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The gates of Whitestone close behind her with a sound too much like judgment.
Vex doesn’t slow her stride until she’s through the front doors of the castle. Her spine is straight. Her chin is lifted. No one looking at her would guess that she has just endured two hours in a sitting room with her father.
But Percy has been married to her long enough to read the air shift before she even speaks.
He’s in the library when she enters — sleeves rolled, spectacles low on his nose, some schematics abandoned the moment he hears her boots against stone.
“Welcome home, Lady de Rolo,” he says lightly, already standing.
She removes her gloves finger by finger. Places them carefully on the table. Too carefully.
“Well,” she replies coolly, “I have once again survived an audience with Syldor Vessar.”
Ah.
Percy closes the distance slowly. “And did our illustrious father-in-law manage to insult you directly, or did he prefer his usual sport of implication?”
Her jaw tightens.
“Oh, implication,” she says. “He does so love subtlety. My governance is ‘ambitious.’ My alliances are ‘unconventional.’ My marriage…” She smiles, sharp as broken glass. “Strategic.”
Percy’s expression goes very still at that.
“How very fortunate,” he says softly, “that I did not marry you for strategy.”
She huffs a breath that might have been a laugh in another mood.
“He spoke to me as though I were still thirteen,” she continues, pacing now. “As though Whitestone were some elaborate hobby I’ve taken up. As though I am perpetually one misstep away from proving him right.”
Percy lets her pace. Lets her burn it out.
She stops. Looks at him. The composure fractures.
“He still has a way of making me feel... small,” she admits. “And that makes me furious.”
The admission costs her.
Percy steps forward at once, hands coming to her waist.
“You are not small,” he says, voice low and steady. “You are the Grand Mistress of the Grey Hunt. You are the woman who helped free a city from tyranny. You are my wife.”
Her throat tightens.
“I know,” she whispers. “I know that. But when he looks at me—”
“You are a child again,” Percy finishes quietly.
She nods once.
Silence stretches between them, heavy but not empty.
After a moment, Vex pulls back just slightly.
“I would like a bath,” she says with crisp dignity. “Very hot. Enough salt to rival the Lucidian Ocean."
“An inspired plan,” Percy replies at once. “Shall I add lavender, or would that remind you too much of diplomacy?”
“Percival.”
“Lavender it is.”
*******
Steam fills their chambers quickly.
Vex sinks into the water with a long, trembling exhale she hadn’t realized she was holding. The heat seeps into her shoulders — shoulders that held steady under Syldor’s scrutiny. Shoulders that refused to bow.
Her knee aches faintly from the long carriage ride. Her arm from tension she pretended not to feel.
The door creaks softly.
Percy enters with a glass of wine in one hand and an expression of careful neutrality.
He removes his waistcoat.
“May I?”
She shifts forward in the bath without answering — invitation enough.
Percy steps into the water behind her, settling carefully. She leans back against him immediately, spine aligning with his chest as though it has always belonged there.
His arms circle her waist. One hand comes up to her shoulder, thumb working slow, thoughtful circles into the tight muscle there.
She closes her eyes.
“He said Whitestone would devour me if I wasn’t careful,” she murmurs.
Percy’s jaw tightens slightly against her hair.
“Whitestone adores you,” he says evenly. “And anything that attempts to devour you will answer to me.”
She hums faintly.
“I hate that he can still make me doubt.”
“You doubt because you care,” Percy replies. “He mistakes that for weakness. That is his failure, not yours.”
After a long pause, she says, quieter:
“I do not want to carry him into the rest of the evening.”
“Then don’t,” Percy murmurs into her temple. “Leave him here. The water can have him.”
She exhales slowly. Imagines Syldor dissolving in saltwater and pride.
“Yes,” she decides. “The water may have him.”
Steam hangs thick in the chamber, clinging to the carved stone and softening the edges of the world beyond the bath.
Vex rests back against Percy’s chest, eyes closed, her breathing finally slow enough to count. The heat has loosened some of the tension, but not all of it. He can feel what remains — a coiled tightness beneath her skin, especially along her right shoulder.
His hand slides slowly up her arm, fingertips tracing from forearm to bicep, testing gently, asking permission without words.
She hums faintly.
He moves higher, thumb gliding along the curve of her shoulder, then settling into the space between her neck and shoulder blade. There. The muscle jumps beneath his touch.
“Ah,” he murmurs softly.
He presses carefully, increasing pressure just enough to work into the knot without hurting her.
Vex’s breath catches.
Then she lets out a small, unguarded sound — low and involuntary — and her head drops forward, chin nearly to her chest.
“Gods,” she murmurs, voice gone hazy. “I can feel that all the way down my arm.”
Percy’s brow furrows, even as he continues the slow, deliberate circles with his thumb.
“That,” he says mildly, “is not an encouraging sentence.”
She gives a faint, breathless huff, still leaning heavily into him.
“It’s been like that for weeks,” she admits. “Just… worse today.”
His hand stills slightly, then resumes — gentler now.
“You need to have that reevaluated,” he says, quiet but firm. “Radiating pain down the arm suggests something more than simple tension.”
She sighs, not argumentative — just tired.
“I know.”
“I am serious, Vex’ahlia.”
She tilts her head back just enough to look at him through damp lashes.
“I am aware when my husband is delivering a lecture.”
“This is not a lecture. It is a preventative measure against you attempting to fight something one-handed because you ignored a warning sign.”
She smiles faintly at that.
“I would never.”
“You absolutely would.”
Her shoulders shake with a soft laugh, and some of the earlier tightness eases with it.
He continues the massage, working slowly, methodically — as though solving a mechanical problem. His fingers trace the line of muscle down her shoulder blade, then back up again, careful not to aggravate whatever nerve has been misbehaving.
She melts further against him, trusting his hands.
“It does feel better,” she admits quietly.
“Good,” he replies. “But better is not the same as healed.”
She reaches back, catching his wrist lightly.
“I will see someone about it,” she promises. “Truly.”
Percy presses a kiss into the crown of her head.
“Thank you.”
They settle again, his arm wrapping around her waist, the other resting lightly at her shoulder.
Vex is quieter now. Looser. But there’s a different kind of tension creeping in — not physical.
She traces lazy circles in the bathwater with her fingertips.
“How are they?” she asks softly.
“Mm?”
“Vesper. And the twins.” Her voice gentles further. “How were lessons?”
There it is. The shift.
Percy smirks faintly and leans forward, pressing a slow kiss to the slope of her damp shoulder.
“You are such a mother,” he murmurs fondly. “I adore it.”
She nudges him lightly with her elbow. “Percival.”
“I mean it,” he says, amusement warming his tone. “You’ve just come from diplomatic warfare with your father, and your primary concern is whether our children completed their arithmetic.”
She turns her head slightly, defensive but soft. “I miss them.”
It’s barely above a whisper.
His expression melts.
“They’re well,” he assures her. “I had check-ins from each tutor this afternoon.”
He shifts slightly in the bath, one arm still wrapped securely around her.
“Vesper finished her history essay ahead of schedule — though she added an unsolicited critique of the author’s bias in elven trade agreements.”
Vex snorts. “That’s my girl.”
“Oh, undeniably. Her tutor seemed both impressed and mildly intimidated.”
“And Leona?”
Percy smiles. “Leona attempted to turn her penmanship exercise into an elaborate sketch of a wyvern mid-attack. Technically against instruction. Artistically excellent.”
Vex’s shoulders shake with quiet laughter.
“And Wolfe,” Percy continues, “completed his mathematics flawlessly and then informed his tutor that the problem set could be optimized for efficiency. He is seven.”
She tilts her head back against Percy’s collarbone, pride glowing through the exhaustion.
“They should almost be finishing now?”
“Another quarter hour, perhaps less.”
She hums thoughtfully.
She nods slowly, absorbing that.
“I think…” she hesitates just slightly, “I’d like dinner to be quiet tonight.”
“Quiet is easily arranged.”
“Somewhere smaller,” she adds. “Not the formal hall.”
Percy hums thoughtfully.
“The south sitting room, perhaps,” he suggests. “Near the windows.”
“Yes.”
“With the large rug.”
She glances at him over her shoulder. “You’re already planning.”
“I am always planning.”
He shifts, wrapping both arms around her now, chin resting lightly against her temple.
“If it would please you,” he says casually, “we can all sit on the floor for all I care. Bowls in hand. No ceremony. No silverware worth more than the food.”
She snorts softly. “Percival.”
“I am entirely serious. I will happily abandon every table in Whitestone if it means you look less like you’re bracing for impact.”
That draws her into stillness.
“I do not look like that,” she says automatically.
“You do,” he replies gently. “Only to me.”
The words settle between them.
She tilts her head back slightly, studying his face — searching for mockery, finding none.
“I just want them close tonight,” she admits.
“Then close they shall be.”
He kisses her shoulder again, lingering this
“Wolfe will inevitably spill something,” he adds. “Leona will sit half in your lap. And Vesper will pretend she’s too grown for such things before inching nearer regardless.”
Vex’s expression softens fully now.
“Good,” she murmurs.
*******
The bathwater drains with a low, steady pull.
Percy steps out first, offering Vex his hand as though she were stepping from a carriage instead of a porcelain tub. She takes it, of course — chin lifted, dignity intact, even with damp hair clinging to her shoulders.
He wraps a towel around her with quiet efficiency.
"You look less prepared to duel a diplomat,” he observes.
“Give me ten minutes,” she replies dryly. “I may yet reconsider.”
He smiles faintly and presses a lingering kiss to her temple before stepping away to dress. “I shall retrieve our chaos.”
“Our children,” she corrects.
“Interchangeable, on occasion.”
******
By the time Percy disappears down the corridor, Vex has changed into a loose, soft tunic — deep green, worn thin at the sleeves from frequent use. Comfortable. Unarmored. Her hair is braided simply over one shoulder, still slightly damp.
She makes her way toward the south sitting room, the one with the broad windows and the enormous rug that always seems to collect children by instinct.
The fire is already lit low. Cushions have been scattered with less precision than a formal arrangement would allow.
She barely has time to settle near the hearth before—
The door bursts open.
“Mother!”
Wolfe barrels in first, all sharp elbows and boundless energy, skidding to a stop only when Vex drops smoothly to one knee and catches him mid-impact.
She pulls him into a tight embrace without hesitation.
“There you are,” she murmurs into his hair.
Leona is not far behind — and instead of slowing, she launches herself forward and clambers up Vex’s back with the confidence of someone who has done so a thousand times.
“Did you see Aunt Velora?” Leona demands breathlessly. “Is she still in Syngorn? Did she send anything? Did she say she’d visit?”
“Easy,” Percy says from the doorway, though there’s no real bite to it. “Your mother is not a siege tower.”
Vex, meanwhile, has one arm firmly around Wolfe and reaches back to steady Leona without missing a beat.
“I did see her,” Vex answers, voice warm now — lighter. “She sends her love. And she says Leona still owes her a rematch at archery.”
Leona gasps in outrage. “I do not!”
“You lost,” Wolfe says immediately.
“I slipped!”
Percy steps fully into the room, watching the pile of limbs with unmistakable fondness.
“Gentle,” he reminds them again, softer this time.
Wolfe wriggles free just enough to look up at Vex critically.
“You smell like lavender,” he informs her.
“That would be because I bathed,” she replies gravely. “A radical concept.”
Leona slides down from Vex’s back and collapses beside her instead, leaning heavily against her side as if she hasn’t seen her in weeks rather than hours.
And then Vesper enters.
She doesn’t burst. She walks — measured, composed, twelve going on thirty — though her eyes flick immediately to her mother.
She takes in the damp braid. The softer clothes. The way Vex is seated on the floor rather than a chair.
“How was Grandfather?” Vesper asks.
The room quiets just slightly.
Vex does not hesitate. She smooths a hand over Wolfe’s hair, steady.
“He was himself,” she says evenly.
Vesper’s mouth tightens almost imperceptibly. She understands more than her siblings do.
“Was he unkind?” she asks carefully.
Percy moves closer then, settling down among them on the rug as promised.
“He was predictable,” Percy answers before Vex can sharpen the edges of the truth. “Which, fortunately, your mother handles with remarkable skill.”
Vex glances at him briefly — grateful for the framing.
“I am quite capable of managing my father,” she adds. “But I am significantly more interested in hearing about your essays.”
That does it.
Wolfe immediately begins explaining an optimization strategy for arithmetic. Leona interrupts with a dramatic retelling of her griffon sketch. Vesper attempts composure and fails, eventually sitting closer than she intended.
Percy catches Vex’s eye across the noise.
You see? his expression says.
The children lean into her without thinking — Wolfe tucked against her side, Leona half in her lap, Vesper close enough that their shoulders brush.
The tension from earlier dissolves in increments.
Syldor may command respect and expectations.
But here, on a rug in Whitestone, surrounded by ink-stained fingers and overlapping voices
Vex’ahlia is not small.
She is the center of it all.