HatWearingIdjit
Fandoms
- Supernatural (TV 2005) (61)
- Marvel (29)
- Marvel Cinematic Universe (26)
- Shadowhunters (TV) (15)
- Spider-Man - All Media Types (15)
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"Couldn't sleep?"
Alec considers not answering, not really wanting to talk. However, there must be a reason his sister is also outside and awake at this late hour. That's not something he can just ignore. "Didn't try."
OR: Izzy and Alec talk when she sneaks out in the middle of the night and he finds him sitting on his own outside.
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Pearl isn't allowed to leave the table until she finishes her lunch.
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- Part 1 of Star soup
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And when the meal is set, Lucas sits at the piano instead of at his chair. His fingers moves flawlessly across the key as the music drown the room and leaves no room for argument.
In the silence, Lucas feels love.
Therefore, he trades meals for music and learns to find love in the hunger.
(Years later, he finds the piano again and tries to replicate love in the absence of arguing. The silence may just be what breaks those around him.)
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Bottomless hollow (eat until death catches up; then, eat death, too) by HatWearingIdjit
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
24 Oct 2025
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Dean struggling with binge eating through out his life.
(Specifically focused on these focal moments: Mom's death, Sammy's moving out & Dad's disappearance, Hell, after, Post-Canon)
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The High Warlock of Brooklyn –where you'll get what you deserve– by HatWearingIdjit
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)
19 Oct 2025
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When Lydia gives Alec a blank card and the order to take the day off, he can't help but think this is part of some elaborate scheme to punish him for his sub-par work.
AU in which the Circle –and Valentine– don't rise again and the whole Clary and her mom debacle doesn't happen.
Recent series
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A series of stuff/issues that trouble the Madrigal family but aren't talked about.
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Steven Universe human au.
With a major focus on eating disorders.
The works are interconnected, but I'm pretty sure they can be read as stand-alones as well.
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- 560
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AitCM2025: did you notice we're still alive? by HatWearingIdjit
Fandom Girl Meets World (TV 2014), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Shadowhunters (TV), Spider-Man (Comicverse), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Supernatural (TV 2005), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies), WandaVision (TV)
24 Apr 2025
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Day1: Blood on Hands + "Please... let me go" (SPN)
Day2: Brave face (GMW)
Day3: "I don't want to hear it" (MCU, PP)
Day5: "It's too late to ask for forgiveness" (MCU, Thor)
Day6: "I can't do this (SH)
Day8: "Why did you do it?" (MCU, Wanda)- Words:
- 5,091
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- 6
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Whumpcember2024 bc the world keeps turning even if it's on fire by HatWearingIdjit
Fandom Descendants (Disney Movies), Girl Meets World (TV 2014), Iron Man (Movies), Legacies (TV 2018), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Shadowhunters (TV), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Supernatural (TV 2005), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies)
25 Dec 2024
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Day 1: Broken Bones (SPN)
Day 2: "This Is Your Fault" (MCU, Thor)
Day 3: Begging (SPN, Dean)
Day 8: "No. Not Like This" (Legacies, Josie)
Day 10: "Let Me Help You" (MCU, PP, tw:selfharm)
Day 12: "I Have Nowhere Else To Go" (GMW)
Day 15: Broken Glass (SH, Alec, tw:selfharm)
Day 18: Poisoned (Descendants, Evie, tw:EDs)- Words:
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- 8
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Whumpril 2023: writing is hard but life is harder by HatWearingIdjit
Fandom 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), Descendants (Disney Movies), Girl Meets World, Shadowhunters (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Apr 2023
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Day1: Panic attacks (Tarlos,9-1-1:LS)
Day2: "Get some rest" (Destiel,SPN)
Day3: "Hold still" (9-1-1)
Day4: Massage (Tarlos,9-1-1:LS)
Day5: Stifled Scream (Malec,SH)
Day7: "You look pale." (Descendants)
Day8: Nausea. (SPN)
Day13: Support. (GMW)- Words:
- 11,223
- Works:
- 8
- Bookmarks:
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i kissed the scars on your skin (i still think you're beautiful) by charliecha
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
12 Mar 2023
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Wooyoung feels like he can’t breathe all of a sudden. The air feels a little too heavy to draw in, a little too suffocating. A little too much. His hands grip the white sheets, and he tries to ground himself and get rid of the haze clouding his eyes as he stares down at his legs.
It’s way too much, since when has he been taking up this much space? Why hadn't anyone told him? It’s definitely too much, way too much. He feels heavy, like his legs wouldn’t be able to keep him up steady with all this weight. Too much. Too heavy, too scarred—not scarred enough. Not perfect enough, never enough, never—
“Young-ah?”
It’s automatic, mechanical, Wooyoung’s hands come up to grasp his shirt and pull it down to cover up as much of his naked skin as he can when he hears Seonghwa’s voice coming from the door. His scars are out of sight before he looks up to meet his boyfriend’s worried gaze where he stands still at the door frame, eyes flying from Wooyoung’s body to his face.
“Is something wrong?”
Me, I am.
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the one where wooyoung's two (three) boyfriends take care of him and it's a mess
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- English
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
07 Jan 2026
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Atsushi stares for a long moment, taking that in. “That’s it? I just have to die and I’ll be let go?”
“You’ll exit the loop. Sounds fairly simply but remember the time limit, your healing ability is going to be working against you here,” Ranpo corrects.
“I almost die all the time - “ He laughs, a weight in his chest lifting. “I’m going to get out of here!”
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Atsushi gets stuck in a time loop and severely underestimates just how dedicated his family is to keeping him alive
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- English
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
28 Nov 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
Both the work itself and the inspired by it are amazing. You can feel the desperation in the time loop, but also. Idk, it kinds makes you feel cared for. It's beautiful and sad and tired. Don't read if you're desperate and looking for a way out (it will likely trigger and make things worse), read if you're just sad and needing to feel like someone cares (almost like getting a hug, but not quite)
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- Works:
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
04 Nov 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
To remind yourself you're allowed softness. (Stop trying to make yourself so hard, stop being awful when you feel softness because it scares you)
About: Jamie Tartt. Recognizing and recuperating from trauma (flavour: bdsm)
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
04 Jul 2025
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Sound Advice by NoahWillow
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 Dec 2024
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After a grueling battle in the U.A. Sports Festival, Aizawa Sensei begins training Hitoshi after school.
Hitoshi knows he doesn’t deserve it, but he accepts anyway.
Aizawa Sensei notices the cracks in Hitoshi’s carefully maintained facade, bruises hidden beneath his sleeves, a perpetually empty stomach, exhaustion too deep to blame on schoolwork.
He helps Hitoshi get removed and put into a new home.Now he’s in U.A’s hero course, not being beaten for the first time in his life, and he even starts to believe the lie that Aizawa might care about him.But his new foster father is… off. He lingers too long. Presses too close. Watches too intently.
As the lines blur and danger creeps in again, Hitoshi must decide whether to speak up and risk everything, or stay silent, and survive.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 162,222
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 251
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
16 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
Beautiful Katsuki & Shinsou friendship,
Relatability in emotional repression/crying w Hizashi.
Beautiful Aizawa/Hizashi relationship
Shinsou-centric: angst, angst, angst + h/c