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    "I vaguely remember you sitting in the corner last night, eyes in the cup."
    God, strike him down this instant. Hans was ready for judgment day.
    "Yes." He responded dryly.
    "You looked…I don't know..."
    "Pathetic?"
    "Troubled. With…emotions. Pained with misery."
    Hans huffed.
    "Oh, you're a poet now?"
    Henry chuckled, shaking his head.
    "That was hardly poetic. Wait." He looked at Hans as if a thought had appeared in his head. "Is it of an amorous nature?"
    Hans did his best confused frown. He should become an actor at this point.
    "Of what nature?"
    "Oh, so it is!"
    Maybe not an actor, then.
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    Hans Capon is jealous, miserable, and hopelessly in love, and Henry makes him talk about it, not knowing he's the person to blame for all the trouble.

    A collection of character studies, relationship dynamics and idiots in love, following Hans and Henry through their relationship, seen through different POVs as they both realize what's worth living for.

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    Henry opens his mouth and lets Hans press his thumb inside. Hans feels a giddy spool of desire curling in his gut, and…fine. Fuck it. Hans barrels into it. “I want to fuck you and touch you and – and see how much you can take, and how much I can give you. I want you to forget everything but me, and I don’t want you to come until I decide you can.”

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    Or: Hans edges Henry and roleplays as a nobleman who knows what he's doing.

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    “You were right. When you said no one could be proud of me.”

    Henry closes his eyes. The bed frame soaked up the fire's warmth, a compress pressed along his side. The flame sputters, cracks.

    “I was angry. And I couldn’t have possibly meant it, when I know it’s not true.”

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    Between the battles, Henry and Hans find time to talk, touch, and live.

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    After the noose, something changes.

    “Jesus,” Hans says, incredulity finally snapping his control in two, “what has gotten into you?”

    Henry’s head jerks back. “What?”

    “You!” Hans says, waving his hands as if to encompass all of Henry. “Why are you being so...” Hans clicks his teeth together. The words jumble and flutter in his head: subservient, obedient, coolheaded, patient, forgiving, why did you stick around even when I told you to go?

    “Kind,” Hans finally settles on, weakly.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Zizka could really do without being woken up before dawn every morning to the sound of Henry fucking lord Capon to the point of hysterics.

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