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Honoka loves Nagisa very much. But she knew the object of her affection will never like her back. It was always Fuji-P, Fuji-P, Fuji-P. Honoka couldn’t understand what her crush saw in the boy.
Well no that wasn’t true, she was friends with him too. She knew Fuji-P was kind and caring, if a bit oblivious as Nagisa was not subtle about her crush on him at all. They had been friends since elementary school for crying out loud! She was mature enough to call what she was feeling by its true name.
Jealousy.
She was jealous that Nagisa would go on and on about Fuji-P. Jealous that they had more in common as athletes. Jealous that Nagisa liked Fuji-P, and not her. She was no fool she knew Nagisa would never return her feelings
She’s been fantasizing about being Fuji-P or taking his place just to be able to have Nagisa like her back. But whenever she does she can’t help but feel a little dirty. She knows that Nagisa must be straight. She would probably be disgusted to find out what Honoka felt for her.
The only time she felt like she had a modicum of a chance to have a happily ever after with Nagisa is when they were Pretty Cure. When they were Pretty Cure they were unstoppable, they had these powers. They were so in sync, since they needed to be to be able to Marble Screw huge monsters into next week. When they were Pretty Cure she could pretend they were more than they actually were.