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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    "WouldyoustilllovemeifIwasaloon?" Shane blurted.  

    At that, Ilya clicked his phone shut, dropped it on his chest, and gazed straight into Shane's eyes. "What?" Ilya asked. 

    "You heard me. Would you still love me if I was a loon?" Shane could feel his cheeks turning hot. 

    "Why would you be loon?" Ilya's brows furrowed in obvious confusion. "How would you turn into loon?"

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  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    exactly what's on the tin.

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    "I don't know, I only just noticed, I didn't—"

    "We would've heard if it fell on the dock, right? The clunk?"

    Shane's heart broke a little, because it meant Ilya had finally come to the same realization as him.

    The crucifix was in the water.

    Ilya’s chain breaks without him noticing. Shane comes to the rescue.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane had one thing. One. Rozanov was charming and witty and confident and handsome, all the things that Shane had never seen in himself. If he lost hockey, he’d still be the kind of person artists made songs and poems and paintings about.

    Things were different for Shane. When hockey left him, he would have nothing left to give.

    On Shane Hollander's relationship with hockey.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane hadn't been turned on when he woke up. But Shane's body was hardwired to be receptive when it came to Ilya, and so after a few deep kisses and a warm hand against him, Shane could feel the goosebumps rising on his skin. He could feel the low pops and buzzes in his spine. He could feel that low ache, deep inside him, that he'd only ever found one method to sate.

    Shane and Ilya have sleepy middle of the night sex.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    A series of canon-compliant Hollanov oneshots that (mostly) take place post The Long Game. Mostly lighthearted, with a variety of different stories from both Shane and Ilya's POV. They all take place in the same universe; however they all are written to work as standalones. Read them in any order you like. They are ordered in chronological order. Posted order is as follows:

    1. Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite
    2. Absolutely Not
    3. A Full Night's Rest
    4. Newlywed Games
    5. The Other Side of the Road
    6. One Unending Fight
    7. Shots
    8. Invisible String

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  7. Public Bookmark 93

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    in their first press conference since shane's transfer to ottawa, ilya has no problem saying in public what shane is thinking in private

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    16 Feb 2026

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    "We could have some fun tonight. You, wearing my clothes…”

    “Shut up,” Shane says, annoyed by the thrill the words send through him. Life would be so much easier if he wasn’t wrapped around Ilya Rozanov’s finger—or fingers is probably more accurate.

    Or: 5 times Shane didn’t plan on stealing Ilya’s clothes, +1 time he absolutely did

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    16 Feb 2026

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    It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.

    No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.

    The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).

    Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.

    Now available in Russian

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Usually, Hayden can accept that Shane's private life is none of his business. When he’s at home waiting on four kids hand and foot, it’s not like he's filling his days making deranged cork boards connecting Shane to every gay man in North America.

    But on the road, he has nothing to occupy his time besides the occasional Skype call and cable TV. It gets harder to ignore the fact that Shane’s swapping sweet nothings with a man he still won’t let himself talk about.

    Or: After the cottage, Shane comes out to his teammates but swears that he doesn't have a boyfriend. Unfortunately for him, Hayden and J.J. don't believe his lie for a second.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    A whump fanfiction series that is actually, secretly, a fix-it.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “Man, are we the gayest team in the NHL or what?” Tanner Dillon joked.

    “Ilya is bisexual,” Wyatt Hayes reminded him. Ilya raised his beer at Wyatt in thanks.

    “The queerest team in the NHL,” Dillon corrected with barely a beat.

    “We must be,” Shane said slowly, expression scrunched up as he seemed to seriously ponder the question. “There might be some teams with a closeted player, or maybe two, but five? Statistically speaking, that’s highly improbable.”

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    Luca Haas comes out to the team. Thank goodness queer sherpas Ilya, Shane, and Troy are there to guide him. And the Centaurs are supportive, obviously. Maybe too supportive.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    In a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.

    Part 1: Shane's POV
    Part 2: Ilya's POV (coming soon)

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    16 Feb 2026

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    At first Shane had been doubtful about how a cowboy related to a Roman soldier, but Ilya had insisted it was based on a movie he’d watched on a plane once. He swore other people would get the reference.

    “We will, uh, how you say, break the internet?” Ilya had said when he pitched the idea in bed last month.

    “I don’t think I’ve ever said that,” Shane had replied, unable to resist the urge to be a little shit. It was their favorite type of flirting.

    “Is expression,” Ilya’d huffed.

    “I don’t think anyone’s said that in at least a decade.”

    “Am I not anyone? I just said it. Keep up, Hollander.”

    For their first Halloween together as a married couple, Ilya convinces Shane to dress up in a couple's costume.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “Is not like we don’t know how to be quiet, we hooked up in hotels for over a decade.”

    “It’s not about being quiet, Ilya. No matter what we do, they’re going to assume we’re in there having sex.”

    “Yeah, well, we probably will be having sex.” Ilya didn’t really understand the issue. Was he supposed to pretend he and his husband were celibate? Half the guys on the team made jokes about post-game sex with their partners. No one ever batted an eye with them. “Quiet sex, though.”

    Shane hadn’t disagreed, but apparently it wasn’t a helpful distinction.

    Shane insists he and Ilya sleep in separate hotel rooms for away games. Neither of them handle it very well.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    @lharrietthespy: OMG OMG OMG wait i think ilya rozanov and shane hollander are honeymooning at the same resort as me???

    shane and ilya accidentally terrorize a fan on her vacation. twitter chaos ensues.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    all fics i write for the heated rivalry universe will be linked into this one. some will be connected. some will definitely not be.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    The outside world could be melting and deforming into something monstrous, for all Ilya cares. Shane looks at him with the same sincerity he brings to everything else he does, and Ilya is one of those things now. A permanent fixture. An object of care.

    “If I was your vase,” he asks, unable to help himself. “Would you take good care of me?”

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