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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    a series of what was supposed to be ours.

    I honestly hope you don't see this just so I could save myself from whatever awkward situation we'll end up in. I don't intend to hurt you, or try to get closed to you again by doing this. Its just that, there are times I miss "us" and I still somewhat cling to the promises we made. The plans we made that we'll never get to fulfill. I just want to have even the tiniest of freedom to express my emotions and thoughts because I honestly feel suffocated by always acting like it no longer pains me. Like I'm no longer affected.

    And truth is, I really am not. Its just that sometimes, at some point I'll remember again then I starting hurting again.

    Though I changed a lot of things just so it won't be the perfect replica of "us" because I too, feel that others shouldn't know about the entirety of our story.

    If you see this and you feel unfair by me making our memories, our "what ifs" and promises into a story that other people can read about, you can tell me to delete this and I wouldn't hesitate.

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    04 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ChoiCale

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Cale realises Choi Han’s feelings for him by the placement of his hands.

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    04 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    手的语言

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    A little slice into a day where Choi Han pines for Cale.

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    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    🉑🉑🉑

  4. Rec 68

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    Choi Han gets to hug Cale- and learns that Cale didn't know that they loved him. No, did he even know what love was? Choi Han doesn't know how to cope with this- so he does whatever he wants.

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    "We love you. We don't want you to…" Cale scrunches his face at 'love you.' It made Choi Han stop in his tracks.

    "… Cale-nim?"

    "What are you saying?"

    Choi Han gapes at that. Truly, utterly gapes. He shouldn't be shocked- not at all, this is perhaps the most predictable part of Cale of all. However, he sees Cale's disturbed eyes and thinks to himself, is it that surprising?

    "You…" He can hardly bring the words to his mouth. "You didn't know?"

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    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    好吃😋。