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  1. 43

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    “Hey man,” Eddie says, sliding into the seat next to Buck and pulling him out of his thoughts. “You good? You’ve been staring at that wall for a while now.”

    Buck blinks as he raises his head, caught off guard by Eddie’s concern. Part of him wants to snap at Eddie—tell him to go ask Hen, since they’re so close now. Buck’s jealousy has always had teeth; a beast he doesn’t always know how to control, or how to keep from snapping its jaws at people.

    But right now, it’s overshadowed by the excitement of Eddie looking at him; seeing him. There’s a warmth spreading through his chest, one he hasn’t felt in a little while, and all he can think is more, more, more and look at me, look at me, look at me.

    Keep looking at me. Look at me forever, because when no one looks at me, I feel like a ghost.

    Or: Buck doesn't know how to handle the way everything is changing and it makes him fall back into old habits.

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  2. 99

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    During the Rose interlude Shane gets an Oura ring sponsorship and wears it on his right ring finger. Ilya, being Russian, loses his goddamn mind about it.

    Disclaimer: this is not an ad and I do not know how Oura rings work (but it’s ok because I’m pretty sure neither Shane nor Ilya really do either).

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    Fabian and Adaine are werewolves. Kristen and Gorgug are vampires. Fig’s more devilish than ever. And Riz is… still just Riz. A team of college freshman on their first guild-accredited adventure should probably spend more time on killing the Big Bad Evil Guy and less time talking about Riz's health habits. But as the only 'normal' one in the group, Riz finds himself the center of alot of pent-up anxieties. AKA: Riz is the only short-life mortal on the team, and everyone is projecting a bit.

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    My dabihawks family au in order!!♡

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    Zanka's getting real sick of Jabber having the upper hand. No matter the occasion, no matter what area, the Raider always seemed to be one step ahead. And it seemed like it was going to stay that way.

    At least, until a strange encounter reveals one of Jabber's potential weaknesses. Gentle affection.

    This was Zanka's chance. He could finally get one over on Jabber. If it weren't for one tiny problem. Zanka's own weakness: these strange, soft feelings he's been having for Jabber.

    But it's fine. All he has to do is suppress them, squish them down. Out of sight, out of mind. He was going to get a win against Jabber, a win that counted.

    You see, in spite of everything, Zanka hasn't exactly learned to stop being arrogant.

    It'd be fine. He can do this. Jabber won't ever have to know about these feelings.

    (Spoiler Alert: It would not be fine)

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    “How the fuck are you acting so normal?” he blurted out rudely.

    You didn’t seem bothered at all by his tone, however, and simply tilted your head at him. “Hm? What do you mean?”

    “That jacket you have, that shit’s hella old. You must’ve been following me since I debuted or something right? Why aren’t you acting like… a fucking fan?”

    “I mean…” You pointed between the two of you, gesturing some type of connection. “I get it, you’re a hero, and I’m an idol. We’re different but both of our careers kinda makes us famous. I mean, we both have fans right? I think we both should know well enough what that’s like. Just because I’m a big fan doesn’t mean I’m going to faint or anything just from meeting you. I know you’re still a regular person, just like me.”

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    "He’d never taken his shirt off in all the months they’d been fucking. Not because he was particularly insecure, no, Ryuunosuke couldn’t care less about his appearance. He knew he wasn’t attractive, but that didn’t really matter when you live the life he does. No, he can’t be bothered to keep track of what features of his others would be most disgusted by, he didn't take his shirt off because he didn’t dare be without Rashoumon. "

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    The first time Akutagawa feels comfortable being without Rashoumon during sex. He's not particularly proud of his body, but Atsushi thinks he's gorgeous.

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    “Ilya,” he whispers. “I want this. I want to know when you’re hurting and when things are hard, because I want you. I want you when you’re sad, and lonely, and messy-“

    “-you hate mess,” Ilya teases, drawing a hard-earned smile out of Shane.

    “But I love you.

     

    (Or the argument in The Long Game, rewritten.)

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    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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    Story ends after chapter 6 but I keep writing bonus because the hyper fixation doesn’t end.

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    Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.

    Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.

    Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.

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    Tim, Lucy + their 4 Bradford Children.

    Ava, Daisy, Levi and June.

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    Shane trembles harder, overwhelmed by the praise, the possession lacing Ilya’s voice. Heat coils tight in his stomach, pressure winding. He clings to Ilya like he might float away. “Ilya,” he gasps. “I—”

    Ilya cards fingers through Shane’s hair, pushing damp locks off his forehead. “That’s right. You’re perfect. So pretty for me.”

    Shane’s face flames. The insecurity is still there, but it transforms into a desperate need for reassurance. Voice shaking, he stammers, “P-pretty… I’m—prettier?”

    Ilya’s thrust stutters for a heartbeat, then he groans, burying his face in Shane’s neck. “The prettiest,” he growls, words vibrating against Shane’s skin. “All mine.”
     

    It's bad enough that Shane has to do warm-ups in a giant bunny suit. It's worse that Ilya's stunning ex-boyfriend picks that exact moment to visit. It's a catastrophe when said ex starts offering unsolicited advice about what Ilya likes done with his cock.

    Shane’s about two seconds from losing it.

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    “Goddamnit, Charlie. You’re so weird, no wonder you never get laid!”

    Charlie had to prove Dee wrong- he had to prove them all wrong. He wasn't just some weirdo; he could totally get laid if he wanted to.

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  17. 96

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    Luffy already had one problem, being that he had no idea what he was, or why he needed to eat human flesh to survive. Keeping it a secret from the rest of his crew while traveling was hard, but he managed well enough with the support of his first mate. He didn't expect being DIFFERENT meant he was on the hit list for the World Government. And add to that, Luffy's devil fruit being sentient and ALSO on the hit list of the World Government, he seemed to be shackled to a fate long ago set in stone for him. That didn't mean he'd let it overrule his quest to become the Pirate King, regardless of all the many complications being a ghoul and a god brought along with it.

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  18. 29

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    Ilya had other lovers; he knew that. It was part of their—not relationship, that wasn’t what they had—it was part of their agreement. Shane wasn’t special to Ilya. Wasn’t anything more than a warm body he took what he needed from. But seeing the reminder emblazoned on the cover of Hello! Canada still hit him like a sucker punch.

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    Or; five times Shane had to see Ilya's exploits reported in the tabloids, and the one time Ilya had to see Shane's.

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    Mammon puts a slow acting death curse on himself and struggles to undo it before his brothers find out. Will he get away with it and spend his last few days doing what he wants or will he get help before it’s too late? With only a week left to live, he has a lot of important choices to make.

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