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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    When Chuuya’s eyes fly up to meet his, the look in them is shiny and cut up. Soft in the way that if you grind up metal fine enough, it turns into glitter. Soft in the way it’s not soft at all.

    “Fun dream?” Dazai smiles, not stopping his ministrations along the skin of his arm.

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    OR: Chuuya has nightmares. Dazai helps sometimes.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Yoink

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    Tommy's feet drag in the snow.

    It's so, so cold. He's so cold. His toes are freezing. His exposed shins feel like they’ve been cut open-- even the one that’s bandaged. His wings have gone numb, which is almost, almost good, because now he can’t feel the shifting, broken bones inside of the left one, just under feathers and muscle.

    He doesn’t know why he’s still walking.

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    Or, Tommy leaves the exploded ruins of Logstedshire behind, and walks until he finds somewhere safe.

    And things keep going from there.

    (A canon-divergent AU, splitting off somewhere around when Tommy started hiding out below Techno's house.)

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    27 Feb 2026

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    old fav of mine

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    A lesson in love is a lesson in swimming. Except for Suguru, it's getting dropped into the deep end with the tide licking at his neck, no kickboard or life preserver keeping him afloat.

    (Or: This is how Satoru finds the ocean.)

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Holy shit. This kind of like genuinely changed my life

  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    Chuuya hesitated, then slowly lowered himself, distributing his weight cautiously, like he was afraid of crushing Dazai by accident.

    The pressure hit all at once. Dazai made a soft, startled sound he couldn’t stop, and his hands curled reflexively into Chuuya’s shirt.

    “Oh,” he breathed, eyes squeezing shut. “Um—that’s—”

    Chuuya tensed immediately. “Too much?”

    “No,” Dazai said quickly, voice trembling. “Please don’t move.”

    There is no memory of being held. There is only the present: a couch, too much quiet, and Chuuya trying, clumsily, not to make things worse. Dazai discovers the absence inside him has edges. Chuuya discovers he can’t ignore it.

    or: touch, for dazai, has always meant violence, restraint, or pain. this is about the other kind—and the hollow it leaves behind once he notices it exists.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-nine - Touch starved, “I need help.”

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    29 Jan 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    A failed mission leaves Chuuya pressing Dazai for answers. He gets them—just not the ones he knows what to do with.

    or: chuuya expects defiance. what he gets is something else entirely.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-seven - Pinned against the wall, Haunted, “I tried.”

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    27 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Gahhhhhh this hurts