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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    19 Feb 2026

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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    10 Feb 2026

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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.

    The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.

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    @OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.

    @OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya,” he clarified, wincing as he swallowed, his throat feeling like he’d eaten a fistful of glass. “I need to call Ilya.”

    He fumbled around for his phone, desperately needing to hear his fiance’s voice. Together, they could figure this out. They’d make a plan. Ilya could drive with his parents from Ottawa and–

    But Ilya wasn’t in Ottawa. He was in Russia.

    No.

    No.

    They’d kill Ilya in Russia. They’d kill him, or arrest him, or– or–

    Oh god, they’d kill him.
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    A family emergency means Ilya is in Russia when Hayden's FanMail video ends up on Twitter, outing them to the entire world. It, predictably, ends horribly.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Episode 5 divergence

    Instead of getting hit on the ice, the Metros went on to win the game, and after setting up some plans with Ilya, the team ends up dragging Shane out to the bar. Shane was having a good time... until it all went wrong.

    Or: Shane is assaulted, and Ilya is there to comfort him.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Cliff Marleau finds out his best friend has been secretly dating Shane Hollander the same way everyone else does—via a video that's already gone viral—and spends the next three hours trapped in a car with two of Shane's teammates, one of whom is convinced Ilya is the worst person alive.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Shane wasn’t stupid. He figured this was some kind of fucking cowardly tactic to keep him from being at the Games. Hopefully, that’s all they wanted. If he just played nice, maybe this would all be over soon.

    No one was coming.

    Shane closed his eyes briefly.

    No one, except maybe Rozanov. And he was pretty sure Rozanov would just be pissed off at being stood up.

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    29 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 54

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    Gwi-Ma's voice was a constant torment to all demonkind- except for Rumi, half-demon, half-human, and all hunter. It's something that any demon would kill for, and when Baby realized it can be shared, he's willing to reach out to his worst enemies if it'll get the Saja Boys freed from Gwi-Ma's control.

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    Rumi's reluctant journey to becoming the queen of all demons, featuring the Saja Boys dealing with centuries of trauma, Jinu haunting the narrative (and Rumi's sword), and the merging of two broken families into one as hunters and demons finally find peace.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    The plane is falling.
    The plane is falling and Ilya is on it and Shane watches it fall.
    The plane is falling and Ilya is dead.

    Or, Shane Hollander has a hard time dealing with Ilya's brush with death.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Jack Wilder goes missing two months after the London show, dragged off the street outside the Eye's Portland safehouse by people itching to see how long it took to break a Horseman.

    This isn't about the breaking, though. This is about the finding, and the healing, and the becoming. The Horsemen will rewrite the world to keep their formerly-missing member safe--but in the meantime, they'll paint his room and make milkshakes and sit through the nightmares and the panic attacks, and everything will be okay.

    They're a team, after all. They're always going to look out for each other.

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    21 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 76

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    Henley knows something's wrong the second that the Mission Impossible score starts singing through her phone.

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    An unknown hypnotist erases Jack Wilder from the minds of the other Horsemen, determined to cut them off at the knees by removing their most versatile member and strike a blow to both their public image and their trust in each other by ensuring they wouldn't believe him at all. Unfortunately for them, they forgot that one Horseman (retired, sure, but you don't steal 3.2 million euros from a Parisian bank just to lose the title forever) isn't in London at all--and Henley Reeves has no intention of letting Jack fall to the wayside.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    There’s a kid trying to steal my wallet, Dylan thinks, bemused. He guesses he makes a fair target. The streets aren’t as crowded as they usually are today, most of the holiday crowds hanging around Midtown to see the usual sights. It’s not like there’s an absence of people, but he sees why they’ve gone for him. His gait isn’t as even as it usually is, his breathing a little more ragged than he’d like, his incision aching from the cold weather and the exertion. They probably assumed that he wouldn’t be able to chase after them when he found out it was missing. Given by the way that tiny hand has frozen in his pocket, they didn’t quite get the timing right.

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    Dylan Rhodes encounters a group of kids--smart kids, brilliant kids, magical kids that are way, way too goddamn young to be as alone as they are--on his walk back from the Manhattan FBI office. And he finds them again, and again, and again.

    Eventually, they all come home.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    Merritt McKinney would not consider himself a bad person, per se.

    Being mean sometimes was not the same as being an asshole 24/7; after years of experience testing out what constituted going too far, he walked that line very well. As much as he delighted in making people uncomfortable by revealing information garnered via mentalism to the general public, he knew there were lines, boundaries, and things better not shared.

    Case in point: Jack Wilder’s childhood.

    It wasn’t that Merritt had been intentionally trying to discern what Jack’s life was like before the Horsemen, but the kid kept dropping hints everywhere. It was impossible for Merritt to not pick up on the pattern.

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    Or, 5 times one of the Horsemen realized something fucked up about Jack’s childhood, 3 times (interspersed throughout) that they talked about it with each other, + 1 time they talked about it with Jack.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    … or essentially, how to go from a family of three to a family of eight (and an entire secret magician society).

    Set after Now You See Me: Now You Don’t.

    Atlas notices that Bosco did not go through the mission unscathed, and Atlas learns there’s more to Bosco than he realized.

    (Hurt with full comfort, found family vibes, and just a love letter to this movie)

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    20 Nov 2025

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    There's an insistent tapping on Buck's face, and Buck's eyes drift open back up towards-

    "Eddie," he says, maybe slurring through his name. It doesn't feel right, as if the words are buffering somewhere between his brain and mouth. 

    "Eyes on me," Eddie says, except it splits somewhere down the middle. 

    He has a determined look on his face, the one he wears when he's trying to make sense of a bad call, mouth set and ticked down at the corner. Buck knows that look as surely as he knows how to breathe, the same way his heart knows how to beat. Eddie is gravity, the pull at the center of Buck's world, and even now, when Buck can't find his footing, he can't help but be drawn toward him. 

    Behind Eddie's eyes, Buck sees fear. 

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    On the way to a routine call, the 118 engine is involved in a major lateral impact collision. It's confronting for Buck and Eddie, in more ways than one.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    It's fitting; the one constant in Buck's life is that, at some point, everyone leaves.
    Now, he's depending on it. To save Eddie.

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    After a crane malfunctions at an apartment building undergoing renovations, the 118 is called to evacuate the remaining construction workers before an imminent collapse. Buck and Eddie, who haven't spoken in two days, are caught in the crossfire.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    And it’s probably the wrong thing to say, but Christopher is just— he’s so angry, he’s so angry and he wants to lash out at someone.

    “I wish you and Dad had never even met!” With that, Christopher actually goes into his room, and Buck doesn’t stop him, or say anything.

    He lays down on his bed, burying his face in his pillow, and finally lets out the rest of the tears he’d been holding back.

    --

    or, Christopher makes a wish and the universe grants it

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    19 Nov 2025

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    After waking up in the hospital with a bad case of amnesia, Evan Buckley is reverted to his sixteen year old self. Much to the 118's surprise, this version of Buck is nothing like the man they've come to know and love. He's shy, skittish and quiet- everything their Buck is not. What could possibly have made their friend turn out like this?

    And why do none of them have any idea about his past? Will Buck be able to keep his secrets, or will his sixteen year old self ruin everything he worked so hard to hide?

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    17 Nov 2025

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    When Bradley follows a fellow pilot outside for a "surprise", he's not pleased with what he finds.

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    12 Nov 2025

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