beautiful boy
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“I don’t think you understand.” I mutter. “I have a lot of love for the people and things around me. I love Hanbin, I love Yujin and Ricky and even Hao. But I love the way being high makes me feel even more. That’s my problem.”
Journal entries from Kim Gyuvin, a drug addict battling with his sobriety along with maintaining relationships.
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- Part 1 of beautiful boy
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for you, my beautiful boy by taelhrts for makiyahmacarons
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
10 Mar 2025
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“Why would you bring me here? Dad would’ve never let you do this to me, how could you?” Gyuvin squeaks and all of a sudden his eyes are burning with tears and spit gets lodged in his throat.
He straightens his posture, glancing up to the ceiling as he lets out an exasperated sigh as to not let any of his pitiful, grief-stricken tears fall down his already flushed cheeks. He didn’t want to–god–he didn’t want to send his sixteen year old brother to rehab but what was he to do? Of course Dad wouldn’t have done this, their mother wouldn’t have either but he isn’t either of them, he’s not a parent. He’s a teenager himself.
Hanbin’s life changes when his parents inevitably pass away and his younger brother gets hooked on methamphetamines. Somewhere along the way he no longer feels guilty for putting himself first.
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- Part 2 of beautiful boy