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  1. 2

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    Ten year old Luxu runs away from home.

    Prequel to Parts 1-3.

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  2. 76

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    "'And now here you are again, looking out for me always. Always…”'

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    Expanding on Dream Eater Riku, mostly on the idea that he permanently bears the mark of a Dream Eater after DDD. Because I know KH3 is still unexplored and unfinished by some (including me somewhat) I feel I should say there are no KH3 spoilers here :)

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      Always and Forever, By Your Side by necroneol

      Work/Series ID: 18072272

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      Riku/Sora (Kingdom Hearts)

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      "'And now here you are again, looking out for me always. Always…”'

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      Expanding on Dream Eater Riku, mostly on the idea that he permanently bears the mark of a Dream Eater after DDD. Because I know KH3 is still unexplored and unfinished by some (including me somewhat) I feel I should say there are no KH3 spoilers here :)

  3. 94

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    It was an accident. Kairi and Sora were supposed to be on a mission. Nothing big. It was supposed to be easy. In and out. A couple of days max.

    But when Kairi rushed in, bloody all over and fear in her face, Riku knew.

    It had gone wrong.

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    Ivan is found asleep in a cryotank in the deepest part of the ALNST Museum and is brought back by the rebels.

    Till, who spent the last seven years learning how to stop fearing his ghosts and the people who haunt him, now has to face his biggest fear yet— his feelings for his presumed-dead best friend.

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      A Cure I Know by orphan_account

      Work/Series ID: 67502666

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)

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      Ivan is found asleep in a cryotank in the deepest part of the ALNST Museum and is brought back by the rebels.

      Till, who spent the last seven years learning how to stop fearing his ghosts and the people who haunt him, now has to face his biggest fear yet— his feelings for his presumed-dead best friend.

  5. 49

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    Till lets in heavy gulpfuls of air, like he’s struggling to breathe, his palms wrapped over his throat. Ivan feels something stir, and he hates the implication. He doesn’t want to think about it. But maybe that’s why he was cursed to roam here. Maybe he was forced to.

    Ah.

    Maybe Till was forced to.

    There is a presence looming around Till. Ivan doesn't know what to make of it. It doesn't matter.

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      parasitic devotion by fisheye (nemoys)

      Work/Series ID: 67381987

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)

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      Till lets in heavy gulpfuls of air, like he’s struggling to breathe, his palms wrapped over his throat. Ivan feels something stir, and he hates the implication. He doesn’t want to think about it. But maybe that’s why he was cursed to roam here. Maybe he was forced to.

      Ah.

      Maybe Till was forced to.

      There is a presence looming around Till. Ivan doesn't know what to make of it. It doesn't matter.

  6. 49

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    The march of time has not made missing him any easier.

    Ivan.

    All movement arrests. Till can see the way Ivan snaps to attention in his mind, the way his eyes lock onto him with acute focus. He does not look down towards him. He can’t bear seeing nothing when he can feel Ivan’s presence with him so strongly.

    You too. The sluggish stroke of his fingers within him picks back up. Till is certain of his smile this time when he presses his mouth against the flat of his stomach, and Ivan’s lips loiter in a kiss that Till feels in his soul. I wanna make you cum too.

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      28 by aryu

      Work/Series ID: 66983005

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)
      Ivan & Till (Alien Stage)

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      The march of time has not made missing him any easier.

      Ivan.

      All movement arrests. Till can see the way Ivan snaps to attention in his mind, the way his eyes lock onto him with acute focus. He does not look down towards him. He can’t bear seeing nothing when he can feel Ivan’s presence with him so strongly.

      You too. The sluggish stroke of his fingers within him picks back up. Till is certain of his smile this time when he presses his mouth against the flat of his stomach, and Ivan’s lips loiter in a kiss that Till feels in his soul. I wanna make you cum too.

  7. 23

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    Ivan gets a horrible migraine at the end of class, through the midst of the pain he calls his boyfriend to come save him for the pain and pressure.

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  8. 7

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    There is no memorial, so Till draws.

    (Exploring how Till might feel about Ivan’s death including a short bit about watching Ivan’s Black Sorrow performance.)

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  9. 76

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    Ivan shows up to school with a choker around his neck.

    Black. Thick. With flat silver studs.

    Till narrows his eyes at it from his seat behind the jock.

    Or, a jockemo AU in which Ivan and Till court each other through style choices.

    IVANTILLWeek2025 day three: Style Swap/AU

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      Jockemo Courting Rituals by catturner7007
      Part 3 of IVANTILLWeek2025

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      ID: 4883377
      Words: 15,752 | Works: 7 | Complete: Yes | Bookmarks: 7
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      Making these a series cos I like the organisation of it.

      Series: completed.

      Work/Series ID: 66645499

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)

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      Ivan shows up to school with a choker around his neck.

      Black. Thick. With flat silver studs.

      Till narrows his eyes at it from his seat behind the jock.

      Or, a jockemo AU in which Ivan and Till court each other through style choices.

      IVANTILLWeek2025 day three: Style Swap/AU

  10. 33

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    He didn’t understand love, even with the result of it growing in his lungs. His was obsessive, clinging to Till’s every reaction because he couldn’t find it in himself to be that expressive. Obsessive to the point of forcing himself into Till’s space when he was nothing but a bother. A thorn in his side, only for those very thorns to end up in his throat.

    What would come out of telling? There were still a few years before the selection for the competition began. If he didn’t perish from the disease he would on stage eventually.

    It was only the beginning.

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      nothing in the world is mine for free by chaibuns

      Work/Series ID: 61304848

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)

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      He didn’t understand love, even with the result of it growing in his lungs. His was obsessive, clinging to Till’s every reaction because he couldn’t find it in himself to be that expressive. Obsessive to the point of forcing himself into Till’s space when he was nothing but a bother. A thorn in his side, only for those very thorns to end up in his throat.

      What would come out of telling? There were still a few years before the selection for the competition began. If he didn’t perish from the disease he would on stage eventually.

      It was only the beginning.

  11. 47

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    Till sighed and started to follow, but Ivan grabbed his wrist and pulled him close again.

    “Why do you always do this, you freak?” Till tried to escape, “People are gonna get the wrong idea about us.”

    Ivan just smiled, “Are you going to tell her this year?”

    “Yeah, you got a problem with it?” Till blushed, but tried to keep it together.

    “No,” Ivan said, releasing his death grip on Till’s wrist (seriously how was he so strong), “Just wanted to say good luck.” Ivan winked and then skipped off towards the girls, grabbing Mizi’s hand and swinging it, their laughter echoing across the lawn outside the building.

    “That motherfucker,” Till grumbled before running to catch up with his friends. The biggest obstacle between Till and the love of his life, his main rival in the competition for Mizi’s heart was— of course— Ivan.

     

    or: Till thinks Ivan is in love with Mizi and that they're rivals.

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      You'll Always Be With Me by Woopscoop

      Work/Series ID: 59499637

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)
      Mizi/Sua (Alien Stage)
      Ivan & Mizi (Alien Stage)
      Ivan & Sua (Alien Stage)
      Ivan & Mizi & Sua & Till (Alien Stage)
      Mizi & Till (Alien Stage)
      Hyuna & Till (Alien Stage)

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      Till sighed and started to follow, but Ivan grabbed his wrist and pulled him close again.

      “Why do you always do this, you freak?” Till tried to escape, “People are gonna get the wrong idea about us.”

      Ivan just smiled, “Are you going to tell her this year?”

      “Yeah, you got a problem with it?” Till blushed, but tried to keep it together.

      “No,” Ivan said, releasing his death grip on Till’s wrist (seriously how was he so strong), “Just wanted to say good luck.” Ivan winked and then skipped off towards the girls, grabbing Mizi’s hand and swinging it, their laughter echoing across the lawn outside the building.

      “That motherfucker,” Till grumbled before running to catch up with his friends. The biggest obstacle between Till and the love of his life, his main rival in the competition for Mizi’s heart was— of course— Ivan.

       

      or: Till thinks Ivan is in love with Mizi and that they're rivals.

  12. 18

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    In the garden of Anakt, there existed one blue haired boy named Till. In this music training camp, the kids had learned to call this boy a musical prodigy.

    Ivan knew that this couldn’t be any further from the truth. No, Till was at the top of his peers because he worked his ass off to reach the top. Till worked on music excessively, especially when he was inspired. Then, he'd work during class, during free time, and late into the night when he was supposed to be sleeping.

    The next day, Till would show up to Anakt Garden tired and cranky. On these days, Ivan mourned the typical fiery reactions he’d get from Till. Yet, Ivan quickly learned to appreciate this side of Till too.

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      Sleepy Till by Glowstick_spud

      Work/Series ID: 58058848

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)
      Ivan & Till (Alien Stage)

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      In the garden of Anakt, there existed one blue haired boy named Till. In this music training camp, the kids had learned to call this boy a musical prodigy.

      Ivan knew that this couldn’t be any further from the truth. No, Till was at the top of his peers because he worked his ass off to reach the top. Till worked on music excessively, especially when he was inspired. Then, he'd work during class, during free time, and late into the night when he was supposed to be sleeping.

      The next day, Till would show up to Anakt Garden tired and cranky. On these days, Ivan mourned the typical fiery reactions he’d get from Till. Yet, Ivan quickly learned to appreciate this side of Till too.

  13. 17

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    Ivan and Till throughout the years of ANAKT Garden, through Ivan’s eyes.

    IvanTillWeek2024 Day Four: Childhood

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  14. 28

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    ivan always loved till, till didnt realize until it was far too late.

    (ivantill drabbles and oneshots to get me out of writers block)

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    He feels just as free as this filthy air, free from that perfect cube that made up his world for years.
    "Where are we going?" He asks, eyes trained up on the sky.
    "Anywhere!"

    or Till doesn't let go.

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      Cheers! by heart_sun

      Work/Series ID: 61060162

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)

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      He feels just as free as this filthy air, free from that perfect cube that made up his world for years.
      "Where are we going?" He asks, eyes trained up on the sky.
      "Anywhere!"

      or Till doesn't let go.

  16. 18

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    What if ivan got the warmth he so desperately craved before death welcomed him?

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    Till holds Ivan as he bleeds out

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    His voice, oh so angelic, belonged to them. His words, his appearance—everything he was, it was meant for them.

    But he had always belonged to only one person.

    A voice overtook his own, as soft as the clouds were above the Anakt Garden, coming from Ivan’s right. Ivan’s hands twitched around the microphone.

    The aliens did not deserve his attention. Not when Till was here.

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      My God, My Universe by Currently_Unknown

      Work/Series ID: 60454930

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)

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      His voice, oh so angelic, belonged to them. His words, his appearance—everything he was, it was meant for them.

      But he had always belonged to only one person.

      A voice overtook his own, as soft as the clouds were above the Anakt Garden, coming from Ivan’s right. Ivan’s hands twitched around the microphone.

      The aliens did not deserve his attention. Not when Till was here.

  18. *

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    The cheering of the aliens in the audience sounds a lot like rain, Till thinks, and he wonders if this is how Ivan felt. If he felt as much solace as Till does now, dying with someone at his side. Bastard. 

    The world bursts with colors, vibrant life. Artificially green grass and blue skies with lazily floating clouds. He's standing in the middle of a field barefoot, with the familiar weight of a collar on his throat. The same one he died wearing. In front of him is Mizi, hand in hand with Sua, who Till remembers died like a firework show--a beautiful spectacle that tore apart everything it touched. The first thing Till does is to turn around, to turn away from the star that mesmerized and blinded him, and at his back is--

    Black eyes, wide with surprise, fingers curled into the bark of a tree just meters away. So, so close.

    Maybe God hasn't abandoned us after all.

    His ears pop. Blood streams from his nose, a steady trickle.

    Ivan catches him when he faints.

    If there's anything Till is, it's stubborn and a tad vindictive.
    (They really should have killed him right the first time.)

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    • 19 Feb 2026

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      Ephemeral by Bunnes

      Work/Series ID: 60078064

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      Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)
      Mizi/Sua (Alien Stage)
      Ivan & Mizi & Sua & Till (Alien Stage)
      Mizi & Till (Alien Stage)

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      The cheering of the aliens in the audience sounds a lot like rain, Till thinks, and he wonders if this is how Ivan felt. If he felt as much solace as Till does now, dying with someone at his side. Bastard. 

      The world bursts with colors, vibrant life. Artificially green grass and blue skies with lazily floating clouds. He's standing in the middle of a field barefoot, with the familiar weight of a collar on his throat. The same one he died wearing. In front of him is Mizi, hand in hand with Sua, who Till remembers died like a firework show--a beautiful spectacle that tore apart everything it touched. The first thing Till does is to turn around, to turn away from the star that mesmerized and blinded him, and at his back is--

      Black eyes, wide with surprise, fingers curled into the bark of a tree just meters away. So, so close.

      Maybe God hasn't abandoned us after all.

      His ears pop. Blood streams from his nose, a steady trickle.

      Ivan catches him when he faints.

      If there's anything Till is, it's stubborn and a tad vindictive.
      (They really should have killed him right the first time.)

  19. 18

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    ''In another life?''

    ''In another life."

     

    Or: Ivan lives after Round 6, but what is a mortal if not helpless to the will of God?

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  20. 50

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    Till and Ivan go to an autumn festival together.

    IvanTillWeek2024 Day One: Autumn

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