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Shane had known exactly how this was going to go when he’d accepted the invitation to return to the alpha’s room with him but after spending so much time apart, Shane couldn’t bring himself to think of it as a bad idea. Besides, they’d spent years having casual sex and Shane would be lying if he said he wasn’t dying to get the alpha’s dick in his ass again.
They talked first. There was a lot that needed to be said considering how they’d left things at Ilya’s house in Boston but as soon as that was over, their lips were locked and clothes started coming off. Shane could feel himself slicking up and knew if it hadn’t been so long since they’d last had sex that Ilya would have his head buried between his thighs to eat him out but Ilya was acting as though he would die if he didn’t bury his dick inside the omega right now.
Ilya prepared him as quickly as possible but still managed to have Shane begging him to fuck him by the time he withdrew his fingers. Shane couldn’t help but cry out as Ilya slid in to the hilt. He knew he needed to get fucked but knowing and it actually happening were two different things. Ilya started to thrust slowly, allowing Shane’s body to get used to it. If Shane didn’t know any better, he would say Ilya was making love to him instead of fucking him but that was likely to be a conversation for another day.
Ilya continued to thrust into Shane, picking up the pace each time when he suddenly felt his knot beginning to swell. Well, fuck. “Shit, shit, shit.” Ilya chanted.
“What's wrong?” Shane asked.
“I'm going to knot.” Ilya replied. In all the years they had been doing this, Ilya had never knotted him before. They both paused their movements for a moment. Shane could feel the alpha’s knot expanding and he would be lying if he said he didn’t love it. He’d never been knotted before but he had experienced nearly every first with Ilya so why not this one too?
“What do you need?” Shane checked.
“What do you mean?”
“Where do you need to knot?”
“Preferably inside you. I can technically do it if I pull out but it will be painful for me.” Ilya explained.
“Okay.” Shane accepted.
“Okay?”
“Yeah. You can knot me.” Shane explained.
“Are you sure?” Ilya questioned.
“Ilya.” Shane kissed the alpha gently. “I want you to knot me.”
“Oh, fuck.” Ilya hissed as his knot locked them together. Shane had to shove his fist into his mouth so that he didn’t scream as Ilya pressed his knot into him for the last time. Shane had never felt so much pleasure before in his life.
“Alpha!” Shane shouted. Ilya quickly kissed him again as they tried to catch their breaths.
“Shane…” Ilya trailed off.
“It’s okay.” Shane assured.
“We’re going to be stuck like this for a while.” Ilya pointed out.
“How long?”
“I don’t know. It’s different with everyone and I’ve never knotted you before.” Ilya explained.
“How come you did tonight?”
“I don’t know.” Ilya shrugged. He couldn’t tell the omega that he’d knotted him for the first time because he was in love with him and couldn’t control it anymore. “What do you think?”
“I love it. I want you to do it again.” Shane admitted.
“We’re going to be doing this again?” Ilya checked with a smirk on his face.
“I can change my mind.”
“You won’t.” Ilya said.
“No, I won’t.” Shane agreed. Ilya just kissed him again. His knot could last anywhere from ten minutes to an hour. He’d never had a knot that had lasted that long before but you never knew. His alpha wanted more than anything to get Shane pregnant, apparently. The only times he’d ever popped a knot had been when he’d been so young he couldn’t control it or when helping an omega through their heat. But he hadn’t been with anyone that wasn’t Shane for a while now. He’d realised he was in love with the omega before November and hadn’t been with anyone but him since. It might have been because they had gone so long without sex. Ilya wasn’t due a rut any time soon and he had no idea when Shane was supposed to go into heat because it wasn’t something they talked about. It wasn’t like he helped Shane through them. Too high a risk.
Part of Shane didn’t want the alpha’s knot to go down. He wanted to stay here, joined with Ilya forever and that scared him. But he wasn’t going to run this time. He couldn’t. Look at how it had gone last time, a disaster of a relationship with a beta woman and he’d still gone crawling back to the Russian alpha. There was no one else for him. Shane knew that now but he didn’t know how Ilya felt. He was too scared to open that conversation right now. Especially considering Ilya’s not had locked them together for an undetermined amount of time. Things would be a little awkward if Ilya rejected him right now.
“Are you okay? You’re not too uncomfortable?” Ilya asked. Shane thought it was quite sweet how nice Ilya was being about this. It was a little inconvenient but Shane couldn’t think of anywhere else he would like to be. The hardest part of this was going to be cleaning himself up and heading back to his own hotel room. Shane was already not looking forward to that.
“I’m okay. It’s not what I expected but no one’s ever knotted me before so I had no idea what was going to happen.” Shane explained.
“What do you do during heats?”
“Well, I have a knotting dildo but it’s not the same thing. I hate it.” Shane admitted.
“You hate it?”
“I’m going to hate it even more this summer when I go into heat now I know how good the real thing feels.” Shane added.
“If you ever want some help…” Ilya trailed off. Shane had to bury his face in the alpha’s neck again so that Ilya couldn’t see him smiling. Maybe things weren’t as hopeless as he’d been thinking they might be.