FangirlismForLife



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  1. Summary

    Everyday I look for more stories on this ship and find nothing, so they say 'write the story you want to read' i'll do that.

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    A bundle of stories that lead up to Riki and Jake's odd and trouble ridden love story.

    Or Riki not knowing how to express himself properly comes off as boyish and rough.

    the series name is sarcasm :p

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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    On a rain-slick London Halloween, artist Yeonjun is haunted by the same face he can’t stop painting—Beomgyu, the unreachable “ghost girl.” When Beomgyu appears by the Thames and in Yeonjun’s studio, he asks to be painted not kind, but true. The visitation ends with no proof but a dusty handprint and a finished portrait; Yeonjun learns that forever isn’t possession—it’s the ache he chooses to carry, returning to the river each year with the painting he almost releases.

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    21 Nov 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    “No, hyung, Beomgyu and I have not hooked up since freshman year in college.”

    “Oh? That’s a way to open a conversation.”

    “I’m sorry, I thought you were a friend of mine.” Soobin says back.

    “No need to apologize, I’m more curious now than anything.” The voice says back. “But maybe we can get back to that later. I have a question for you.”

    Soobin felt a little suspicious, but he doesn’t move to hang up phone.

    “Okay...ask away then, stranger.”

    “What’s your favorite scary movie?”

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    20 Oct 2025

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    Heat suppressants.

    Beomgyu’s stomach dropped. He’d completely forgotten about those. How the hell was he supposed to stay in a house full of untamed alphas without his suppressants? Panic bubbled up inside him. Shit, shit, shit. If this hurricane dragged on long enough, he could go into heat. An intense one too, since he had been on suppressants for so long.

    “I’m fucked.”

    “Yeah, by Yeonjun. We already went over that,” Taehyun teased, sliding his stuff into the bedside table.

    “I’m being serious, Tyun. I’m actually fucked,” Beomgyu said, his voice low and tinged with frustration, the usual playful edge replaced by an unmistakable seriousness.

    After a one night stand with frat leader Yeonjun, Beomgyu finds himself stuck in the frat house during a hurricane, with his heat looming and no suppressants in sight.

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    15 Oct 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 70

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    “That’s right, hyung,” Kai says, with a smile that’s so obviously forced and fake it could belong on a barbie doll. “We are very close friends and I’ve never harboured any sort of romantic feelings for you. My love is so entirely platonic, and I’m not projecting onto any of the BL characters in shows that we watch together. In fact, just to add, I’ve never thought of kissing you while we snuggle in my bed to watch something together, and the light hits your face at just the right angles, or you pout at something on screen.”

    A long silence follows.

    “Exactly,” Soobin says with an oblivious smile. “Glad we established that!”

    Alternatively: Soobin is straight, and a huge fan of BL. Nothing else to see here!

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    24 Sep 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    soobin, who has only topped guys before, is convinced there’s no way bottoming would actually feel good. hueningkai gladly offers to change his mind.

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