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The neon signs over the door hummed like they had a grudge, flickering just enough to make the words THE QUARTER BAR stutter in lazy red across the wet pavement. I pushed the door open with my shoulder and stepped inside, boots hitting old hardwood that had been worn down by a thousand drunks and a million bad decisions. The place felt local in that "nobody asks questions if you don't" kind of way. Close enough to the highway to catch passers-through, far enough off it to pretend you weren't one.
Humidity clung to the wood. Stale cigarette smoke clung to everything else. It hit me like a cheap blanket; one I'd learned as a comfort over the years. Pathetic, maybe. But the world had been weird lately, and I'd take anything that stayed consistent.
Something was different with Sam. Not just different. Wrong.
At first, I'd told myself it was Hell. That the pit leaves fingerprints, even after you climb out. That the twitchy little pauses, the offbeat smiles, the way his eyes didn't always line up with what his face was doing... that it was just the cost of doing business with the devil.
Self-soothing lie. I knew it. I just didn't know what to do about it.
Every new tic, every practiced expression, every grin that landed half a beat late felt like a stranger wearing my brother's skin. Something in him was just... missing. Like somebody had reached in and yanked a wire and told the whole circuit to keep running anyway.
I wanted to be grateful. My world had ended the day Sam went down, swinging, and then it stayed ended. The silence afterward was its own kind of torture. I'd done what he asked. I'd kept my end of the bargain and showed up on Lisa's doorstep, trying to play Ward Cleaver, like I could trade salt rounds for soccer practice and just be something I'm not.
And the cleanup... God. The cleanup. All the things I'd let Lisa see in me tore me apart. She and Ben paid the cost of my "normal," and I was grateful, but I was guilty, and I was trying. I really was.
Then Sammy showed up at my door.
Alive. In the flesh.
Only... not himself.
And suddenly I was split down the middle all over again. One world was quiet, comfortable, but still wrong on me, fit like a hand-me-down suit. The other I'd shoved myself back into the minute my little brother's face appeared, because no matter how hard I tried to play house, hunting was the only language my bones really knew.
Now those two lives were colliding, exactly the way I'd always been afraid they would. And especially after this case, Lisa had every right to blow up my phone. I just didn't have any answers for her.
That frustration had hit sometime outside of Canton, Ohio and just kept rising, like my blood was boiling from the inside out. I couldn't go home to Lisa, I wasn't even sure I had a Lisa to go home to anymore. I was a full day's drive from Bobby's. And crashing alone in some motel room, staring at the ceiling and listening to my own thoughts rattle around? That seemed pathetic.
So I did what I always did when I didn't know what else to do. I found a bar.
Sliding onto a stool near the far end, I chose a spot where I could see the door without looking like I was trying. Ran a hand over my face like I could wipe the week off, and tapped two fingers against the counter, because it's what you do when you're trying not to punch something.
"Beer. Cold as you got."
The bartender sighed like I'd personally ruined his night, then came back and set a sweating longneck in front of me.
"Gracias..." I thanked the bartender in half-assed, half-southern grunt. The tone wasn't on purpose. I wrapped my hand around the bottle and chugged, hoping it might knock something back into place. It didn't. So I turned the bottle and stared at the label as if it was the culprit, but that didn't do jack either. Sighing, I clicked my lower lip, then set the glass down hard enough for it to clank against the counter. The sound let a little of the pressure bleed out of my chest. A start, maybe.
Under any other circumstances, I never would've let what happened this week happen at all. If I'd been in the game, there'd be no monster that got the drop on me like that in that alley, no chance in hell. But I was rusty, I shouldn't have been caught, much less turned. But I'd had my standard backup, and that was the worst of it. Sam just stood there and watched it happen. I didn't care what he said. I know what I saw.
"Careful, Cowboy..." A feminine voice cut through the quiet of the bar top, smoke and satin, edged with something else I couldn't name. My tongue pressed against my teeth as I tipped an eyebrow toward the sound. I hadn't noticed her at first.
"You're sucking the air out of the room."
Three stools down, she sat back in her bar stool with a whiskey glass in her hands, not looking at me. Same pursed lips I recognized in myself. The kind that said she was somewhere else entirely.
Under any other circumstances, I'd have noticed her a long time ago.
She was perched back in her chair like she owned the damn place. Black dress rode high enough to be a problem, dark tights running down a pair of legs that were downright lethal. One arm was slung along the back of the chair, casual as sin, like she was killing time and daring anyone to waste hers. Her sleeves cut off at the elbows. Her medium-brown hair was half pinned up like she couldn't be bothered to finish the job, with a few loose pieces framing a face that sure as hell belonged in a bar much nicer than this. And she knew it. A little gold flower sat on a delicate chain at her throat, gold against skin that looked like it saw plenty of daylight and her whiskey was almost gone, ice melted down into sad little half-moons. There was weight to her, something quiet and heavy in the air around her, but she still wore that partly self-amused smirk like she was in on a joke nobody else had heard. When her hazel eyes caught the light, something in her went darker for just a second as she lifted the glass and took another sip. She was waiting on something, but I was sure it wasn't me.
I frowned, confused. "Come again?"
"For a guy who dresses like John Wayne, you're brooding more like a Bruce." She gave the faintest smirk as she sipped, not quite looking at me. Eyes still on the TV that was playing the local news. "Kinda heavy to drink next to your mood swings, Batman," She flicked a look my way. It his me right in the chest. "That's all." She finished with a tiny shrug.
Warmth climbed my chest, and not from the beer. I glanced around the place, checking to see if anyone else was paying attention. Nobody seemed to be. I looked back at the weathered bar top and let out a quiet chuckle, even though I really didn't feel like laughing. The jab was sharp in the right way. A welcome knife to cut through the tension. "Guess I didn't realize I was killing the vibe."
"You were," she answered with that same smug little smirk, and took another sip as she turned back to her drink. I didn't know if that little smile was meant to invite me in, but there was no follow-up. Just... back to her own world, whatever that was.
I sat there another minute, debating whether to let it go. Could've. Easy. But she wasn't wrong. I was brooding... and I hated that she knew it. I scanned the room again, making sure nobody had clocked me getting checked by a stranger, before I finally set my attention back on her. Something about the way she noticed and threw it right back in my face, made me slide into a stool that was much closer.
"Do you always Dr. Phil strange men at bars?" I asked.
"Just the ones who drink like the world is ending."
"Maybe the world already ended and you just don't know it yet." I shot back, a smirk despite myself.
That got me a real reaction, not just a performance. A genuine but tempered huff of amusement behind pursed lips, like she knew exactly what I meant even though we'd just met. Her head tipped a little to the side as something shifted behind her eyes.
"That supposed to be a pick-up line?"
"Depends," I said, slowing down, watching her face. "Is it working?"
That landed. Her expression softened, to something more human. She studied my face for a bit, and I let her. Something in the way she looked at me said something about trust that didn't make sense between strangers. Like she recognized the shape of my damage. Like it must've looked a lot like hers.
"You're bold," she said after a long pause, finally turning back to her drink. "I'll give you that." That same smug smile came back, but this time it felt a little more deflective than probing.
"Bold's better than brooding, right?" I offered.
"I dunno," she swirled her glass, weighing it like the answer was floating in the ice. "Maybe I liked you better before. Bold is messier."
I grabbed my beer and turned toward her, head bobbing as I matched her tone. "Lady, messy is my middle name."
"Then what's mine?" she challenged, soft and unsuspecting, eyes flicking briefly to the door and back to me.
There it was. The tell.
She was expecting someone. Someone nothing like me. She didn't want to tip her hand, but I'd been doing this too long not to notice. And I was enjoying the hell out of the fact she'd had no idea.
I let the pause linger for a spell, because sometimes silence is a weapon. "Trouble." I answered.
She side-eyed me with deliberation, actually thinking, while I kept my pacing on purpose. She held my eyes as she downed a bigger sip than before. Buying time. I could see it.
"...Jane," she said at last, setting her glass down and extending her hand.
"Dean." My palm met hers, warm and firm, her hands more calloused than I would have thought. I hooked her gaze and felt that flicker, like I'd finally caught a chip of vulnerability in her armor. But her eyes narrowed at my name, like it hit somewhere it shouldn't.
"Dean," she repeated, tasting it. Testing how it fit.
"Winchester." I finished.
"Mmm. You don't look like a Dean."
"What do I look like?"
She studied me, head tilted. "Like someone who isn't here just for a beer."
I smirked, dodging on instinct. "Guess I'm here for the company."
"Ooh, the flattery card, this early in the game?" Jane huffed a quiet laugh, then shook her head, continuing, "You don't really like breathing room, do you?"
I scoffed before I answered. "You're forecasting all my best moves, Jane, does that mean it's not gonna work?" I scanned the bar as I spoke, then turned back to her and leaned in.
"Depends on the night." She scoff-laughed in a tone that told me that one wasn't a joke.
"The night, or that date you're waiting on?" I kept my voice easy, like I wasn't watching her for the flinch.
She held my gaze and chewed her whiskey as she slowly set down her drink. Yeah, she hadn't expected that. And she definitely hadn't expected that I, of all bastards, had seen it.
She sighed with a half-smile and crossed her arms, leaning forward on her elbows. Then she raised her glass in a lazy half-toast and tipped it toward mine.
"Dean Winchester, you may be a kind of messy, that I admit, I have underestimated."
I smirked and nodded at the bartender trying to slide me another beer.
"Don't sweat it, sweetheart, you're not the first." I turned, grabbed the bottle, and gestured for him to set down a round for Jane too.
"I bet." And there it was, that little burn in the air between us. Something underneath the banter. Some understand that went beyond bar games. She carried age in her eyes, and not in years.
Not the kind I usually found in a place like this.
I mirrored her when she tossed back the last of her whiskey, savoring the burn, while I took a swig from my bottle. We were pretending this was casual. We were both lying.
I rolled the beer bottle between my hands and asked what my mouth wanted to ask before my brain could get in the way. "What's a woman like you doing drinking alone, anyway?"
"A woman like me?" She arched an eyebrow; mock offense laced with humor.
"You know... tight black dress, fancy necklace, perched up like you own the place."
She chuckled low. "If I owned the room, I wouldn't have been paying for my own drinks."
I grinned, because she was good. "You're dodging."
She inhaled and shook her head with another huff of amusement. Didn't offer more. I didn't push.
She countered, "You local?"
"Not exactly." I took a sip; let it sit on my tongue a second before swallowing. "Passin' through."
She hummed like she didn't buy it. "Mmm. Someone passin' through usually means someone who's running from somethin'." There was a tiny bit of a drawl in her words at times. Made it harder to place where she was really from. But my gut said the answer wasn't anywhere near here.
"Maybe," I said, smirk tugging at the corner of my mouth. "Aren't you?"
Jane's laugh was short and real. "Touché." She thanked the bartender as he set down the fresh whiskey. "So what's got you passin' through?"
"Uhh, family visit. Hadn't seen my brother in a while so I... came up to spend some quality time. And now I'm heading home."
"Where's home?" she asked.
"We'll see when I get there." Not a lie this time. Not even a dodge. Just the ugly truth.
I watched her watch me. Like she recognized something in me that made her feel steadier instead of scared.
"What about you?" I offered. "Family?"
Jane's head ticked sideways as she tipped the glass to her lips. "Same answer."
I recognized the dodge because I'd lived inside it for years.
"Alright, mystery girl," I said, leaning an elbow on the bar. "Gimme something. You won't tell me why you're here. So gimme a hobby, a story, somethin'."
She smiled faintly. "Hobbies, well, let's see. Travel. Sleeping with one eye open. And, uh..." She tapped the whiskey glass with her pointer finger. "Collecting vices."
I grinned, because yeah. She was still playing coy, but at least she was entertaining.
"Yours?" she countered.
"Classic cars. Classic rock. And a handful of bad ideas."
"You seem like much more than a handful."
"Something tells me you are too." I leaned in close on that one, close enough to let her decide the distance. She lingered, glanced down to my lips, and for a second, I thought she might actually go for it.
Then she turned back to her whiskey instead, like she'd caught herself enjoying the game too much.
I leaned back, took another swig. We set our glasses down at the same time, unintentional unison. Then we both scoffed like we were annoyed at ourselves for the cliche.
A small beat of silence took over, thick and stupid.
Then we laughed. Brief, at first genuine. And then infectiously as if we'd started to giggle during a funeral and just couldn't stop. The kind that sneaks up on you. The next rounds came easy. Conversation, too. About nothing. About everything. Music. Bad diner food. Road trips that went sideways. She dodged personal details, but so did I.
And I found myself grateful she'd never seen me handle a weapon, because then she wouldn't ask the kinds of questions that make you lie fast.
Or so I thought.
"So, Winchester," she paused, teasing my last name like it finally tasted better, then rested her head in one hand and leaned against the bar to face me. "What do you do?"
I paused, chewed on my answer. For a second I wanted to bluff something cooler, but my brain was jammed up with other things.
"Uh," I began, rapping my knuckle on the bar top. "I work in pest control."
"Pest control?" Her face pulled back with confusion and skepticism that actually made me blink. She lowered her head in a little nod and pointed to the window.
"That your black Impala outside?"
My smirk tightened. No one ever challenged that answer. "Maybe. Why?"
"Doesn't exactly scream "pest control", does it?"
I smirked, went coy on instinct. "I left my big white roach van back at the house."
"Uh huh." She shook her head, teasing, laughter in her tone. "What do you actually do?"
"Apparently, I'm a professional strike out."
She laughed at that, bit her lip inward, and didn't press. But something in her smile said she knew more than she should. And not knowing what, or why, drove me crazy.
Before she could toss another hard one at me, a phone buzzed.
Hers.
I watched her check it, and the light left her eyes in half a heartbeat. She straightened and set her glass down, the same way I had when I first sat.
"Everything okay?" I asked.
"Uhm, No..." She slid off the stool, eyes glued to the screen like she'd just spotted a predator. "I'm sorry—I have to go." She slapped a fifty on the bar, grabbed her things, and darted for the door that led to the alleyway. Not the front door.
Something in me understood that kind of exit. I'd made it a lifestyle.
But something else in me didn't like it. Not one bit.
"Was it something I said?" I half joked.
My voice stopped her halfway to the door. She sighed. Then, in two strides, she was back on top of me, fingers in my jacket, yanking me to her as her lips found mine.
Deep. Electric.
My arm wrapped around her waist without asking permission, pure instinct, and pulled her closer. The first one was hers, the second one was ours, and the third was mine. For one dumbass second, a part of me that never felt full, actually felt whole, like her lips had rewritten something in my chest.
When she broke away, she tucked her bottom lip inward, eyes narrowed and unreadable.
"Mmm..." I barely noticed she was already prying my hand off her waist.
"Not what I expected."
And with that she was gone.
I sat down hard on my stool, stunned, like the floor had shifted under me. My palm dragged over the back of my neck, trying to catch up with what had just happened. My brain was stuck between the weight of her against me and the whiplash of her disappearing right out the door.
Then the mirror behind the bar caught something else.
Movement.
Three men slipping out the same door she'd just used. Heavy, dark coats. Quiet. Purposeful.
Dangerous.
My stomach dropped.
She might not have been waiting for someone; she might be running.
The warmth in my chest iced over. I threw cash on the counter and followed, instincts snapping into place like cocking my pistol.
Too sharp to be drunk locals. No swaying, no stumbling. They moved like they had a job.
Too obvious for cops. Even undercover, they didn't care who saw them. That meant they were more worried about losing her than getting made. That spelled violence.
Demons? Maybe. But there was no sulfur, no stink, none of that nasty heat you feel before the hell-show starts.
Angels? Trench coats fit the vibe. Way too clean for street scum. But why the hell would they be hunting her? What the hell did angels even hunt?
My chest tightened. Whatever she was, this wasn't ordinary.
The alley smelled like rain, asphalt, and rot. I checked my waistband holster out of habit. Gun. Knife. Angel blade tucked where it belonged. I had options. I moved fast enough to close distance, but not so fast I threw away surprise.
Then I heard it.
The scuffle hit my ears before the scene hit my eyes. Boots scraping pavement. A low grunt. The crack of knuckles against bone.
My heart started pounding like I might already be too late.
Screw surprise.
I rounded the corner hard, voice booming, pistol up.
"Jane!"
I scanned the alley with my gun, ready for anything. Human, monster, whatever.
But what I saw stopped me cold.
She wasn't running. She was fighting.
And worse, she was winning.
A fourth guy came out of nowhere, grabbed for her wrist like she was an easy target. She caught his wrist right back, dropped her weight, slid under him hooking her leg around his ankle. He went down face-first into a puddle with a sound that was equal parts satisfying and disgusting.
She doubled back toward the three from the bar, and that's when it clicked.
This had been deliberate.
Cat and mouse. She'd lured them. Drew out the extra player.
This wasn't her first rodeo.
But now it was still four on one, and I wasn't sure what the hell I was witnessing.
The first guy lunged. She spun and drove her heel into his temple mid-stride, like she was turning off a light switch. The second rushed her while she was still coming out of the kick, but she was already rotating back, elbow cracking across his cheek. The third grabbed her by the throat.
My body twitched forward.
But she broke his grip by pulling down hard on his elbow, used him as leverage, half climbed him, and drove her knee into his nose. She landed on her feet as he stumbled back, blood pouring down his face.
"Jane!" I barked again, gun hovering at the edge of decision. I didn't know if she needed backup or if I was about to shoot somebody she didn't want dead.
The guy who'd eaten the puddle got back up and pulled a blade.
And my gut clenched because I knew that silver steel.
Angel blade.
My brain did a hard stutter.
But Jane was already on him. She wrapped her arms around his middle mid-swing and launched them both into a forward roll, ripping the blade from his hand in the tumble. She landed on top of him and drove it into his chest.
Grace left his body with that familiar sound, like the air itself sighing out.
Jane moved like she'd been doing this her whole life. Fast. Brutal. No wasted motion. Pretty. Effective. Damn near graceful. She used her whole body, twisted her smaller frame into leverage, made men twice her size fold like they were made of paper.
And I just stood there, because suddenly I wasn't sure who I should be helping anymore.
My hunter's rules didn't apply to this.
My instincts screamed to protect. My head screamed this is above your paycheck.
The three from the bar were getting up again, too fast; determined. The last one barely saw her coming. She ran him down, slammed her side into his chest, hooked a leg around his neck, and stabbed him in the throat in one clean, horrifying motion. She locked her ankles, swung her upper body down toward the asphalt, and took him with her. She landed on her knees as he flipped and hit the ground, grace burning out of him like blue-white fire.
The first man swung a hard right hook from behind.
She stayed low, fluid, swept his legs, and sank the blade clean through him like she was pinning him to the earth.
She moved like something from a damn spy movie. No one moved to get back up. No one but her.
I was too shell-shocked to do much more than blink as she skipped to the last one, still bleeding from his busted nose, and ripped his coat open like she was looking for something.
She found it.
Small vials. Glowing white, smoke twirling around the inside.
My heart stopped so hard it felt like it skipped a beat.
"What the hell—"
Before I could finish, she dragged the blade across his throat. Deep. Clean. Damn near personal.
Grace spilled like white-blue fire, hissing and swirling around her open hand. The angel beneath her couldn't heal. Couldn't fight it. His grace bent like it belonged to her.
Her lips moved, low and melodic, Not in Latin. Not Enochian. Not anything I recognized.
I crept a step closer, pistol trained on her now, because there was no way in hell, she was just human. My finger brushed the trigger out of reflex more than confidence. Because I didn't know what I could do if I needed to stop her.
"Jane..." The name came out different now. Less certain. Half warning. Half question.
Then her eyes slowly rolled open.
Not that angelic light blue.
Silver. White. Grey at the edges. Something I had never seen before.
The air around her cracked with graceful light, blinding and searing.
And she was gone.
I stood in the alley, alone. Four bodies cooling on wet concrete. The smell of grace and blood mixing with rain and asphalt. The warmth of her kiss still burning like a brand against my chest.
My pulse thundered in my ears, adrenaline and disbelief tangling into something almost like anger. She'd played me the entire time.
"Son of a bitch!" I shouted to the empty air.
And for the first time in months, Sam wasn't the only thing keeping me up at night.
