AzureAilurophile



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    At the age of nineteen, Julian Bashir is exiled to Cardassia Prime for his crime of illegal genetic augmentations.

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    Lately, Yoshiki's been attracting a lot of attention—both from humans and from sinister supernatural entities.

    Sinister supernatural entities that aren't [Hikaru].

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    14 Nov 2025

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    'The passion caused by the great and sublime in nature, when those causes operate most powerfully, is astonishment; and astonishment is that state of the soul, in which all its motions are suspended, with some degree of horror… A mode of terror or pain is always the cause of the sublime.'

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    "If I come out," Hikaru says, "all the way, you promise you won't be scared of me?"

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    04 Nov 2025

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    “Waddaya wanna do?”

    “Talk.”

    ‘Hikaru’ smiles, “About what?”

    Yoshiki presses his back to the closet door, “Why're ya asking me?”

    “...‘Cause I don't really wanna talk.”

    Yoshiki, Maki, Yuuki, and Asako spend the night at 'Hikarus' house and decide seven minutes in heaven would be a fun game to pass the time. But when Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' take things too far, there's nothing left to do but feel.

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    28 Oct 2025

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    25 Oct 2025