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    Once they are alone at their stalls, Ilya shoots Shane a sideways glance. “You look like you have… what's the phrase? When your face is natural but mad?”

    “Resting bitch face?” Shane hisses through the agony in his jaw.

    Ilya chuckles and points a finger right at Shane's nose. “Yes! You looked like you were going to murder poor Haas. And he was so excited to talk to you about boring hockey book,” Ilya explains, clearly delighted as he gets dressed.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has left for Ottawa. He has a new team, an amazing boyfriend and a supportive coach.

    And Hayden is ok with it. Really! He's happy for his friend.

    So what if the Metros have been ignoring him for months? What if he hasn't had a friendly word spoken to him, felt a friendly touch in weeks? So what?

    Hayden Pike is fine. He can deal with it.

    Spoiler alert: he's not, and he can't.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    The locker room was buzzing in a way Shane could feel right below the surface of his skin. Not quite progressed to a humming in his bones, but getting there. His body felt like a switchboard, with every nerve lit up. He could feel the weight of each strand of hair against his scalp. The pool of sweat starting to dry against his lower back in the way that always made him want to scrub his skin raw.

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    Shane learns the language for the things he’s experienced his whole life. It opens up his world but also leads him to grieve the life he could have had if he only knew the words sooner. At least he doesn’t have to navigate it alone.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    “I want—I think we can do more. To… prepare the hockey world. So it isn’t so…”

    “Surprising?” David offered into Yuna’s pause.

    “So surprising,” she agreed. “If people could just see them together, they’d understand,” she added, warmth colouring her voice.

    “The youths,” said David as he thought of the latest intern at work, “call that a soft launch.”

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Shane is taking Ilya to his first Hollander family reunion. Anxiety rises in preparation for the big day. Shane wants everything to go as close to perfect as a can while Ilya is doing little to nothing to hide the fact that if anything goes south, he’s throwing hands. The husbands will try to support each other and come to each other’s defense if need be.

    Hopefully there won’t be a need.

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    08 Mar 2026