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• Always out of reach by BeansSpaghtti

  Fandoms: 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Manga), 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Anime)  

  • Mature
  • Major Character Death
  • F/F
  • Work in Progress

  03 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Araga Kiwi/Hiiragi Utena
  • Hiiragi Utena
  • Araga Kiwi
  • Morino Korisu
  • Brainwashing
  • Torture
  • Psychological Torture
  • Aftermath of Torture
  • Body Horror
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Hurt
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • No beta we are going to die
  • cookie this does NOT have a happy ending are you sad now
  • we are straight up just going to die

  Summary

  A chapter 12 divergence where someone doesn't make it out...

  (And also where Utena and Kiwi are more than friends. I just like UteKiwi don't judge me.)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,994

  Chapters:

  4/?

  Comments:

  22

  Kudos:

  27

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  726

• Death, regret and the fear of blood by BeansSpaghtti

  Fandoms: 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Manga), 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Anime)  

  • General Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  17 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Araga Kiwi
  • Hurt
  • Hurt No Comfort

  Summary

  Kiwi had always wanted this, had she not?

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,138

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  14

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  128

• Speechless and redundant by BeansSpaghtti

  Fandoms: 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Manga), 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Anime)  

  • General Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  10 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Tenkawa Kaoruko
  • Angst

  Summary

  Useless.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  767

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  16

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  150

• Cracks in the ice, blood from the wrist by BeansSpaghtti

  Fandoms: 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Manga), 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Anime)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/F
  • Complete Work

  29 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Hiiragi Utena/Minakami Sayo
  • Hiiragi Utena
  • Minakami Sayo
  • Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Self-Harm
  • Cookie is either going to love this or hate this
  • Confirmation received : UteSayo's No.1 Enthusiast's seal of approval

  Summary

  Sayo is a perfect girl to everyone, no doubt about it.

  Perfect to everyone but one.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  15,882

  Chapters:

  7/7

  Comments:

  35

  Kudos:

  84

  Bookmarks:

  11

  Hits:

  1,706

• Say you'll stay the night by BeansSpaghtti

  Fandoms: 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Manga), 魔法少女にあこがれて | Mahou Shoujo ni Akogarete | I admire magical girls and... (Anime)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/F
  • Complete Work

  25 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Araga Kiwi/Hiiragi Utena
  • Hiiragi Utena
  • Araga Kiwi
  • Angst
  • Mild Hurt/Comfort
  • Comfort
  • Chapter 35 thing or something
  • God I love UteKiwi so FUCKING much

  Summary

  Sorrow and regret had left their marks, and only another soul could mend it.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,928

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  25

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  182