Ianthebadwolf



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    “Y-you want me to be a girl?”

    Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.

    “No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”

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    Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.

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    “Rozanovs here?”

    “Yes”, she shared a quick look with David before looking back at him.

    “Of course he's here, he's your husband.”

    Shane didn’t mean to; he really, really didn’t, but he burst out laughing.

    Yuna actually jumped at the sound. “Sorry, sorry, I'm sorry,” Shane said quickly, composing himself.

    “It's just, that's not funny, why is Rozanov actually here, who am I married to?”

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    Set sometime after the long game. An on-ice injury causes Shane to forget everything after Vegas 2014. Basically, I'm combining my two favorite Ilya/Shane tropes: memory loss and the angst of that stupid Vegas scene

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    Shane wakes up in the hospital with no memory of how he got there. And it was also really confusing as to why Ilya is there when they were supposed to be a secret. And then he learns that he had a severe head injury and doesn't remember the last few years, which includes him and Ilya getting engaged. But Ilya is patient and would do anything for Shane, including getting him to fall in love with him again.

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    Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.

    More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.

    He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?

    I already chose you, Hollander.

    Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.

    And then he crashed.

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
    But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
    Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.

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