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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    The last call of a normal shift changes everything.

    When Evan Buckley opens his home to a seven-year-old foster child who has learned that silence is safer than asking for anything, he doesn’t try to save her. He learns how to kneel. How to wait. How to be quiet.

    Love comes slowly — in shared space, in steady presence, in the choice to stay even when nothing is promised.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Literally so good

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    In an alternate timeline where Eloise is ushered by her mother into debuting alongside Daphne, she is forced to exist tirelessly underneath her sister's shadow and watch from the sideline's as Daphne is courted by a Prince she cannot help but feel a deep connection with.

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    03 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Phillip Crane never wanted the title, the duty, or the life that fell to him after his brother’s death. Yet a single letter draws him to London, to a tangle of grief, secrets, and expectations he cannot ignore.

    Burdened by obligation, shadowed by the memory of George, Phillip believes himself nothing more than a reluctant heir — until an unexpected encounter shakes the foundations of everything he thought he knew.

    A story of loss and legacy, of silence and revelation, and of the lightning-strike moment that begins to show Phillip the measure of himself.

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    01 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    It starts with a bomb—an explosion on the ladder truck that crushes Buck’s leg and reveals a deeper wound: cancer. What follows is not just a fight to survive, but a slow, painful journey back through a tangle of surgeries and unexpected truths—like the brother he was born to save and never got to know.
    Now, Buck has to choose: live in the shadow of the role he unknowingly played in Daniel’s fate or rise above it.

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    31 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Good evening, Mr. Nash. I’m a nurse at Presbyterian Hospital. I’m calling on behalf of your son.”
    Bobby’s knees locked up and his throat threatened to close.
    His son was dead.
    Had been for ten years.
    His baby boy, his Robbie, dead because of him.
    All he could feel was the fire licking up his exposed skin. His throat raw from the smoke inhalation and screaming.
    His children.
    His wife.
    Dead.
    “Sir?” The nurse asked on the other side of the line. “I’m so sorry to deliver this news to you over the phone but-”
    “Please,” his voice cracked. “Robbie has been-”
    “I’m not calling about Robbie,” she cut him off, not unkindly. It was as if, because of her occupation, she had a sixth sense for these types of things. “Like I said, this is about Evan?”
    Evan?
    Who the hell was…
    Oh.
    “Buck?”

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    Bobby receives a call regarding one of his firefighters and a in field surgery and that's how he discovered he's Buck's emergency contact.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Lucy Chen and Buck meet shortly after the worst days of their lives but strike up an unusually intimate friendship. Tim Bradford and Eddie Diaz are not amused.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    When he’s sick, he still wants Maddie.

    Buck knows it isn’t weird. It isn’t that weird, at least, for the two of them; most people instinctively want their mom when they’re sick. He’s rescued and transported enough sick and injured people to know that it isn’t exactly uncommon. Buck just always kind of thought he might grow out of it some day.

    He thought he’d get over it in high school, when Maddie was beyond his reach and he was basically an adult already and shouldn’t need his big sister’s comfort anyway. He thought he’d be over it when he made it to L.A., when he graduated from the academy, when he finished his probationary year. He really thought that he’d be over it when he got into his first serious relationship.

    But every time he has a cold and can’t fall asleep because it’s too hard to breathe, whenever he eats at the wrong food truck and ends up puking his guts out on the bathroom floor, whenever he has a hard shift or makes an obvious mistake or Abby doesn’t pick up the phone, some small, stupid part of his dumbass baby brain cries: I want Maddie.

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    27 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    From out of the tub, a head peeks up. And while they called her a teenager, the big, scared, brown eyes staring at Buck can’t belong to anyone older than thirteen. Too damn young to be this scared, in this much danger. Too damn young to have to save her own life.

    For 911 Week 2020 Day 3 Prompt: "We Can Do This" + hurt

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    26 Jan 2026

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    9-1-1: 3x01 AU. “Your life isn’t over just because you’re not a firefighter anymore.” There’s a moment where Buck just stares at the box in front of him, at the blue scrubs in his hand, the framed MD, and the next minute he’s racing out the door. It was time he stopped running from his past, embraced it, and ran towards his future.

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    22 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 60

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    Eddie Diaz never asked to become the internet’s favorite firefighter. It starts with a car crash, a starstruck teenager, and a poorly timed selfie. Suddenly, “LAFD Updates Man” is trending, and Eddie’s face is everywhere—from rescues gone memetic to a cat-related TikTok sensation.
    Between dodging photo requests mid-emergency and enduring the 118’s relentless teasing, Eddie’s ready to quit social media for good. But when a viral moment collides with a life-or-death crisis, he’s forced to confront the chaos—and the unexpected ways his online persona has touched lives.

    With Buck by his side, Eddie learns that even accidental fame can spark hope.

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    22 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    Just as the group date winds down, Buck’s doorbell rings.

    Buck lets out a muffled, “Mm!” around the cookie in his mouth. He dusts his hands off and swallows. “I forgot. Ravi’s swinging by to grab something.”

    He gets up from his chair and walks to the front door. It’s a little spooky sometimes. When Buck is focused on something, he moves across a room the same way that Bobby did.

    The door opens to reveal Ravi. He’s dressed more casually than May has ever seen him: athletic shorts and a faded Southern California St. Jude Walk t-shirt. May tries to keep her eyes on the tv, but there’s something soft about Ravi in the low light of Buck’s living room. She can’t look away.

    Or:
    May and Harry go to Buck's to watch The Bachelor. Ravi shows up.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    And there, Phillip's voice echoed in his head:“When you lose a child, you… you see him everywhere, in all the people he could have become, in all the lives he could have lived. It’s something you can never recover from, someone who can never be replaced!"

    Because that was the point, wasn't it?

    Buck didn't know how to be a son because he was never anyone's baby; just a reminder of what his parents had lost.

    He knew that, but what scratched the walls of his brain was the annoying thought that crept under his skin and whispered the fateful question: did Bobby also see him as nothing more than what his kids could have been?

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    Or, If being someone's son meant living as a fallback, Buck was destined to die in someone else's shadow.

    Bobby won't allow that.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Suddenly Buck can’t breathe; everything goes quiet and a loud, thin screeching sound drills his ears, the kick of his heart speeds up and beats in his throat, his hands feel numb— his body feels numb and Buck can’t look away because this must be a dream, this can’t be real, it must be a sick fucking joke, it can’t be—

    Buck’s ragged voice sounds alien to his own ears. “Maddie?!”

     

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    The 118 is dispatched to a car accident, and the victim is someone Buck knows too well.

    Bad Things Happen Bingo: Nervous Breakdown

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    15 Jan 2026

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    Buck hated hospitals. It made him think of his first date with Abby, of the truck bombing, of the embolism, of the tsunami. Just, a lot of bad memories, is all.

     

    Which is why he had wanted to tell everyone so quickly. Just so he didn’t have to go to this appointment on his own. Last week he had gone alone, thinking it would be just another check up and then his doctor had looked at him with pity in his eyes and told him they’d found abnormalities in his blood work and they needed him to stop taking his blood thinners and come back in a week.

     

    His doctor had been simultaneously vague and clear when he told him what they would be looking for. Listing all the possible reasons that his blood cell counts were off. But on that list was cancer and Buck knew that with his fucking luck, it would be that. The look on his doctor’s face made him think that he thought so too.

     

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    Buck had meant to tell everyone, he had, really. But they were angry with him and he didn't want them to forgive him just because he might be dying. He needed to fix things first.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    It started with a phone call.
    Then a guy at a gas station.
    Then Carl on the couch, bleeding and eating cereal like he lived there.

    Evan Buckley has built a new life — firefighter, teammate, friend — but he didn't build it on clean ground. And when ghosts from the South Side start showing up one by one, the cracks start showing too. The 118 doesn't know what's coming. Buck isn't sure he does either.

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    Ten times Evan Buckley's past slipped through the cracks, and one time he let it.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Something cold and hard slides into his side. “Don’t move.” A voice says, startling Buck into compliance. Athena looks up, arm still around the girl who locks eyes with the man shoving a gun in Buck’s side. A hand grips Buck’s other shoulder, holding him in place.

    “Buck.” Athena warns, like she’s afraid he’s going to try anything.

    “I’m not moving.” Buck snaps out for both Athena and the gunman’s sake.

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    A short story that was inspired while writing Once More (With Feeling) but can be read without reading the main story. No actual mentions of shifters/shifting in this story. It is set after Abby leaves but before Eddie joins the 118

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Buck just needed to get a new debit card.

    He ends up in the middle of bank robbery instead.

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    AI-less Whumptober 2023 5. Hostages

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    12 Jan 2026

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    It was no secret that Maddie Buckley was the one who raised Evan, not their parents--but that didn't mean there were no further secrets. As she readies herself to have a baby with Chimney, old memories are kicked up, and it becomes impossible to ignore the fact that this isn't her first child.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Buck
    >> What firefighter is in a meeting at, what, it’s 7pm your time, right?

    TK
    Not like that. <<
    NA meeting. <<

    Buck
    >> Oh.
    >> Sorry I didn’t know.

    He hesitates, but then thinks if he could tell one person what he was thinking, now it would probably be TK.

    >> I go to those sometimes too.

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    Or, 5 times Buck and TK helped each other through their addiction over the phone, and one time they celebrated.

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    10 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 67

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    Day Three of Buck and Bobby Week

     

    “Call him, then. And if he answers, and he’s still fine, then maybe we can get some sleep?”

    Nodding, Bobby grabs his phone from the nightstand and unplugs the charging cable. He find’s Buck’s number quickly, pressing call without a thought. It’s nearing one in the morning, but it hardly matters. Bobby’s called Buck at worse hours, and Buck’s certainly called him at creative times of the night and early morning

    When the call rings, and rings, and then eventually rings out, Bobby turns wide eyed to Athena with a frantic I-told-you-so face.

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    Buck's sick. Bobby can't prove it, but he knows it. And what is he supposed to do? Trust Buck to deal with it in a mature, responsible way? Yeah, right.

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    4,313

    08 Jan 2026

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