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    It’s a cold and rainy night the first time Yamada crawls through the window of Shōta’s bedroom. No one is more surprised to see him than Shōta.
    Or: Present Mic runs away and Eraserhead helps him without question - and in the process learns more about himself.

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    05 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Enigmatic?” Shōta repeats.
    “Yeah. Would you rather a different adjective?” Yamada asks. “How about elusive? Mysterious. Ominous.” He pauses. “Spooky?”
    Shōta raises an eyebrow.
    “Hey! These are all great things,” Yamada defends. “Also, abrasive, a little, but—”
    Shōta turns away, having had enough of this character assassination from a rising pop star.
    “Hey! I love abrasiveness!” Yamada shouts after him.
    Shōta pauses and turns around. Yamada grins and shoots him a finger gun. Shōta readjusts his bag on his shoulder and says, “Loud, showy, kitschy, irritating.”
    Yamada’s smile doesn’t falter.

    - - -

    After the death of his best friend, Shōta struggles to find a reason to keep going, both in his artistic practice and in his life. On a whim, he takes a job as a concert photographer for Present Mic, and several months of sharing a tour bus with Yamada Hizashi might be the thing to help him recover.

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    01 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 56

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    Yamada Hizashi is an internationally famous singer, musician, and performer. Aizawa Shouta works in IT, an overnight shift where he successfully hides away from most of humanity. The machinations of fate (and of their two best friends) work hard to pull the pair of men together; but both have been burned in the past, leaving them each with scars that make it difficult for them to connect with others. At the same time, other forces behind the scenes want to tear them away from each other. How will they build a trust that can withstand the pressures that threaten everything dear to them?

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Most people going about their day-to-day lives didn’t stop to think about the ways the infrastructure of their city posed a danger to them; but Hizashi wasn’t ‘most people.’

    Over the years, he had learned as much as he could about the bones and arteries that held a city together; the strengths and weaknesses of the structures above and below ground that kept life flowing. Buildings, tunnels, roadways, and bridges each had their own unique risk factors, and Hizashi had made it a point to understand as much as he could about what conditions might lead to catastrophic failure.

    Unfortunately, all that understanding did precisely jack shit when barely twenty meters ahead of him, right in the middle of the roadway, the earth opened up with a rumble and devoured his best friend.

    Whumptober Prompts: (2) Sewer, (14) Wounded Caretaker, (17) Redemption, (22) Self-Sacrifice

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Shouta threw out a length of his binding cloth and swung off the ledge of the rooftop. It was muscle memory as much as anything else; he’d done it thousands of times. But even with the familiarity, it still gave him a rush; a flutter of nerves in his gut as he was momentarily in freefall.

    His nightly check-in with mortality.

    He didn’t suspect that in a few minutes, he’d be staring death directly in the face.

     

    Whumptober Prompts: (7) Pushed Beyond Breaking Point, (19) On Patrol, (25) Left to Die, (27) Bedside Vigil, (31) Bleeding Out

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    22 Dec 2025