12 Bookmarks by ChrisL
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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08 Feb 2026
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Nearly losing him made Derek Hale promise that he would never again stay silent about the way he felt about Stiles Stilinski.
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- Part 37 of 15 Minutes
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17 Apr 2025
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06 Jan 2025
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Nothing Said by alby_mangroves, theemdash
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Jul 2022
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There’s always been another war, another reason for Steve to keep his feelings to himself and keep moving on. For all his wishes to do things differently, he never figured out how. Which is why following Fury to the moon, passing on the shield, and leaving Bucky to discover himself seemed like the right answer. When Steve gets caught in a force field surrounding a crumbling civilization, he starts to realize everything he thought was wrong.
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04 Sep 2022
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How to Fuck With (and Feed) Your Soulmate by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Apr 2020
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It’s called the Grey Space; a patch of skin marking you as blessed and the first sign you have a soulmate. Steve Rogers didn’t have one when he crashed into the ice. But he did when he woke up in the future. The second sign is the Sense, a sharing of one the senses to help soulmates find each other. Steve’s Sense, taste, is rare, but he loves a challenge and a soulmate is a gift from the Fates. Except instead of a blessing, it’s a curse, since his soulmate is a dick.
Bucky Barnes loves food and a homecooked meal is something he cherishes. When his Grey Space starts to itch, Bucky can’t help his excitement, since the Sense he and his soulmate share is taste. But not for long. Whoever he’s bound to has the blandest diet in the world, ignoring all Bucky’s messages. After weeks of putting up with tasteless food, Bucky decides to strike back.
WARNING: This story contains spicy food, the world’s smelliest fish, Steve sucking on socks, sexy selfies, lube bombs, the Furnadoes, trouble-making grandparents and Sam not being paid enough.
It also contains hot-chocolate, love between brothers, realizing found family is as vital as the one you were born with, and lots of laughter as Steve and Bucky find their happy ending.- Language:
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Bookmarked by ChrisL
07 May 2020
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Bookmarked by ChrisL
18 Jul 2019
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Birthdays galore by ShadyQuinn
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 Nov 2017
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09 Oct 2018
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How we rolled up the carpet so we could dance by rohkeutta, SulaSafeRoom
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
20 May 2017
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Steve’s already showered and changed into sweats and a tank top, his hair still sticking up in cowlicks. When Bucky drags himself to the couch, still in his uniform with soot on his face, Steve takes one look at him in the soft glow of the living room lamp and opens his arms.
Bucky drops the shield on the floor and crawls over Steve’s legs to collapse on top of him, tucks his face under Steve’s chin and exhales. “Jesus fucking Christ.”
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- Part 1 of a song on a policeman’s radio
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- English
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Bookmarked by ChrisL
01 Aug 2017
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A case lands at Bucky's feet and he has to solve a series of murders, all the while trying not to fall for the most likely suspect.
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- Part 1 of Life on the Streets
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01 Aug 2017
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Danny is never taking Steve shopping ever again. Seduction in a fitting room, sex in a secluded place. Never, ever again.....maybe.
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09 Apr 2017
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Seventy years ago, Steve and Bucky had their picture taken.
Bookmarked by ChrisL
15 Dec 2016
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16 Jul 2016