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He fucking hates this. He fucking hates that things have to have thoughts behind them now, he fucking hates second chances, he fucking hates the mere idea of the demon prodigy having the ability to stop being a terrorist.
Because if Dazai stops being a terrorist, what the fuck does that say about Chuuya?
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Five declarations of violence Chuuya mutters bitterly under his breath after his partner becomes a crime solving detective.
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06 Mar 2026
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blooming in the rain by parsnipit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Oct 2021
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“I’m just saying, if you ever needed money there’d be plenty, so don’t worry about—hey.” He scowls, whipping around to face her. “We’re not friends.”
“Okay.”
“I don’t have friends.”
“Okay.”
“Xie Lian is the only one I give two shits about.”
“Hua Cheng,” Yushi Huang says gently, smiling. “It’s okay.”
The Rain Master befriends her local feral Ghost King—much to the Ghost King's chagrin.
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09 Jan 2026
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what faith provides by parsnipit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Oct 2021
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The first prayers are hazy, fragmented things. They’re wordless, made only of emotion and impression—a flash of longing, the burden of grief, an overwhelming scent of blood. They lurk in the corners of his mind at all times, but they don’t feel like they belong to him. They feel other.
Xie Lian thinks he’s going crazy.
Hua Cheng prays for centuries as he searches for his god. His god hears.
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07 Jan 2026
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No Paths Are Bound - The Podfic by Cataclysmic_Calamity, Danmei_Podfics_With_Gem, FantasticDino, hells-ells (FireflyBells), RedLikeRoses11
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon)
26 Feb 2026
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Xie Lian found something in himself that he thought was gone—worn away with every mistake he had made.
Faith.
His arms opened, and the child was hesitant—but eventually, he fell into them, his body trembling with silent sobs.
"I remember you," he whispered again, voice breaking as Hong-er clung to him.
I remember you.
I remember you.
I will always, for as long as I live, remember you.
(A re-telling of TGCF where Xie Lian has his cursed shackle placed in his eyes, blinding him. And yet, through all of his struggles; there is always someone watching over him.)
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- Part 5 of No Paths Are Bound + Extras
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11 Nov 2025
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Where reason dies and recklessness is born by luxuriasdance
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Aug 2022
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"‘Is this the reason you pursued my acquaintance all this time? You wanted me… - you actually supposed yourself capable of inducing me to kill you?’
‘What other reason could I have?’ questions Dazai woodenly. ‘I have seen your records – if there ever was a man who could become my salvation and grant me the greatest boon of all, it ought to be you. You are the hero, are you not? Go on, hero. Slay the monster.’
‘I have already,’ says Chuuya. ‘That part of me is dead.’"
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A Regency AU, in which Chuuya is a military man, retired early and trying to [somewhat unsuccessfully] navigate genteel society, while Dazai is a bored and wealthy gentleman looking for anything to distract him from a future that promises nothing but misery.Bookmarked by Chillybean
07 Nov 2025