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At a Glance by Kahvi
Fandoms: British Actor RPF, Sherlock (TV) RPF, Benedict Cumberbatch - Fandom
31 Dec 2013
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After a series of random encounters with a girl who keeps showing up near the Sherlock set, Benedict finds himself interested and fascinated... when he accidentally insults her. Can he find her again and set things right, or is she gone from his life forever?
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The Way to a Man's Heart by TetrodotoxinB
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Aug 2017
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Bucky wakes up from cryo in Wakanda eight months after the Accords and the fracturing of the Avengers. With the collective scientific genius of Stark, Banner, and Pym, Bucky has the priming sequence erased permanently from his mind. No longer the Winter Soldier, and having been cleared of his crimes following a dissolution of the Accords, Bucky returns to the states to try his hand at a normal life, or at least at doing good in the world. That normalcy is shattered when, after a mission gone wrong, some of Bucky’s conditioning reasserts itself and he’s forced to start back at square one. Bucky fights the physical and mental pain of his conditioning to learn to eat again after years of never being allowed solid food by HYDRA. At the same time, Steve is forced to confront his longest held beliefs. Through all of it, Bucky, Sam, and Steve fall together in different ways as they are forced to face their troubles and their pasts.
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Indisputable by darkindigo (indigonow)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
10 Jun 2018
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He strains, he yearns for praise, for compliments, for recognition. All he wants is the positive attention, and he blooms under it like a flower turned to face the sun. With encouragement he is the best, and without it he’ll push himself without regard for anything around him until he’s there again at the forefront of people’s minds. He’ll force them to acknowledge him if he has to, because he can’t live without it.
Bakugou has struggled all his life to be number one, and he's cracking to pieces every moment that he isn't.
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The Return Of A Story Told In A Timely Manner Part Two: The Sequel by TimeCloneMike
Fandoms: Undertale (Video Game)
09 Nov 2018
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Frisk STILL has the flu.
Nobody is happy with this.
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- Part 6 of Don't Trust The Flower
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“Captain America represents the values of our country. The recent allegations about his sexuality are specious and designed to smear an American icon. Captain Rogers regularly attends the Church of Saint Agnes and invites the citizens of New York to attend worship with him this Sunday, April 14th. God bless America.”
Nobody was ever going to know. Steve would be a good husband, a good father, and he’d never give in to sin and touch another man.
But Steve makes two mistakes, one after the other: he leaves two words out of the Pledge of Allegiance, and he doesn’t notice a camera flash among the strobe lights of a dark club, because he’s dancing with his clumsy hands on Tony’s hips.
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“Captain America represents the values of our country. The recent allegations about his sexuality are specious and designed to smear an American icon. Captain Rogers regularly attends the Church of Saint Agnes and invites the citizens of New York to attend worship with him this Sunday, April 14th. God bless America.”
Nobody was ever going to know. Steve would be a good husband, a good father, and he’d never give in to sin and touch another man.
But Steve makes two mistakes, one after the other: he leaves two words out of the Pledge of Allegiance, and he doesn’t notice a camera flash among the strobe lights of a dark club, because he’s dancing with his clumsy hands on Tony’s hips.
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Disordered thinking can cause or encourage anxiety and self-hatred. Often times, people experience more than one type. Sirius Black is no exception. He has a tendency to use black and white thinking, sorting everything into two categories of good or bad, right or wrong, love or hate, and so on. Sirius is also prone to personalization, a type of disordered thought process where the person is under the impression that everything another does is in direct response to them. People who personalize situations tend to compare themselves to others in an attempt to see who is smarter, stronger, more attractive, and so on.
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- Part 3 of Sirius Black
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still the shakes by magicites
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
10 Sep 2020
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“You must be so lonely, Qingqing. I could never imagine! I can help you, you know. Make you a little less lonely. A little less cold.”
Wang Lingjiao touches her cheek, pushes at her until Wen Qing is forced to meet her eyes. Her smile is coy and her eyes glitter with delight. “You really are pretty,” she says. Her thumb sweeps under the delicate skin of Wen Qing’s eye. “Why not be warm for a night?”
She is so tired. So, so tired.
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Wang Lingjiao looks for another anchor in Nightless City. Someone else to keep her safe should she ever fall out of Wen Chao’s favor — not that she will, but just in case.
She finds Wen Qing.
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Nothing Either Good or Bad (Thinking Makes It So) by IncineraryPeriphery
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
18 Sep 2020
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“You don’t have to go back if you don’t want to, y’know.” Tomura says casually, leaning back far enough that he’s nearly parallel with the ground. He’s also keeping his middle fingers raised away from the chains, spinning himself in a circle like he doesn’t really know what to do on a swing.
Izuku isn’t inclined to tell him otherwise.
(He shouldn't be here. He shouldn't be here.)
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- Part 2 of When the Wind Is Southerly
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“Zuko?” Azula breathed, and she heard her voice shake. “This isn’t your room, Zuzu, it’s mine. You shouldn’t be here anyways…” She trailed off, because it was at that moment that she realized that Zuko’s face was unmarred. Just this afternoon, she had seen her brother’s left side get terrifically burned. She remembered how Zuko lay curled around himself on the ground as Ozai walked away. Azula remembered how she had smiled viciously as she watched.
Still, an unharmed Zuko stood right there, glaring at her.---
Azula began to unravel far earlier than anyone realized, right after her brother was banished.
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alternate title: A Tale of Two Zukos
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"When Tessa opened her eyes, she wasn’t greeted by clocks on the wall or the endless ticking she normally was. Instead she woke up in a home vaguely reminiscent of her childhood one with her adoptive dad. Little stuffed animals stacked up in the corners from countless gifts he tried to give for her love, the room painted a soft pink that he had painstakingly painted over himself before she was adopted just to make her feel more welcome- even if pink wasn’t her favorite color.
It was a room that felt like love and warmth.
But waking up in this room didn’t mean anything good. Usually it meant Mary was out."
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A glimpse into Tessa's inner world.
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Here's a menu, come on in.
Five times Richard cooked and one time he didn't.[Richard POV, Till/Richard. Spans pre- and post-German reunification.
Current chapter: 05. 'Daube Provençale'. The penultimate part of a tale in which friends are abundant and the food wonderful, but Richard's emotional state is hell.] -
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Donnie breaks down before the end of the movie.
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storm-darkened or starry bright by spencers-renaissance (tomlinsoul)
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
11 May 2021
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If in some rare and far-flung universe, Derek did want to date Spencer Reid, he wouldn’t want to date this version of him: an HIV-positive ex-addict, reckless and unsafe. He wouldn’t want to date a man so heartbroken and lovesick that he got black-out drunk and slept with someone just because he bore a passing resemblance to Derek.
Spencer spends the evening staring into the mirror instead of going out with the rest of the team, desperately trying to find the man he was three days ago under the burden of broken suffering he seems to have picked up along with the diagnosis, the positive test, the sympathetic doctors.
or; Spencer contracts HIV. It all falls apart after that.
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- Part 7 of Bad Things Happen
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Rain is a Chance to be Touched by spencers-renaissance (tomlinsoul) for DegrassiFanatic
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
07 Aug 2021
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"He doesn’t really understand how he’s gone from being a genuinely happy person, thick as thieves with everybody on the team, to this. It’s almost as though somebody’s cut the rope tying him to the others and now he’s drifting away, sinking without everyone else’s buoyancy to keep him afloat. He can see them all still tied together, barely seeming to notice their drowning team member, clearly not missing his presence."
When Spencer is shot in the knee and Hotch's whole family comes under attack, the depression that's been slowly creeping up on him over the last couple of months takes over, shrouding him in a dark cloud he can't escape.
Hotch finally realises what's going on, but before he can say anything Spencer leaves the BAU. He throws himself into the life of the younger man, desperate to make him happy again, but will their budding new relationship actually blossom? And is Spencer's relationship with the team broken forever?
A Hotchreid-centric recovery fic centering on season five, heavily featuring Penelope Garcia. As it should.
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Bucky : I’m going to the arctic to get away from having to have social interactions
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Here's a secret which isn't a secret— in his dreams there's a blue-haired man who has sapphire eyes and pearl-white enamel carved into daggers.
This is a story about healing.
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A little excerpt of what thoughts can get like in episodes of disordered thinking - or at least, that's what I think it is. Basically a vent fic set in my universe where Host has DID. And autism now, apparently. As I'm diagnosed with autism and have dissociation issues, I'm not sure which it is lmao
Written completely by Caelum, though Host did influence for some of it. Without even saying hi. Rude. /lh
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- Part 6 of System!Host
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Под Богом by littledoctor
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel (Comics), Marvel Ultimates
17 Aug 2021
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«Капитан Америка представляет ценности нашей страны. Недавние предположения касательно его ориентации ложны и предназначены для того, чтобы очернить имя американской иконы. Капитан Роджерс регулярно посещает церковь Святой Агнессы и приглашает жителей Нью-Йорка присоединиться к нему на мессе в это воскресенье, четырнадцатого апреля. Господь, храни Америку».
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