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    Wiebe could tell he was wearing Ilya down, but he still looked nervous. "Ilya," Ilya stilled. To his team he was always Rozanov or Roz or Rozy, never Ilya. "You're our guy. There's nobody I'd rather be our captain, to lead this team to another Stanley Cup. It's clear you don't like the guy, but we both know how good this could be."

    Ilya jerked his head in a nod. "We will destroy everyone, this is true." Wiebe seemed satisfied. Ilya stood to leave and delivered one last look at Wiebe "But I do not have to be happy about it."

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    Shane and Ilya are estranged for years after Tuna Meltdown. Then Shane confuses everyone by signing with the Raiders.

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    Shane knows the plan to wait to come out until they retire isn't ideal, but he doesn't have a better one. He thinks that he and Ilya can make it work, until his mom points out how long they will have to live their lives in the shadows.

    But once he realizes that, he immediately knows that he can't come out. It would ruin his legacy.

    He's pretty sure that's why he doesn't want to come out. No other reason. Right?

    He is sure that's all it is until Ilya asks him if he would be safe if he came out. And he can't answer.

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    or Yuna does the math on the retirement plan and when she points this out it opens Shane's eyes.

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    also known as this author had (1) idea for a scene and had to reverse engineer a multi-chapter fic to make it happen.

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    childhood, adolescence, youth, and love against trauma

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    The prologue picks up mid-book 6, but rather than Brad posting the video to Twitter he sends it directly to the Montreal Metros. In this universe, Shane and Ilya are not outed to the world, but Shane is still kicked off the Metros team and transfers to Ottawa.

    This fic follows Shane and Ilyas first year as teammates, settling into their lives together after getting secretly married over the summer. In this timeline, Shane learns to heal from the wounds of being outed to his team, Shane and Ilya get to ease into being a full-time couple before being thrust into the spotlight, and they get to navigate coming out on their own terms.

    After a decade of the world being too hard on them, I just really wanted my favorite husbands to find a soft place to land. While the road is still long and difficult, this AU is all about putting them back in control of how they want the world to see them. It also gives so many more hilarious opportunities to watch other characters react to them coming out.

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    Told through tweets, screenshots, interviews, and fan threads, Shane Hollander and Illya Rozanov’s rivalry slowly turns into something softer and more complicated—something the internet notices long before either of them is ready to name it.

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    A Reddit post highlighting the various rumours surrounding Shane and Ilya's relationship manages to escape containment and create internet drama. Shane and Ilya decide to come out on their own terms and internet chaos ensues.

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    Shane and Ilya decide to come out by building up their public friendship and slowly starting to hint at a relationship.

    One of these men is chronically read as straight and the other is Ilya Rozanov.

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    when shane hollander comes out as gay to the montreal voyageurs, he expects pushback before things return to normal. he did not expect to be benched, isolated, and quietly traded to ottawa six weeks later.

    he definitely didn't expect that he would be getting married to the love of his life in a courthouse before either of them is ready to go public.

    OR!! shane comes out to the voyageurs after breaking up with rose and that changes everything.

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    Ilya wanted his happy ever after, his HEA. He had had enough of “happy for now.” He felt so close. He was on a winning streak with his team, which included his husband. He had a dog and parents who came to their games in shirts stitched together, the backs reading Hollanov. He was so close, he could almost taste the Cup, the champagne. So when he wakes up one fateful morning in a bedroom that’s so familiar but also so far from his own, he can’t help but wonder what cruel fate the gods have given him this time.

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    Ilya gets swapped with an Ilya from an alternate universe where Scott didn't win the cup in 2017, there are no out gay NHL players and they didn't go to the cottage together. Oh and Shane gets stuck with AU Ilya.

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    your fave is problematic - yourfaveisproblematic.tumblr.com/post/6453061/ilya-rozanov

    Admin note: POST IS WIP
    1. Admitted to using the f-slur during his rookie year in the NHL and doubled down with ableist remarks on Twitter.
    2. He’s a stalinist and supports the unlawful slaughter of children.
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    rozanovdefender replied to yourfaveisproblematic
    “the unlawful slaughter of children” YOU MEAN THE ROMANOVS??

    habsbluntrotation reblogged ⇄ yourfaveisproblematic
    girl not to be a bolshevik on main but the romanovs sorta deserved that one

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    Ilya Rozanov lands himself on yourfaveisproblematic for—well, quite a few reasons.

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    Nobody knows Shane Hollander is a classified little and that’s exactly how he wants to keep it. Things don’t go to plan thanks to caregiver Ilya Rozanov

    **previous title “Papoolya”

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    Fate and the media are hell bent on making sure Ilya Rozanov ends up dead or on a porn website. Unfortunately for both he's a spiteful bastard with talent that's impossible to ignore and an agent that missed her calling as world conqueror.

    No one is happy about his place in the NHL.

    Never one to lay down and die, Ilya tries to navigate a world not made for him and hell bent on kicking him out of it.

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    Shane Hollander walks in on something he absolutely should not have seen.
    Marlow threatens murder.
    Hayden is one stress-induced nosebleed away from a breakdown.
    And Ilya Rozanov is having a deeply personal crisis about his gaydar.

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    Cliff Marleau can be a dumbass, it’s fair to say - anyone can, some people would claim it more likely for men, and some people would certainly claim that being in a profession that involves violence, speed, and sharp things, and a ridiculous among of travel all on a regular basis would make it pretty likely for someone to be a dumbass. He does dumb shit sometimes, but it’s usually pretty basic.

    Actually, how this started was years ago, when he still felt just barely out of being a rookie himself and Coach asked him to keep a watch on their new Russian rookie Ilya Rozanov, now Boston’s captain and one of Cliff’s good friends.

    And Cliff is pretty damn curious about the girlfriend Ilya swears he doesn’t want to have.

    OR: Cliff's investment in getting Ilya to admit he's more invested than normal in Montreal Jane throws him and the Boston Raiders down the path of queer allyship.

    title from 'Bejeweled' by Taylor Swift.

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    Don’t get him wrong Harris loved doing all the usual team questions and he was very grateful to have a team who was actually on board with answering him and doing any videos he asked. But he has to keep it interesting, so he came up with a new idea, unfortunately it required someone chronically offline, thankfully Shane Hollander was part of the team.

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    No matter how hard Shane tried, he could never erase the memories of the night that echoed in him every time they bent their heads over the puck, every handshake a shock to his system.

    So when the call came early last week that he had been flipped to Ottawa in exchange for a decent defenseman, one of their top prospects, and a handful of draft picks, of course the first thing he thought of was Ilya Rozanov.

    Not his family, not his hometown, not the exciting team they’re building. Shane only thought of eyes the color of the sea, his hand pulling on dark blond curls, and the sound of a Russian accent moaning his name that rang out in his mind more often than not when he jerked off.

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    In June 2010, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the first and last time.

    In July 2021, Shane Hollander is abruptly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs.

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    submitted 3 minutes ago by /u/MermaidBarbieEnjoyer1999 to R/Diabetes

    How Much Does Glucose Persist In Semen Post-Meal?

    Hi, please disregard if you are not a low carb t1 diabetic.

    How long does glucose persist in semen of a nondiabetic? My (25m, t1) partner (26m, nondiabetic) ate a cookie with 90g of carbs and I briefly considered whether I could get high glucose just by witnessing it.

    I am trying to keep my carbs tight right now. Just to head off the criticism, no, I’m not too low on carbs, no I don’t have an eating disorder, and yes it’s okay with my endo that I keep my carbs tight. I like data, and I like numbers. In some way t1 fits me in that way. Anyway, this means that I’m not really willing to risk my carb limit by…you know.

    Any input is appreciated.

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    It’s a beautiful, perfect night, yet Rose’s chest tightens like she’s going to suffocate from fresh air.

    “Rose Landry.” Rozanov’s voice is deep and quiet, rumbling across the pavement like one of his infamous sports cars, accent curling around the “r’s” in her name like a snake. He tilts his head to her, a facsimile of a nod.

    Rose nods back—what else is she supposed to do in this situation? “Ilya Rozanov.”

    Rozanov’s lips twitch. “Ah, you know me, yes?”

    “Hard not to,” Rose responds. “Your reputation precedes you. And you seem to know me.”

    “Hard to miss the billboards. You look very...blue and naked in them.”

    Rose Landry meets Ilya Rozanov for the first time outside Bell Centre after a Montreal-Boston game while trying to surprise Shane. He is not at all what she expects, and it changes everything.

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    Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.

    OR: What if Ilya came into the tuna meltdown with slightly upgraded social skills and no one actually ran away before they had a conversation?

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