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Guerin's hand is fixed, so why not play at the monthly Open Mic night at the Wild Pony to earn some extra cash and maybe also the glance of one Alex Manes...
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Ian was dreaming.
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The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but to hold hands. ~ Alexandra Penney
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one day i'll watch as you're leaving (and life will lose all its meaning) by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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“You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.
There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.
“Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”
The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.
Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.
Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.
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What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.
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10 Mar 2026
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In This And Every Life (I'd Choose Us Every time) by attfna
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Mar 2026
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Shane decides to give Ilya space. He’ll call when he’s ready. So Shane accepts an offer from one of his endorsements to fly to Washington ahead of his team for a promotional shoot and tries to be patient. When his plane goes down in the mountains, Ilya struggles to find hope and isn’t sure how he’ll live in a world without Shane in it.
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10 Mar 2026
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Built to Break is an highly requested alternate-universe story within The Quiet Fight series, where Shane—not Ilya—is the one facing cancer.
During their eleventh NHL seasons, a lingering injury reveals a devastating diagnosis, forcing an early coming out and the potential end of Shane’s career. As Shane fights, he is forced to find a new purpose, proving that even when the body breaks, a life—and a legacy—can still be rebuilt.
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- Part 1 of Built to Break
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03 Feb 2026
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If you’re afraid of wolves by gsmaxwell
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Mar 2026
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Shane was on the mend. Really. Ilya had pulled him out of that icy river before there was any lasting damage.
It didn't matter that he couldn't just fucking forget what had happened.
Ilya wasn't okay, but he wasn't going to tell anyone that. Telling people would mean dealing with it.
And he had Shane now, which was enough.
Or: Shane and Ilya deal with the fall out of being kidnapped and traumatized by the Montreal mafia.
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- Part 2 of Kidnapped AU
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03 Feb 2026
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the way that i love you (is the way that you taught me) by jellyrose222
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Feb 2026
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Shane doesn’t like to ask for what he needs, but when Ilya is around, he doesn’t have to.
or five times Ilya fixes it without making Shane feel bad, and one time he doesn’t.
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30 Jan 2026