powerpoint about optimising human relationships

 

max

gonna beef w him as payback 

 

charles

as u should

 

max

between the two of us 

hes one of my better competitors

 

charles

i figured

the cars good

 

max

yeah

and the redbull is shit

but hes got the mentality almost

hes not you

 

charles

we were all brutal at 10

 

max

too brutal

 

charles

i know

trust me i know

 

max

ugh

sorry

i can guess what the crash took from you

and u should never have had to give that up

 

charles

yeah well.

thats racing.

 

max

im sorry

im being selfish

 

charles

yes.

a little

 

max

god im so sorry

 

charles

its okay

u can be selfish with me.

 

max

not at the expense of you

 

charles 

since when was that the arrangement 

i will destroy you verstappen

 

max

promise?

OH

that wasnt meant to be innuendo

i miss being challenged man

im too rich

and too good at karting

and my steak too juicy and my lobster top buttered.

 

charles

its okay

drinking too much champagne will give u champagne problems

i wanna kill you a bit

but its okay

 

max

i miss you

(This message was deleted.)

no one else gets it

(This message was deleted.)

i miss the track when it was hard

 

charles

i miss the track with you

god we had fun

 

max

well at the time i didnt appreciate the challenge :p

but looking back id kill to have that now.

 

charles

why? even then u loved the race

 

max

well dad loved the win.

 

charles

oh

of course mon cherie

sorry 

 

max

never apologise for that.

never apologise for being good at the fucking race

i loved every second 

its not ur fault dad was intense

 

charles

intense is a kind word

i know hes ur father

 

max

made me a world champ

 

charles

sure

well i have more to say

 

max

yeah

i know

my friends often do

 

charles

i miss it.

 

max

call me.

 

[00:32: incoming phone cal]

 

Max ruffles his hand through his hair as he picks up the phone. The choice to let Charles call was deliberate, but meant he had had an anxious minute of waiting, and curled in the hotel bed of a foreign country, the alienation only emphasises Max's plight. “Look, Charlie, I… I don't know how much I can replicate, or how much mobility you have in your legs, but… Tell me if you don't want this, but if the speed is what you want- I cannot give you racing back, but I can hurtle a Ferrari at 150 miles an hour around a track with you, if you want.” And Max knows he's rambling, and from Charles's huff of laughter he can tell that the man on the other end of the phone knows too. 

“Max, I don't know.”

“Is it not what you want?”

“Non, chéri, the issue is quite the opposite.” Charles said. “Well, it is not what I want. What I want is never to have crashed, to have continued karting til I was old and grey, but you cannot give me that. But the issue is that- that it is too close. It is too much of what I want.”

“I understand.” Max says, and finds that he does understand intimately.

“It is very kind.” Charles says, and Max can hear him running his hand through his hair, as he always did when he was nervous in karting. The Monegasque was always polished, always thought through his words in a way Max never did. “May I think about it?”

“Yes. I don't know that I can get Monaco, by the way, street circuit and all, but… Well, I am partial to Zandvoort.”

“And the Dutch would die for you?” He says, that delightful hint of honey in his voice dripping invitingly. Max can't help but replay the words.

“And that. Think about it of course, schat, it will always be an offer open to you as long as I can get it.”

“Oui. Merci. It was nice to hear your voice, Max.”

“It was nice to hear yours too, Charles.”

And Charles laughs, and laughs, and even after the time that had passed, Max still pronounced Charles's name the Monegasque way. “I have missed- racing you.” Charles says. Max cannot help but hope the hitch in his voice was hesitation, rerouting a sentence.

“I have missed racing you.” Max says, the words feeling like glass butterflies. It's fragile, delicate, soft, ornate - a thousand shards of promises arranged just so, the shattered outline of Max's heart beating out in fauna. It's the roughness of Max's mind filtered through a sieve of his father's expectations, and their shared sentiment sits heavy in the air.

“Is Kimi still at yours?”

“Yeah. Are you coming to the race on Sunday?” Max asked. Charles sighs.

“No, I do not think so. George offered, of course, and so did Arthur, but…”

“It is raw. I understand.”

“Not even that, like… I love art. I love making it, I love people seeing it. It rips my heart out through my hands just like racing did. I do not usually miss racing this fervently, oui? It is not usually, as you say, raw - not even now. It is just that… I don't know. It's everything I wanted, everything I had, and everything that took from me, and… I don't know. Maybe it's still raw.”

“It's okay. You'll figure it out.” Max says, meaning it fully. Seeing shadows shift outside, he sighs, waiting for Kimi's telltale footsteps. “I have to go. Speak soon?”

“Yes.” Charles says, and Max can picture the smile beneath the photos of Charles's goatee. He grins, pressing the red button, and slings a shirt on as he pokes his head through his door.

 

As expected, Kimi is outside.

 

 

1:18

 

max

sry kimz was anxious

 

9:12

 

charles

it is okay!!!

good luck for qualifying

 

9:42

 

max

thank you

i will try to win for you

 

charles

win for you

silly

 

max

i always win for me

lets make a change

 

F1: Verstappen achieves poll in Q1, 2 and 3!

BBC: Qualifying off to a success for Redbull as Verstappen is in pole position.

 

18:38

 

charles 

im guessing ur not partying

byt mamma mia

maybe you should win for me more often cheri

 

max

it was a motivator

q1 2 and 3 r crazy 😭 

 

charles

good luck for tomorrow 

i will take you up on ur offer from last night i think

 

max

cool

nbd if u pull out at any point

 

 

FRED (FERRARI)

19:45 

 

max

i have a favour to ask

 

fred

yes?

 

max

i have a friend from karting

whos legs are paralysed

 

fred

Charles Leclerc? Tragic

 

max

i mean

 it is charles yes

look he always wanted to be a ferrari driver and thats not possible now

i was just wondering

can u get me access to a ferrari, minimum 2 seater, thaf i can drive round zandvoort on like the week of the grand prix

 

fred

i am not toto, i will not bargain for your employment at ferrari

we can do this for you.

 

max

thank you.

i appreciate it a lot.

 

fred

if anyone asks

its for the publicity or something

 

max

is it not

 

fred

apparently we were going to offer him a contract before he crashed

i cannot take the man out of racing when they already took the racing from the man.

 

max

thank you.

 

 

ADMIN (ZANDVOORT)

19:47

 

max

hey

got a weird one for you - can i borrow the track on grand prix week like Monday or Tuesday or smth that won't interfere. not even half an hour but i want to take Charles Leclerc around the track please.

if at all possible i will be v grateful

 

admin

we'll make it work. somehow.

tuesday is your best bet

 

max

ty

thats rlly kind ty

 

 

charles leclerc

12:07

 

max

this car

is not good

 

charles

no

 

max

but i want number 5

 

charles

yeah

that makes sense

 

max

:*(

ru still up for zandvoort next week

 

charles

yeah

 

max

ur obviously welcome to come to redbull for the actual race

if you want

i think ive sorted most of it?

 

charles

that does not make me feel the most confident, cheri

 

max

no its fineee

oh you can come on my plane if you want but then u r somewhat locked into my travel dates so make ur choice on that

i know tickets will be crazy price and im flying anyway

the track is only free on tuesday

there feels like theres more information you need

uh

u r welcome to my hotel of course

i will get a room i am travelling for free shoutout redbull

and its the same one m*rcedes are staying in so g*orge will be there

 

charles

u ramble a bit

it all sounds wonderful

thank you very much cheri

 

max

no i do not need thanks

idiot 

 

charles

what will the press say

they might think u have feelings

 

max

u r the worst still

 

charles

u missed this

dont lie

 

max

but the press might say i have feelings :(

 

charles

they will never know

itll be our little secret

 

max

FINE

MAYBE i missed you

 

charles 

oh

i missed you too

dramatic much

 

max

im not dramatic

 

charles

yes cheri

im sure thats true

 

max

it is. so.

 

charles

yes i agree

you seem defensive

 

max

whatever

ill pick u up for the airport tmrw?

 

charles

okay. thank you.

cars lowk stress me out now lol

never very accessible

 

max

its fine

was gonna have to get george anyway

prick wants a flight together

ill do my best to help?

 

charles

what a gatecrasher

oicking up the whole of monaco?

ty max 🫶

 

max

might as well get a minivan atp

but no its just u me george and pilot obvi

lando and oscar both figured it might get too icy for them

george russell lives for drama too much to miss out

 

charles

yes

im sure thats his motive

 

max

yep.

nothing to do with you.

 

charles

nothing to do with us

or georges meddling ways

 

max

precisely

lando wants to play padel so i gtg

or hell keep blowing up my phone

 

charles

👍 

see you tomorrow

 

LANDO NORRIS

12:32

 

lando

padel

max

max

max

max

max

u busy

max

stop texting ur wring number

max

max

max

max

max

padel

with me

now

max

 

max

mate

wtf

 

lando

u werent texting back!!!!

max

padel now

 

max

i might be busy

 

lando

yeah yeah

pls

 

max

fine

but know its reluctant

 

lando

why

were u busy pining 

 

max

i wasnt pining!!!

 

lando

uh huh

so why werent u texting ME

 

max

i have other hobbies

 

lando

i checked ur discord

so what other hobbies dyou have

 

max

coulda been racing

or skiing

or any number of things

 

lando

sure. you meeting me at the court

 

max

yeah

walking now 

 

lando

awesome cya

 

GEORGE RUSSELL

12:54

 

george

still good for airmax?

 

max

yes 

 

george

still good to pick me up?

 

max

yes

dyou want me to cook ur fuckin meal prep as well or what

 

george

still on for charles joining us?

and yeah if u could

was thinking deliveroo for the whole thing and whatever my trainer makes me eat but whatever

 

max 

🙄

ur the worst

yes charles is still joining us

 

george

im like cupid for friendships…

unless im like cupid.

 

max

u make me feel homicidal

 

george

yeah 

love you too

 

max

ur infuriating 

 

 

LANDO NORRIS

12:57

 

lando

can u get off ur phone 

 

max

why, is oscar not texting u back

 

lando

he is not :(

 

max

fine

 

The next morning, Max is up at a time that started with an 8. Given he's the one that chartered the flight and owned a private jet, he's not really sure why he's the one picking everyone up, and he knows he can't be bothered to be with George Russell alone, so he picks up Charles first. Charles Leclerc has always been beautiful, but it's only increased in person - polished facial hair and messy curls. Fortunately, well, intentionally, Max brought one of his uglier cars, one with a boot and four seats, so he stows Charles's wheelchair in the back after the man levied himself into the seat. 

“Hi.” Max says, sliding into the driver's seat again. Charles is studying him, and Max knows that he did the same, so he tries not to let the stare phase him. He puts the car in drive absentmindedly and pulls away. “Hi.” Charles says back. The air is thick with all of the things they could say and the things they haven't said, but with the size of Monaco, they're at George's place in minutes.

 

GEORGE RUSSELL

8:23

 

max

were outside

move before i use logic and leave u behind

 

george 

jfc

 

It doesn't take long for George to slide into the back of the car, glancing at the outside. “Didn't know you owned a car like this.”

“Well, it had to be big enough for you.” Max says right back, and George is smirking. Charles turns around, arm propping himself up as he looks at George. “Hello.” Charles's Monegasque accent is clear, and Max might be a bit obsessed with it. George, meanwhile, just grins, and says, “Good to see you. Has Max already forced you into Redbull hospitality?” 

“He has rather emphasised the idea.” Charles confesses. “But he's also got to drive a Ferrari, so I might need to give him some team pride.”

“I've been chain drinking Redbulls as a compromise.” Max says, smirk on his face. “You could do the same, lieverd?”

“Absolutely not.” Charles replies. “That drink, it's a death sentence, non?”

“No.” Max says. “Well… no.”

“Yikes.” Russell inputs.

“Shut the fuck up.” Max says to George, glancing in the rear view mirror. “Please. You're here mostly ornamentally.”

“Only mostly? I knew you loved me!” George says infuriatingly. Max debates the merits of trying to get some poor soul to ram into the side of the car George has slid into. “See what I have to put up with?” He says instead, gesturing with one hand. George grins unrepentantly, but Max doesn't turn his gaze away from the road. It doesn't take long to arrive at the airport, Monaco is a small area and Max knows that he and the other drivers all live close to planes. They could probably have walked. Max doesn't like walking, and he wasn't going to make Charles take luggage while wheeling himself to the airport. Now, Russell, that would've been funny, but George would've driven himself.

 

Max parks in the airport car park, but bypasses the actual airport. After he grabs Charles's chair from the boot, he also grabs the other man's luggage and pulls it towards the plane. George hovers more as Charles moves to his chair, and a part of Max cannot stand it. As much as Charles is now unable to move his legs, he is still capable - but maybe that's just Max, hoping against hope that he'll never have to face the fact that Charles Leclerc wasn't invincible. It's a hard pill to swallow, so Max doesn't face it. If there's anyone who believes in nothing but Charles's skill, then Max would be the only practitioner of that religion. Then again, if there's anyone who believed in anything apart from Max's skill, it would be Charles, Charles who raced Max and then watched Jos Verstappen tear his son's performance to shreds.

 

When Charles and George catch up, Max locks the car. “Alright, lover boy. He usually makes me chase him the whole way to the plane.” George says.

“Well, you are deeply insufferable.” Max says in reply, offering a sweet smile. Charles laughs, all honey sweet, and it's nearly enough to make Max forgive George's nature as the most irritating bitch to plague his life if it makes Charles laugh like that. They extend a ramp from the plane for Charles to go up, and Max regrets the height of his jet because it's got to be a long ramp. They slide in nonetheless and take off quickly, which is a perk of having a private jet - it waits. It takes a minute to get clearance, but they get it, and AirMax is in the sky.

 

George gets out Uno, and they pass the time by playing it until Charles tries to flip the table that's very much bolted down. Max and George laugh so hard they can barely breathe as Charles lets out a string of French that Max is certain are not favourable. Max wins the game that they do play, and George packs it up as Charles continues muttering irritatedly about stupid games, tables and +4s. It's not just because he won that Max is filled with renewed love for competition, but beating anyone hasn't matched up to beating Charles in a while. George pulls out a pack of cards, and they play a game of Bullshit that gets far too loud as George ends up with the majority of the deck, calling out every slight even as Max puts down his entire hand at one point, declaring it “one six” with a shit-eating grin. George, not being gifted with a sense of humour, says, “Bullshit.” 

 

The flight passes eventually, and touching down in the Netherlands always felt a bit like coming home. The fans screamed when Max went near them. There was something about the ego of it all - in the weekend of Zandvoort, Max feels like a god. It's probably why he'sso untouchable on track, because he never doubts the car around the Dutch track and he doubts himself somehow less than the usual number of zero. The point is Zandvoort was a really great weekend, so even as he walks down the ramp, Max feels like he is getting buffs and powerups alike.

 

“Fucking hell mate, you look like a peacock.” George Russell says. Because George Russell is a dickhead. 

 

“People who leech off of my plane don't get to chat shit.” Max says. “Well, George Russells don't get to chat shit.”

“You know you love it.” George says, still under the disastrous notion that he's endearing. Max scoffs, and descending the ramp with his and Charles's luggage, is unable to flip George off. Instead, he says, “Mate, I would love it if you shut the fuck up once in a while, yeah?”

“He's playing hard to get.” George tells Charles.

“I think that is not true.” Charles says.

“Well, okay, whatever.” George grumps, still dragging his suitcase as he climbs into the car waiting for him. “Thanks Max, bye Charles.” He calls and Max nods, opening the door for Charles and putting the chair in the boot once he lifted himself into the car.

 

GEORGE RUSSELL

12:42

 

george

thanks max genuinely

bring this up and ill complain to fia

but i appreciate what ur doing for charles

and me i guess

 

max

its fine

bring this up and ill crash us both out agaun

 

george

understood. 

 

charles

12:58

 

charles

ty for the lift 🫶

and like

everything

and that feels very short because youve done so much with so little reason

but ull be pissed at how much this already is

 

max

yeah

dont mention it

 

charles

ur so annoying

i adore you

 

max

i miss nico rosberg

he never wouldve been nice to me

 

charles

thats coz u traumatised him

😭 

 

max

u watched the INTERVIEWS?

 

charles

of course.

i loved karting man

hell i was in f2

at that point u dont get to back away

even if ur forced to

 

max

:(

ferrari and track tmrw at 2?

ill drive :p

 

charles

u got a rental?

 

max

yeah

dont like taxis even back here

taxi drivers freak me out coz they freak oht when they recognise me and so i lie to them and then i have to make sure they dont find out

 

charles

u seeing ur parents this week?

 

max

nah

my sister and my nieces and nephews are coming to the race

but beyond that no.

 

charles

good.

 

max

yeah probably

 

charles

sorry ange

i shouldnt pry

 

max

its fine

if anyone deserves to know its u

 

charles

not rlly

and no one else deserves to know

 

max

yeah yeah

ru coming to watch me win ;)

 

charles

if vicky verstappen id there fuck yeah

i always adored her

 

max

why

she literally came ti like 3 races

 

charles 

yeah but jos never said shit around her

coz she always fuckin verbally scrapped him

and it put a real damper on a victory if u were gonna get yelled at after

like my dad wanted me successful but he wasnt jos verstappening me abt it

 

max

weirdly sweet

our specialty

 

charles

apparently

 

max

okay

i have to go do some media 

wish luck

 

charles

luck!!!

 

19:42

max

hate media

landos dragging us for drinks

wish luck

 

charles

luck!!!

ur gonna get so drunk if george is accurate 😭 

 

max

cant

ive got a hot date tmrw lol

 

charles 

what a coincidence

me too

 

tuesday

13:35

 

max

okay im going down now

car park?

 

charles

👍 

 

max

collcoolcool

 

 

Moments later, Max is in the elevator and down at the car park, hopping into his car selection. He's had to be deliberate - a good enough car that he can drive it to the race without questions, but easy to drive Charles in. He ends up with a Porsche 911, and when Charles emergs from the lift and rolls down the ramp, transfers himself into the car, Max puts the chair in the storage at the front of the car. He usually doesn't fuck with electric cars, but this was a good choice of car, and will greenwash his image or something as a byproduct. Then again, he has a hypercar in Monaco, so he's not sure how much it will do. 

 

Charles talks. A lot. Max listens, hums, nods, yesses, and is absorbed in the worlds that Charles creates with his stories. He's talking about his day, and Max has never found a Monegasque accent attractive before, but with Charles's passion and soft adoration for the world around him, Max begins to understand. Having picked a hotel deliberately close to Zandvoort, it doesn't take long for them to arrive, and Max is unfolding the chair from the… frunk… And Max isn't a religious guy, he never really saw the need, but he's fairly certain that “frunk” is a sin bad enough to flood the world for double the time.

 

Charles laughs, and Max realises he's been glaring at the frunk since he put Charles's chair somewhere the other man could reach. He snaps out of his stupor, locking the car and stowing the keys in his jeans. Charles wheels himself forward and Max follows, sneaking in front to shake Fred Vasseur's hand as Fred hands him the keys to a Ferrari 296 GTB. Max whistles, looking at the sleek red car. “What? Redbull doesn't make cars, and I have eyes.” He grumbles. “I like fast. What's this, 205?”

“Yeah.” Fred says. “She's a beauty. I think you will like it.”

“You're not seducing me, Vasseur.” Max says, but the grin on his face says differently.

“I am not talking to you.” Fred says, sitting down. “Mr Leclerc. I hope you love it.”

“Thank you.” Charles says, smiling softly. His hand is brushing over the panel of the car, and Max rolls his eyes at Fred. “What? Not all of us are Toto, tripping over ourselves to get you. I mean, if you wanted to sign, we could work something out…”

“Not happening this year.” Max says. He zaps the car. “Where d'you want your chair, Charles?”

“Can we just leave it here?” Charles asks, evaluating the car. Fred shrugs. “I will be waiting, I want to know how he finds the car. I will keep it safe.”

“Sure. Probably secure, or I'm telling the media.” Max says softly, but the threat is clear. Fred throws his hands up in surrender, "Peace. Crikey, mistrustful.”

“Uh huh. Let's give it a go, oui?” Charles asks, transferring himself into the car with a grin. Max nods, leaving the chair with Fred and a glare over his shoulder before he climbs into the Ferrari.

 

Max is not a brand loyalist. He likes fast. He owns Ferraris, so this isn't even news, but the sleek red colour does have an effect. He slips into the driver's seat and puts the key in, listening to the engine. “Oh. Can hear the F1 influence.” He says, and Charles sniffs, and Max does not look over because he's terrified that Charles Leclerc might not be invincible. Max puts the car in drive, and says, “Might not be that quick for the first lap.” He lifts the clutch up, feels first gear, and puts his foot down on the accelerator.

 

They're flying. Max switches through gears, cycles to fifth quickly, gets it down to fourth round the turn, coasts to Hugenholtzbocht, deals with the turn and then, on the straight, he slams his foot down, brings them up to pace. Charles hoots, so Max knows he's not pushing the acceleration too fast for G force given Charles won't have the tolerance he does (or the neck training). They're hurtling round the track, and Max has always known Zandvoort is special, but he never realised this. This magical spark of something, this community of two. They're flying, and the glass butterflies of Max's mental state are finally flying along as fast as the car. 

 

It is, for thirty minutes, perfect. Charles is the right level of noise - never speaking to him to distract him, but never letting him worry for long. It's fragile, in its pure goodness, and Max is down to a cooldown lap where he lets the car slow down, thankful for the time to not decelerate hard enough to give either of them lasting damage. They park right in front of Fred again, and Fred brings the chair over. Max fishes the keys out of the ignition, letting the Ferrari keychain dangle as he slides out of his door, watching Charles do the same. 

 

Charles grins. “That engine, Vasseur, c'est incroyable!” He says. Max engages all of his French knowledge quickly even as Charles switches back to English. “So fucking good. Thank you, mon cheri.” He says, and Max knows instantly that he is the subject, so gives a gruff, “Don't mention it.” Fred grins.

“Careful, Charles, you might imply Max can feel emotion beyond satisfaction and anger.”

“I can, I just choose not to.” Max bites back. “Thanks, Fred.”

“Anytime. Well, I think this was a one off, but the sentiment stands.” Fred says.

“Can't let me drive some more supercars?”

“Got the SF26?” Fred offers. Max laughs at the audacity and hands the keys back. “Absolutely not. Try again next year.”

“Keep your options open. Fair enough.” 

“Seriously, thanks Fred.” Max says.

“Trust me, mon lion, it's not an issue.” Fred says. “Camera guy was around, so… d'you mind?”

“I don't mind.” Charles says.

“No. I guess it's fair.” Max says. “Don't spin a narrative that I'm considering Ferrari. Or that I'm nice.”

“I wouldn't dream of it, but it's hard to make this look cruel.”

“Try.” Max says. “Or don't, I don't actually care.”

“Merci, lion.” 

“Yeah, yeah.” Max says. “See you Friday!”

“See you, mon loup. Charles, are you attending the race? Perhaps the Ferrari hospitality?”

“Non. I believe I am at Redbull or Max will kill me. And if not Redbull, Mercedes. But my heart is with Ferrari always.”

“Oui. Fine. You must come as our guest soon, though - perhaps to Monaco?”

“Perhaps.” Charles says, noncommittally as Max unlocks the car. Charles must again transfer himself into it, and Max puts the chair in the bastard frunk even as he wrinkles his nose at the concept of a frunk. Fred waves to them and Charles waves back as Max accelerates towards the road.

 

“That was fucking beautiful.” Charles says dreamily. “God. I miss it. I also really don't? Like I thought it'd be worse, y'know?”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. Like I don't miss the g force, or the back pain, or… well, I miss the leg pain, but that's more because of what it represents.” Charles rambles, as he does when he's passionate. Max loves it. “There's no way you just picked up a car that quickly, though, we were what, 200 on that last lap?”

“Yeah, well, wanted to drive at 200.” He says with a grin. “Don't fret, lieverd.”

“I'm not fretting, I'm impressed! That was cool. Thanks, Max.”

“Seriously, don't mention it.” Max says.

“Mhm.” Charles says. “Sure.”

“I'm serious.”

“Hi serious, I'm Charles.”

 

Max waits a beat.

 

“You're kidding.”

“No, I'm Charles.”

 

Max groans, pulling into the car park.

“Get out.” He says, jumping out to get Charles's chair.

“That would work better if I didn't need your help.” Charles says. Max hums, unfolding it and passing it to Charles. “Tell the media I didn't help, ja?”

“Max, I'm not helping with your one man vs the world schtick.” Charles says. “That was really nice.”

“What?” Max says, covering his ears, and Charles stretches his arms, grabs Max's elbow and tugs it away from his face, dragging his head with it. Suddenly, they're face to face, and Charles looks at Max, curls his fingers in his hair and they're kissing.

 

A thousand butterflies shatter. 

 

It's not the most masculine image, but neither of this, Max leaning awkwardly to kiss Charles, who is clearly leading. It's not the most masculine, but it is… “Weirdly sweet.” Max says.

“Our specialty.” Charles replies, letting Max adjust his body to be less fucking uncomfortable. Max shrugs, and, crouching, tangles his hair in Charles's curls and kisses him again, hidden from the world as they are. And Charles is laughing, and Max is grinning, and it's perfect.

 

And the camera flashes, and Max glances at Charles, glances at the camera direction, and says, “I'm not running from you.” but he's running nonetheless, after a pap that's already in a car. Max is an athlete who trains his legs regularly and beyond most human ability, trains his cardio just as much, but the car is faster, so he circles back round to see Charles again. He's barely broken sweat. 

“At least they got the less awkward kiss.” Charles says, always optimistic. “Coulda been worse.”

“My management's gonna kill me.” Max says. He's walking, now, and Charles has to move to keep up. “Why? That is stupid.”

“Helmut Marco is stupid.” Max says. “But for, like, Qatar and Abu Dhabi… they will not arrest me, because I'm Max Verstappen, and I will never kiss a man in those countries, but it gets awkward. The FIA gets awkward questions about how they protect their gay athlete, and no one will care that I am not gay-”

“Horrible news, mate.”

“No, like. The second I kiss men, they don't care that I like women too, and… there is a difference. It is important to me, ja?”

“Oh, oui, fair enough.”

“And, I don't know. Dad will call me careless, and I'll get a speech about how I shame him, and I don't know how Vick will react, and I don't want her to find out from the media because my family's important-”

“Max. You said her.”

“What?”

“You don't want her to find out from the media. But Jos?”

“Ah.” Max says. “Huh.”

“Oui. So we can call Vicky, I do adore her, and we can tell her. She will be fine with it, oui? She's been defending you since she was like 10, she can handle one more round.”

“Ja.” Max says. “And mama.”

“Yeah. We can do that. Will she be with Jos?”

“Non. They are not together, that often, now.”

“Huh. Good for her.”

“You hate my father so much.”

“He hurt you.” Charles says. “A lot.”

“Ja. Made me world champion though.”

“Oui. I am not sure it was worth it.”

“No?”

“No. In fact, I don't think it was.”

 

Max looks at Charles. The physical height difference forces Max to think about the crash, about the awful moments, about the red flag, about being certain someone was dead. He pauses.

“Explain?” He asks. It's not really in Max Verstappen's vocabulary, this second chance of elaboration. Charles swallows. “Well, just, what if it didn't? And there are world champions - Lewis doesn't have as fraught a relationship with his father, George's has gotten… more normal over the years, but no one treated their kid like Jos treated you. He didn't have to.”

“But he did, and I'm probably a top 3 driver on the grid.”

“Max, you're the best. We all know it. But he didn't have to… to treat a 14 year old that way.”

 

And Max knows instinctively which race Charles is talking about. The 2012 crash on an overtake, with Jos leaving him at a gas station, and staying silent for a week. 

 

“It made me champion.”

“You made you champion. If Jos could drive like you, are we delusional enough to think he wouldn’t have?”

“No. But he didn't have a Jos Verstappen.”

“Course not.” Charles scoffs. “Look, mon ange, I do not want to fight. Especially not about Jos, because it is pointless. Despite it all he is your father, and I cannot take back the hurt he has caused you.” And they're both going towards Max's room, he realises belatedly, but lets it happen anyway. “But I will never forgive him.”

“That's…” Max says, but holds his tongue. “It made me world champion.”

“Yes.”

“That has to be worth it.”

“Oh, mon couer.” Charles says. “I would hug you, but this chair makes it difficult.”

“Hug me inside?” Max offers, opening the door and holding it, grateful that Redbull splurges for expensive rooms for their best driver. It means the hall is roomy enough that Charles can get through beside him. 

 

Charles swings himself onto the bed and Max follows suit, putting the key card in the holder and slipping next to Charles in bed. “Should call Vick.” Max says, chin on Charles's curls entirely naturally. “Are you sure about this?”

“Max, we both whinged about missing karting against each other enough that George Russell decided to give me your number pretending it was his. I've been in love with you long enough.”

“Okay. Just checkin'.” Max says, facetiming Vicky. 

 

Victoria Verstappen picks up. The formidable woman relaces the “lil sis 🫶” that Max has her saved under, and she's opening her mouth before she registers the scene in front of her.

 

“Goedemidda- oh. Hi, Charles.” She says softly, all the fight drained as she switches from Dutch. “Maxie. How are you?”

“Good, yeah. Got a funny story for you…” Max says.

“I bet.” Vicky says. “You will give me Charles's number later?” She demands, and Max looks at Charles, who is nodding, and he nods in response. “So, might have kissed earlier. Might have seen a paparazzi. Might have chased after him for a bit but lost him. Might be snogging Charles on tomorrow's Times.”

“Oh, Maxie. You are making me crazy. I need to talk to both of you, like, individually. Maxie, you are bisexual?”

“Yeah. How did-”

“Max, being emotionally fucked does not make you subtle. Not to your sister. Not to Charles either, by the look of it. Congratulations. I will run interference with dad.”

“Zusje, you are a miracle.”

“I know. Charles, condolences. Are you dating him?”

“Uh, I dunno, hope so.”

“Oh. Have you been evaluated? Psy- what is the word?”

“Psychologically?” Max suggests.

“Ja. That.”

“I have not. He drove fast, Vicky, I cannot be expected not to fall in love.”

“Mhm. We'll revisit this later when you want to confess how long you've actually been in love. You too, Max.”

“What? Why am I catching-”

“Oh, Vick, Charles overtook me today! He push me off the track, Vick! He is too fast, he is too good at karting-” Vicky mocked. Max gasped. “Betrayal. Of the blood.”

“Ja, ja. Charles, hit him.” She says. Charles does, tapping Max very lightly. “I like him. I will meet him at Zandvoort?”

Max sighs. “Yes, Vick.”

“Good!” Vicky grins. “You will have a horrible time.”

“I don't doubt it. Look, I love you-” 

“Ja, ja, you are calling mother. Or George Russell. Don't stop bloody whining.”

“Mama, then my manager. Charles will no doubt have texted Russell by the time I am done.”

“Ja, ja. Love you too, Maxie. Nice to speak, Charles, meet you again soon! Love you. Congrats, Maxie.”

“Yes. Love you.” Max says, hanging up. Charles lets his head fall into the crook of Max's neck as the other man kisses his forehead. Max lifts the phone to his ear and begins speaking in soft German, mouthing an apology at Charles. Charles begins texting George, anyway, and Max reads over his shoulder between sentences.

 

george

17:22

 

charles

did smth stupid

 

george

where ru

do you need me

 

charles

oh

not that stupid

so me and max went to zandvoort and then i kissed him and then some guy got a pic and then we called vicky verstappen and then i texted u

 

george

fucking hell charles

im like cupid

you snogged max verstappen???

 

charles

yeah

[a selfie of charles with max, max still speaking on the phone]

hes taking to his mum

idrk who to tell

 

george

HI SOPHIE

yelled so she could hear 😇 

 

charles

max says 🖕

if anyones gonna be sophies fav itll be me

or vicky tbh

but me

 

george

olay??? who???

 

charles

me?

 

george

asked.

oh also max is gay?

 

charles

bi

 

george

that makes sense

i was wondering how one man could have so many homoerotic relationships w his teammates

 

charles

oi

that is the most straight man activity of all time.

 

george

kinda true

i support him as a lgbtqia+ ally but hes still w cunt

 

charles

thanks

max says 👍 

 

george

tell him to dtop reading

what if i wanted to gossip

 

charles 

max says 🤷

 

george

cunt

 

charles

i might love him

 

george

I know charlie

im sorry they forced u to be public about this btw

they suck

i miss monaco

 

charles

HEAVY AGREE 

MONACO MY LOVE 🇲🇨 🇲🇨 🇲🇨

ANTI PAP LAWS UR MY BBG 

 

george

yhyh

we get it

 

charles

id hope so 

ur claiming our tax benefits 

 

george

what syou mean

we all live there for the….weather

 

charles

convincing

good pr answer

 

george

👍 

ily and i support u but REALLY?

MAX?

thats a joke hes acc quite cute w u

id he gets aggressive or borderline violent lmk

ill tell the fia 

 

charles

hi its max. u fucking would wouldnt u? ur such a youngest child u prick. snitches get stitches and quite frankly ull be an embroidered tapestry once im fone

oh

having read a line up - yeah mate but also beat me to shit if i hurt charles pls

got ragebaited accidentally my bad. yeah protect him 🙏

 

george

might be the most max verstappen thing of all time

 

charles

watch out on the track

fp1 ❌️ russell crashed out

 

george

keep dreaming

ill show the fia these texts btw

 

charles

u would

bdibsinpap

hey george its me again ur best friend charles

sry max stole it :p

oh

qait hes actually cute

not 2 u tho lmao

kinda funny of hi.

 

george

et tu brutus

 

charles

yeah mate

bool o woh er

 

george 

is that meant to be bottle of water

i was raised in Cambridgeshire mate

i do not speak like a n*rtherner.

 

charles

bool o woh er

 

george

whatever

comgrats ur gay or whatevs

 

charles

yeah yeah

ill cheer for u once on travk

and more if u win

or p3 or p2

 

george

cool mate

slap out a podium easy as

 

charles

kay

 

 

 

 

 

charles

a couple years later

 

max

this is a stupid tradition

i cannot see my husband it is stupid

i want to see u

:(

 

charles

ru texting me at the altar

 

max

no

have not walked in yet

took a break outside to text u

hurry UP mate

lieverd 

i need u

 

charles

go to the fucking altar

or vicky will have to make u

and im scared

 

max

good shout

i still think this is stupid as a tradition 

i wanna see you now

 

charles 

save it for the vows

idiot

 

max

schatje 💔

i must go

ily

see y soon

 

 

 

george

 

george

max is being fucking pathetic 

thanks for the invite lad

 

charles

HE IS? 

he was texting me outside 😭 

 

george

jog or hell kick me

 

charles

yes yes im coming.

 

 

 

INSTAGRAM:

charlesleclerc: got to announce our own news this time. meet mr³ verstappen

[a photo of a beautiful wedding, with Max and Charles in the centre, Max in a black suit and Charles in beige. Beside Max is Victoria Verstappen. Beside Charles is George Russell, clearly holding back tears.. A tiny glass butterfly pokes out of both men's boutonnière. Between the two sits Leo Verstappen, looking very fancy.]

 

 

maxverstappen1: forever yours.

[Max has selected a photo of the wedding entirely different. He's sitting in Charles's lap as they cling to each other, rolling down a hill on Charles's wheelchair and picking up speed. Max is cackling and Charles is laughing and they end up in a pile, suits and knees scraped up. the following photo is of them at the wedding reception, with Charles leaning to whisper something to Max and Max laughing.]

 

vickyverstappen: not to be sappy on the main but my big brother is married and i couldnt be happier for him. @maxverstappen1 this is the best decision of your life. @charlesleclerc… i am glad u r my brother in law but u could do better prolly.

[vicky chose a photo of her fixing Max's boutonnière, centring the butterfly as Max looks at her with a smile. He's clearly nervous and overjoyed in equal measure, buttoning his suit jacket again. She also selected a photo of her, Charles and Max from the portraits, with Max and Charles sat together and her sat by her brother as Max rests a hand on her shoulder as Charles grins at both of them.]

 

fernando alonso: this will be great for me. he has a husband and dog at home.

[fernando has picked an image of the whole grid together at max and Charles's wedding, stood next to george russell and near max.]

 

fredvasseur: knew id get them in a ferrari one day. didnt expect to do it twice

[a pic of charles reaching out of the car, a dark red ferrari, towards max, as if to pull him inside. Max grins, taking his hand. It's clearly a selfie of Fred, who is grinning proudly in front.]

 

totowolff: Is this a bad time to offer him a seat at Mercedes?

[a pic of toto shaking hands with max and charles, crouched slightly to be eye level with charles. both are still in beautiful suits, hair done perfectly.]

 

georgerussell: yeah mate call me cupid

[a pic of george fixing his own hair, clearly posed as charles, half dressed and shirtless, looks at him like what the fuck. another picture shows george and lando at the reception, clearly drunk as they try and tell charles that he can do better.]