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    11 Jul 2022

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    I had held off reading this, then started on a day when I wasn't feeling well. Probably too much angst on a sick day? But it's so good! I love Yuri plus Yuuri's slowly and painfully developing friendship, and I like a complicated Phichit.

    Oh, and the second part, Redemption, is even better. "Late at night is a terrible time: the mind is half asleep and the little bit that makes logical decisions isn’t awake at all."

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    When Yuri steps off the plane at Narita International Airport for Japanese Nationals following his disaster at the Grand Prix Final, the last person he expects to see waiting for him is none other than Lilia Baranovskaya, demanding that Celestino hands Yuri over to her.

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    06 Jan 2025

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    One of my favorite friends/mentors relationship: Lilia and Yuuri, plus Minako.

    Clever reimagining, wonderfully written characters, Yuuri in therapy. Lilia and Yuuri have the best relationship. Viktor is darling.

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    This is a direct sequel to my fic "The Longest Hours." You can jump in here if you want, but if you do, you need to know:

    1). In the first fic, both Viktor and Yuuri were suicidal post-Sochi GPF and met each other on the hotel roof, where they talked each other out of jumping
    2). Yuuri was supposed to be on a medication that got left behind in Detroit and was experiencing withdrawal symptoms, which contributed to his suicidal state.
    3). Viktor is very in the closet because Russian homophobia is a real and dangerous thing in this AU.
    4). Viktor's tragic backstory is a thing. TL;DR: his mother tried to kill him and then killed herself when he was 12, and he was disowned by his father at 19 for getting involved with another man.
    5). Those two things combined let Vitya to his suicidal state.
    6). They fall in love quickly, even if they don't call it that for a long time.

    I'd be happiest if you gave the first part a glance before this, though. I worked really hard on it!

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    27 Jan 2026

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    A sequel. The first part is wonderful, made me cry more than once. This one also made me cry, made me laugh, and I didn't want it to end.

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    When Yuuri suffers three head injuries in three weeks, crashes through his own wedding and is forced to retire, it looks like he's lost everything.

    Only Yuuri doesn't take losing well.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    AU in which:

    1) Viktor got his Cinderella Katsuki’s phone number after the banquet, but
    2) Yuuri’s diagnosis is a little more intense and he’s got a plan to end things with himself.

    Picks up at Four Continents after Yuuri's last-place finish at the Grand Prix Final.

    **Yuuri’s favorite author is Osamu Dazai, and no one can convince me otherwise.**

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    25 Jan 2026