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“Y-you want me to be a girl?”
Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.
“No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”
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Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.
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“Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”
“Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”
Hayden stops, so Shane does too.
“You don’t know who that was?”
Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer.
“Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious.
Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”
“At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke.
“He’s a porn star, man.”
“A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?”
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Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.
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12 Feb 2026
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write on my neck why don't you (i won't erase it) by czernyiism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Feb 2026
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“You’re so fucking good for me, Щеночек.” Puppy
Shane nods fast and loose, the praise making the buzz beneath his skin grow more and more intense.
“Why don’t I get to call you puppy?” Shane gasps out after a few seconds, his lips and chin slick with his own spit and his voice hoarse from Rozanov’s hand on his vocal chords. Rozanov’s hand barely falters against his neck, but a low groan escapes his mouth.
“You– hah– you listen just as well as I do. I ask you to bend me over the couch and you– fuck, you just fucking did it. You’d do– do anything I asked, huh? You’re good for me too, puppy.”
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or: that 2 second scene from episode 4 where Ilya bends Shane over his couch, now with with d/s dynamics and puppy play (kinda?)
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- Part 4 of dom/sub hollonov
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
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06 Feb 2026
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Someone’s posted a shaky video from the stands, just behind the whole altercation. It’s close enough to catch the snarl on Rozanov’s face as he charges up the steps. He’s so pretty, Shane thinks faintly. The video starts too late to show what set him off, but it catches the tail end of what the man is yelling, the things he's saying about Shane, before pivoting to calling Rozanov a cunt and bitch and a pussy instead.
Rozanov drops his gloves for Shane. He wishes he could just be grateful, but it feels a little bit like the end of the world.
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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I'll be Jane by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.
No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.
The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).
Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.
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all the things he did by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.
OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!
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02 Feb 2026
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“Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”
Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.
“Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.
OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.
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- Part 1 of Dog
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I Like Jane For You by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.
Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.
*now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*
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- Part 1 of Haydenov Phone Swap
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25 Jan 2026
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and i need somewhere to land (i might as well fall) by rwrb_uncut
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Jan 2026
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“Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked.
“Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.
But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?
“Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls.
“Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
_____________________Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to
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23 Jan 2026
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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08 Jan 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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18 Dec 2025
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Jeongguk was only looking for a quick way to pay his rent. He hadn’t meant to fall in love with a successful model and said model’s equally as successful producer boyfriend.
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- Part 1 of Summer Dreams
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如果他们在夏日相逢
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09 Oct 2024
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You Don't Have to Say I Love You to Say I Love You by W_E_S
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
18 Oct 2018
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“I… bled through my pants.” Jungkook mumbles, looking out the passenger side window. Yoongi is silent, taking a moment to understand what Jungkook is really telling him. Just when Jungkook thinks he is going to have to explain what he means Yoongi mutters, “Oh thank God.”
Jungkook’s neck snaps towards him, disbelief and hurt plastered on his face.
Yoongi, trying to control the situation, blurts “I thought you shit yourself.”
Bookmarked by Darksuga
06 Sep 2023
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Can You Teach Me How to Feel Real? by orphan_account
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 May 2023
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Namjoon hasn’t had a hookup in years, but his friends encourage him to go for the cute guy in the bar who offered to buy a drink for him.
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05 Sep 2023
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“I have to go,” Yoongi blurts, almost stumbling as he tries to get out of Namjoon’s cubicle.
“Wait,” Namjoon begins, trying to protest. But Yoongi is already grabbing his coat, stepping swiftly away from their desks. “Yoongi-ssi, please -”
“Sorry,” Yoongi says quickly, “I have to…” he doesn’t finish the thought, turning quickly and fleeing toward the elevator. He practically runs, coat flapping behind him, leaving the subtle scent of citrus in his wake.
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When Namjoon starts a new job, he finds himself intimidated by the senior analyst set to train him. It’s hard to get Yoongi to open up and be personable, but Namjoon’s efforts start to pay off. Until he accidentally discovers that Yoongi is an omega. When Yoongi starts avoiding him, Namjoon wants to make things right. Especially when he can’t stop thinking about how good Yoongi smells.
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20 Aug 2023
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“Why are you staring at Yoongi hyung’s hands?”
“I -” Namjoon cuts himself off, frowning. “I’m not.”
“You don’t have to be embarrassed,” Jimin says, patting Namjoon’s shoulder with one hand. “It’s totally normal to have a hand kink, Namjoonie hyung. You don’t have to be such a prude about it.”
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Namjoon doesn’t have a hand kink. Or he didn’t, until Yoongi started learning to play guitar. And now Namjoon can’t seem to stop noticing Yoongi’s long fingers, his pink knuckles, and how much he touches his mouth. And that would be fine, probably, if Yoongi wasn’t his completely platonic best friend.
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11 Aug 2023
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“Clearly, our pup was keeping him alive for a reason and I’d like to find out why before we abandon it to the elements.”
“I can kill it,” Jin offered, snatching the satchel angrily. “Put it out of its misery.”
The boy whimpered, pressing his face against Hoseok’s chest desperately. He brought his hand up to rub soothingly over the boy’s head from on top of the furs, hushing his terrified noises. “What’s this one done to you?” he asked, still shielding the human’s body with his own. “It’s just a pup— it’s harmless.”
Jin snorted, turning his back towards his packmate as he made his way back into their den. “No human is harmless. They’re all monsters.”
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Hoseok finds an injured human in the forest and takes him home. The pack isn't exactly... welcoming... at first.