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There’s no trace of exhaustion on Eddie’s face as he comes back, a paper tray with two coffee cups in one hand and a huge plastic jar of cheese puffs in the other.
“What is this?” Buck shakes his head. “How are you still hungry?”
“Road trip food.” Eddie makes a face, like Buck is the one being ridiculous. “You don’t have to be hungry. You just have to be on the road.”
Buck laughs and reaches for the jar. “I haven’t had these in forever.”
“Same,” Eddie says, popping the lid open. “No road trip in the Diaz family ever happened without them.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah.” Eddie laughs quietly, shaking a few into his palm. “We’d get cheese powder everywhere – seats, clothes, our faces. Our mom would get so mad every time. Make us clean up after.”
He looks down at his hand and adds, softer, “But the mess was always worth it.”
Buck and Eddie drive back from Nashville, what could possibly go wrong?
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the road trip kidnapping fic.
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- Part 2 of the long way home
- Part 4 of buddie nde fest
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Where Ever You Go (I Follow) by MysticCloud97
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
02 Mar 2026
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Tired of the treatment he has received from the 118 during the lawsuit, Buck moves to Austin. Eddie realises his mistake and follows after him.
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- Part 1 of Where Ever You Go (I Follow)
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What if Chimney didn't just punch Buck? What if he was so blinded by his own rage and desperate need to find Maddie that he injures Buck far deeper than a single punch? When Eddie finds his best friend unconscious and barely breathing on his own kitchen floor, it starts a tidal wave that no one saw coming. With Buck fighting for his life, the 118 is divided on if Chimney actually did this to Buck or if Buck was just lying to get back at Chimney for taking Maddie from him. Regardless, Chmney is AWOL with a warrant out for his arrest. And he's on the run with Jee-Yun.
Eddie is doing everything he can to keep Buck alive and back on the road to recovery. And surprisingly he has some help from someone he least expected, Tommy Kinard, who has become a lifesaver to both Buck and Eddie. But when Chimney is arrested and Jee-Yun is placed in Buck's custody, can Tommy and Eddie manage to keep Buck from drowning? Or will Eddie finally lose his best friend? And will Tommy lose the man that he quickly fell in love with? And just how long will it take for Buck to realize that he was madly in love with Tommy? One thing is for certain, this new family was in for some serious turbulence.
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- Part 1 of Loving Evan Buckley
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Buck stood in the center of the destruction, breathing in ragged gasps. Sweat poured down his face, his back. His t-shirt clung to him, soaked through. But he was freezing. Shaking so hard he could barely stand.
The fire under his skin burned hotter. Something was wrong. Something was happening inside him, twisting and churning and demanding-
Need. Safe. Need safe. Not safe. Need-
Buck's vision tunneled. His body moved without permission, autopilot taking over where conscious thought had fled. Up the stairs. Stumbling, nearly falling. His hands grabbed his comforter, sheets still tangled from this morning, a lifetime ago, and yanked them off the bed.
Down the stairs. Each step a monumental effort. His legs barely worked.
The blankets hit the floor in the only clear space left, near the couch. Not enough. Not enough.
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С 2, интересно
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Post lawsuit and grocery store confrontation, finds Buck wanting to desperately make amends with Eddie, but Eddie fresh from one of his fights is in no mood to listen.
Eddie may come to realise that his fists aren't the most dangerous part of him, when his words can have more lethal consequences.
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so so so good, may reread
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After being forced to use up his vacation days, Buck feels more alone than ever. Things are still strained between himself and his Firefam so he reaches out to a friend he met online. Shane invites him to come and stay with him and his wife, and while in Aus, Buck learns how to feed a joey, makes friends with chickens, and when a bushfire rages nearby, he steps up to the fight.
The 118 have no idea, until they see Buck's face on international news coverage of the fire.- Language:
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One second, he’s in the sky. The next, he might as well be six feet under. His world swims around him, where everything is safe. Everything is comfortable. Everything is wrong. Where one small decision decades ago could have changed his life - but is it for worse or for better?
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- Part 4 of Ghost Protocol
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Tommy Kinard had arrived at the apartment expecting to just drop off the box of things he’d found while packing up to move. He had arrived expecting Abby to snatch the box, maybe say something deservedly nasty, and slam the door in his face.
What he had not been expecting was Evan Buckley.
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Maddie’s eyebrows rise, and she looks past Buck to Eddie, the corners of her mouth curling upwards. “My kisses don’t work on Uncle Eddie,” she says, and if she thinks Buck misses the way she says it—Uncle Eddie—she’s sorely mistaken. He knows exactly what she’s doing.
And he realizes too late that that means he should probably be afraid.
Jee gasps, eyes going wide. “What?” She asks breathlessly. “Then how will his ouchies get better?”
Maddie hums thoughtfully—performatively—before her eyes slowly slide over to Buck. He starts to shake his head, unsure exactly what she’s about to do but deeply aware that he’s not going to like it. “I have heard,” she says, leaning into her like she has a secret, “That best friend kisses are just as good as mommy kisses.” She tosses her hair over her shoulder and looks at Chimney. “And almost as strong as daddy kisses, too.”
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or, Buck kisses Eddie's ouchie
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Jee gets buck to kiss Eddie's black eye. Eddie confesses his love
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Stupid is what stupid does by stargazingstormtrooper92
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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"So, you're saying they've been this way since the day they met?"
Ilya and Maddie are snuggled up on the far end of the table with perfect overview of the entire group, talking just under their breaths so no one could hear them.
"Yup. You wouldn't even believe. Buck was mad at him for half a shift before he figured he actually loved the guy. Do you know he actually told me that the first time he saw Eddie that day his brain was replaying that 'whattaman' song in his head?
"And to think he needed another five years to figure it out he's bisexual. Crazy."
Ilya spits out his beer and Maddie hands him a paper towel not even flinching. He almost yells:
"HE WHAT?"
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Or: part 2 of 'Communication is the key' Buddie and Hollanov crossover. The gay bar meet up. Maddie is a Raiders fan, Haas is fangirling over Bobby. Centaurs and 118 family feels ❤️ Buddie are still dumb4dumb but they get there eventually.Series
- Part 2 of Buddie & Hollanov crossover
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Evan Buckley was born with the singular purpose of saving his older brother. And it works: the cells graft and Daniel's cancer goes into remission. Instead of becoming a grim secret that haunts his family for years to come, Daniel lives.
In some ways, it makes all the difference.
In other ways, it doesn't make any difference at all.
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Evan knew he'd be in a group home forever. I mean, who wants a 15 year old boy who's got autism and ADHD? Nobody. That's the truth. Everyone wants a pretty, shiny baby, perhaps a young, cute toddler. Not a traumatised, desperate of love teenager. So why was he chosen? That's the question he wants to know. Maybe it was pity.
OR bobby and athena foster/ adopt teenage evan buckley!
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It wouldn't be very professional for me to reward you here by nlpiersee
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
13 Oct 2025
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Eddie ... is not happy that the Buckley parents are at the firehouse. He doesn't even know who let them in to wait for Bobby to get back from the hospital with Buck. Whatever. Bobby can deal with that. But Buck was absolutely not talking to his parents, and not alone. Eddie had kept his feelings for Buck to himself for ... apparently too long. Because Buck had still nearly gotten himself killed in that warehouse. He hadn't known that he had Eddie and Chris to come home to. He was going to tell Buck's parents off for all the shit they put Buck through, with or without Buck beside him. Someone needed to stand up for him, and Eddie was the world's worst at expressing positive feelings if they weren't for his son, but he would do this to show Buck how much he loved him.
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- Part 71 of 9-1-1 AUs
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He's stuck. Pinned beneath a slab of concrete that feels like it weighs more than a truck. His radio is crushed somewhere under the wreckage—he can’t reach it, can’t even turn his head far enough to check. His chest rises in shallow, ragged gasps, each breath harder than the last. The air’s thick with dust, choking, dry. It scrapes at his throat like sandpaper, and he can feel the panic starting to creep in, tight and hot in his chest.
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Or, debris topples on top of Buck after saving Bobby. No one notices. Not for a few hours.Series
- Part 4 of 9-1-1 Buddie Canon
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“They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”
“So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”
“A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”
“And I am—”
“The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”
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Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.
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- Part 1 of make way for Buckling
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“In the event of their untimely death,” the lawyer tells him, “the McCallums listed you as the legal guardian of their daughter.”
Well. That doesn’t clear things up in the slightest. “They have a daughter?”
“Yes. Cassandra. She’s three.”
Before he’s even begun to process that, Buck blurts out, “And they chose me?”
In which Buck becomes the guardian of the daughter he never knew he had. Together, they discover what happiness truly means to them.
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- Part 1 of what a heart can do
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Prompt fill.
Buck has always had to work hard to keep two parts of his life separated: his regular, human one from that of the dog he's able to shift into. As a human, he knows that he's in love with his best friend Eddie and that it's never going to happen. A chance encounter in his dog form with a distressed wolf pup might change everything...
The word belongs to his human mind, lost to him while he's in this shape. He searches for it, desperate to call the thing he's leaving behind by its name, but gets distracted by the scent of the earth, warm and wet, full of the forest coming to life in the aftermath of rain.
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Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.
But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”
—you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—
So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.
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Ever since losing his team and leaving the Seals, Buck has been alone, haunted by his past. His arrival at the 118 provides him a chance to move forward, but his past is never too far behind.
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It’s one of the rare occasions where Buck has a day off work that Eddie doesn’t also take off, and Eddie is…. fine with that.
Totally fine.
Buck is spending the day with his boyfriend, allowing them to have a full seventy two hours off shared together, and frankly, Eddie has seen enough of the two of them together. He doesn’t need to be there.
Only, a few hours into the shift, Eddie gets a call from Tommy.
Just Tommy.
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Something’s wrong with Buck.
(A/B/O setting, spoilers in tags!)
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