HELP_648
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i look up at the gaps of sunlight, i miss you more than anything by HELP_648
Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp
22 May 2025
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Ponyboy just held him as they cried. He held him like Soda had held him the day they had found him lying in the lot. And Johnny hated Ponyboy for that.
Because it reminded him of how amazing Pony was, how comforting and sweet and pretty he was. How much he cared for everyone, for Johnny. How he empathised with anyone and how much it hurt to see him hurt and how happy it was to see him happy and how sad it was to see him sad.
He hated it because it felt like love.
That was wrong. Johnny wasn't allowed to love him. But he did. And God, did it make his heart soar and break at the same time.
Because as bad as he wants to kiss him and hold his hand and talk to him everyday...
He couldn't ever have him.
That might hurt the most.
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A loosely canon-compliant rewrite of The Outsiders that I wrote when I was 14 and only just started fixing it a year later 💔🥀
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Slowly, very slowly, her own arms weakly wrap around the other girl's middle, holding her there like she is the support, the lifeline that tethers Ashlyn to a world where it is fine because Taylor exists, and she is right here.
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5+1: Five times Taylor unintentionally touched Ashlyn and the one time Ashlyn touched her back.