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Ilya Rozanov knows what it means to be desired. He’s built a life around it, mastered it, hidden behind it. After episode four, alone in the quiet after the shower, he’s forced to confront what he’s never allowed himself to admit: he doesn’t know how to believe he’s worth staying for. When Shane Hollander pulls away, Ilya is left with the quiet truth he’s spent years avoiding.
Set in the aftermath of the final scene of E4.
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15 Dec 2025
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Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see was those damn freckles.
Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.
Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.
Jane: Yeah? And?
Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.
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- Part 1 of melt (moments between the ice)
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14 Dec 2025
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When Silence Starts Speaking by loveleclerc
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Dec 2025
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Plagued with the issues of his family past and present, Ilya Rozanov finds himself in the media's eyes for all the wrong reasons recently with no end in sight. When the team decides enough is enough with the drinking and whoring, Ilya is suddenly faced with a new issue to tackle—team omega Shane Hollander. Shane is up for the task of getting the Russian alpha under control for the season, but are they both up for the unexpected heated connection between them that follows?
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